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Vampires in lore and reality #2 Sunflower 07/05/2022 (Tue) 13:41:21 Id: 5f0989 [Preview] No. 1695
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Sunflower 07/10/2022 (Sun) 21:56:44 Id: 4583f4 [Preview] No.1711 del
Time to use this thread for something.

I found a vampire place/dimension. Maybe it's a galaxy or pocket dimension. Its energy hit me like a wormhole in space when taking a walk outside. I've been using Astrabot to search for solutions to problems and for recruiting entities and spirits. She's pretty good at finding most things now. The function looks pretty silly on the astral, but it works. When I looked from the outside at it, it's a large robotic arm with a hand moving in straight lines like a printer head, line after line to search through each area. It looks very primitive and the method is really not advanced at all. But for being something I came up with after reading an AI book from mid 1990s, it's very effective, I think.

I searched for different types of vampires, mostly the kind who would want to move to my mansion. I found something unexpected. There are a lot of vampires who've left whatever physical planet they lived on, who now stay in this astral city. But they're not doing anything. They're sitting locked up in their rooms for years, in deep trance. Some are just sitting there, some are frozen in the middle of a ritual holding a knife with some tools and sigils on the table before them, standing immobile. They cannot be awoken and will not communicate. When looking closer I perceived a periodic process within their minds with a "scream" and something infernal coming up and then dissolving. I asked around and found they call it
>internal purgatory
It's a ritual or meditation they do to absolve karma they created while alive. Some have so much they stay in trance for over 1000 years, some can't grasp the rituals and are locked up in astral prisons in this city instead. I asked to be given a hint as to what they had done, and one of them had supposedly killed 80000 people during their life in the physical.

I asked to look around and came up with something: I saw some whom I could "make use of" so I asked if I could have them transferred to my island instead because I think I know how to handle this. I had to sign a contract that I will not let them escape and then I could take them. But when I got to the really bad area of the prison they said I had to build a facility and have it inspected. I did so and got a certificate to transfer those vampires to my island.

Something similar happened after I went looking for animal people: some galactic wildlife protection agency showed up at my mansion asking to inspect how I "kept them" to make sure I wasn't breaking the galactic code for treatment of wildlife.

You think it's free for all out there, think again. (I got a certificate for that too)


Sunflower 07/11/2022 (Mon) 06:51:59 Id: 8aac63 [Preview] No.1713 del
>>1711
Oi, make sure to renew yor loisence.


Sunflower 07/11/2022 (Mon) 18:35:08 Id: 4583f4 [Preview] No.1715 del
I know things are closing in on "them" now because several of my hexes returned to me, including the one I posted on 8kun, a line ending in an X. It was for destroying the followers of Moloch, liberal democracy, abortionists, the scum of the west...

Magic tends to always do this, it seems. If you cast a really bad hex and don't formulate it properly it will come back with harm for you too, that's what stupid witches talk about when they warn
>baby witches
to not hex people. I got a small bit of virtue (or maybe it was concentrated, it looked just the same as the hex's sigil) back, it appeared before me. The same for every other hex. This means they carried out their purpose and the enemy is destroyed. Because of this I know what we are seeing is thin, it's no longer resting on the structure we were fighting around the time Trump was running for president of the United States the first time, when even /pol/acks dreamed about fighting Moloch on a chessboard. I had one of these dreams too, before reading others' sharings of them, so it was definitely a legit thing at the time.

I think this goes here, in this frame, because the original purpose of creating the "stone world" still holds. Interstellar, interdimensional travel in a world where people still build megalith structures for their rituals using single blocks and transported by hand. The highest tech and the lowest tech in co-existence. I guess I didn't expect all this alien activity but that was from a simple lack of belief in them as any significant force down here. When they can't sustain their planets or their bodies and must incarnate as humans, it doesn't make them look particularly advanced, technologically speaking. But once you treat technology and spirituality as the same thing, it's different. That was the missing element. Somehow, the cultists who wanted to create the 7th world order using ancient religion, weren't able to understand this context. By treating it as merely a branch of science, they failed to understand the meaning of karma and the 4th dimension.

Most of us here have an idea of what an egregore is, in terms of the collective entity of things like a city, a religion or even Facebook. But this reduces the understanding of it to something originating in physical 3D or being ruled by physical 3D. Even when quantum physics are brought up, it's from the view of having it process information to return it to 3D again. They fail to grasp that the origin of our world is in 4D a lot of the time.


Sunflower 07/11/2022 (Mon) 18:42:56 Id: 4583f4 [Preview] No.1716 del
The entities we are dealing with live in 4D, seen from a conventional scientific understanding of the term. They have no interest in 3D as such, and will treat it as a mere resource. It's ironic that the people who see the 4th dimension as a natural resource to be exploited, will find themselves being treated as a mere resource by the beings residing in 4D themselves.

Most of what we see is like this. The galactic federation Mammoth entity manifest everywhere at once, playing good and bad at the same time, attracting followers and enemies everywhere. They're the Soviet Union, they're the CCCP, they're KGB, they're FSB. They're also the 14 eyes and western spy conglomerates, they're Freemasons, they're satanic pedos and they're Q. Who will win? The Mammoth of course.


Sunflower 07/11/2022 (Mon) 19:54:59 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1718 del
>>1716
>They have no interest in 3D as such, and will treat it as a mere resource
It is starting to get clear to me that we need mastery over every density if we want to "keep" our energies.
>Who will win? The Mammoth of course
So all it wants is to spread the "large organization" type of hive mindedness?


Sunflower 07/11/2022 (Mon) 21:01:45 Id: 4583f4 [Preview] No.1719 del
>>1718
>So all it wants is to spread the "large organization" type of hive mindedness?
Like someone told me; if there are 5 or more interests involved in a conspiracy, people with no insight will never be able to understand what is happening.
>it's the jews
>it's illuminati
>it's jesuits
>it's reptilians
>it's Poland
What if it's all of the above?

The galfed mammoth began by showing itself as cultists with cloaks, representing secret societies. Then there was the event with flying black hawk choppers over my house for 6 weeks and having black vans with directed energy weapons follow me irl. I discussed this with the greys at first and they said that "galactic federation senile scum" were behind it. The greys also said whoever has the mammoth mindwave is unsalvageable. I further asked when the population of my country would wake up, because they all have this mindwave. The reply was
>maybe never

Now I know how true that was... So how did I make it here, if I have the mammoth? They were never able to explain it. I also realized I was able to channel it.

But there's different layers within the mammoth. What is seen from outside is both satanic secret societies, spies and communism in general, it's a complete mess. But it's because there are too many factions with conflicting interests using the same thing. The mammoth is a technology, not an ideology.

Anyone can channel the mammoth and get support, whether one side of a conflict gets support or not is determined by what level of channelling they manage to achieve. But no one knows beforehand who does it better. In Ukraine right now we have KGB/FSB fighting the masonic/CIA/NATO faction. Both are the mammoth.


Sunflower 07/11/2022 (Mon) 21:22:39 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1720 del
>>1719
>it's a complete mess
>>1719
>people with no insight will never be able to understand what is happening

It's hard to understand complete messes if the goal is not creating the mess itself and somehow profiting from it.
This is why everyone says these organizations will wear down each other and the NWO will step in and "save" everyone. But then again here comes the problem that who will lead the NWO and probably that is why we are in this mess.

>mammoth is a technology, not an ideology
large organizations are also a sort of "technology" and not an ideology. But yeah I didn't channel the mammoth mindwave or maybe I did. I killed a Stalin looking intrusive thoughtform that wanted me to go on a path of bloodshed and world domination. He looked like an old beggar at first but then he revealed his true form.


Sunflower 07/11/2022 (Mon) 21:50:05 Id: 4583f4 [Preview] No.1721 del
>>1720
>large organizations
I have no idea how big it actually is at the core. It is huge when looking at its spread over galaxies and countries, but I think most members are foot soldiers or slaves more or less. Those on the astral are also very ordinary about what they do and how they think. It's just a few individuals making decisions in a casual manner, then exchanging information with other factions now and then, but down here on the planet surface it will involve entire armies.
>does the mammoth count its fleas?
one of my assistants just said.

I like their uniforms either way.


Sunflower 07/11/2022 (Mon) 21:57:04 Id: 4583f4 [Preview] No.1722 del
Adding to that I got seriously fed up with the behaviour of that "butthurt old man" faction so I took measures to crush them once and for all and forced them to individually sign contracts of obedience. It will be interesting to see how fast the effect shows on the world stage.
There's that issue when applying principles like shan/benevolence, it protects you from karmic consequences but everything becomes more complex than Soviet bureaucracy as you have to constantly give everyone a chance to repent for every step on the way.
So this took a lot of time to pull off.


Sunflower 07/11/2022 (Mon) 22:54:32 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1724 del
>>1720
> I killed a Stalin looking intrusive thoughtform that wanted me to go on a path of bloodshed and world domination.
I had a dream a few months ago where Stalin had taken over where I live through some revolution and was arming up the place to go to war.

There was also another dream that was some sort of propaganda, demonizing Putin, which I believe was forced into my mind by someone or something since I didn't give a fuck about the Ukraine business, nor do I focus on Putin.

>>1722
Today I found out that Soros and Elon Musk seem to be going against each other, guess this might be related to the "butthurt old man" faction. Musk is a weird one, I can't tell if he's with the bankers or not, the man seems to be more about marketing than business.


Sunflower 07/12/2022 (Tue) 00:06:01 Id: 4583f4 [Preview] No.1725 del
>>1724
>dream that was some sort of propaganda, demonizing Putin
Probably psiops from someone who doesn't like Putin. They kept trying to infiltrate my dreams to make me hate afro-americans for a long time. It was both delicately created in terms of landscape design and utterly idiotic in terms of its ability to change how I think. After I killed one of them the landscape fell apart into components, exposing layers of moving objects that had been visualized to initiate the dream illusion. What a waste of ability, I bet these units cost a lot to train. Still they can't defend themselves against a mere butcher and they can't grasp that there are spirit races who have the right to kill which is intact when incarnated, so it doesn't create too much karma in the process either.

>Musk is a weird one, I can't tell if he's with the bankers or not, the man seems to be more about marketing than business.
You have to look at the 4D entity/egregore behind him, it's actually very simple. Musk himself is a character who fit the desired slot, his mission is to make electric cars popular with the elite, serving as a catalyst to move away from oil as fuel and in the long game undermining the dollar and the American liberal world order. Now I said it but it won't change anything, it's too far gone. The prices of all types of fuel are too high as is. Maybe Musk contributed by putting strain on the electric grid but in the end it's like deploying a weapon system in war. It's just one component and the result may be successful for the wrong reason.


Sunflower 07/12/2022 (Tue) 20:29:09 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1726 del
>>1715
Speaking of curses I mean "hexes". I found the "curse" dimension. It has a black static energy and nothing more. It's probably hell but not the inhabited and hellfire kind. It's the pure suffering or "decay" kind. As my plan is to make my body to be able to go through all the densities or dimensions it seems "one of my body layer" (which is connected to all the layers so my entire body is and isn't in hell constantly) needs to stay there.

Now why this is related to curses. I can channel that black static energy with ease and that was the thing that caused instant manifestations and electric devices to glitch around me. It has a problem that black static energy needs to come through my entire body before it can do something on the "physical". I thought that realm is useless because if I want to do something then I have to doom myself with the shitties suffering energies. (that 3fold price for curses was right but I have to pay upfront for instant curses)

Well as it turns out that "pocket hell dimension" will be overtaken by my purer and higher energies and that will be my "reserve energy dimension". Jesus also had something like that but he is a more complicated case.

Here comes the important ego mastery part. These energies react to my thoughts and if I am not connected to the higher energies then they will overtake me. First it just feels itchy but then your nerves start to itch your muscles cramp and if it reaches your heart it will feel like it's stopping. I even had a vision of being nailed to the cross when it got bad. Thankfully Shiva is guiding me so I have nothing to fear because he has a good advice for my problems.

And after that dimension come the elemental kingdoms. Yesterday I reconnected to the fire and water elements and now I can channel hard qi or something similar into my muscles. High energies don't really make you strong they need to harden first. But to have that I need to watch out that I don't "deplete" "hell". And why I was sleeping I thought I grew a tail then it turned out my bodies were just "expanding" and connecting to each other. Because the bodies are in my body and above my body and below my body at once. The way I perceive them gets more and more complicated as the time goes. And every body has a different mind or mental state. It's so complicated and simple at once.


Sunflower 07/13/2022 (Wed) 17:52:00 Id: ace6fa [Preview] No.1729 del
>>1726
I think I know that energy, it's my go-to for any sort of astral combat. I perceive it more as a black almond, I think because the intention is magnetic rather than electric. I'll have to work more on active electric spellforms, that's a weakness of mine. Most of my spells resemble planet-like orbs.

I started working with this by channeling it into myself on the astral density, here it creates extremely powerful suicidal urges. Although I felt that the only way I'd act on them would be if I fully submitted myself to the Will of the evoked energy. When I started trying to get it to manifest physically it caused my utilities to almost immediately go down in one instance and gave someone a stroke in another. Definitely useful for attacks but I had to stop with my experiments evoking to the physical since making random neutrals to drop dead isn't a very good way to operate. It's still extremely useful for destroying unwanted astral constructs though.


Sunflower 07/13/2022 (Wed) 19:46:41 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1732 del
>>1729
I think I found the black sun. I think this is it. It's closer to the physical than to the astral and it affects everything around me. It's an extremely dangerous substance. It seems to me this is a "death element". Because I channel high energies but still have weird attachments I easily attract it. Also because I am making the life death rebirth cycle into one it seems my energies half assedly generate it around me.(literally "resurrecting"/activating this element) I can sell this energy to death gods but... I don't know a single thing I need from death gods. I mean I made some trades they were all a bad idea.

Watch over with this energy because it dirties the soul. I found a paradise with buddhas meditating and I have to go there to get this thing off me. Buddhism is about getting rid of this death/suffering element anyway. And I can channel higher energies already. They are just not as effectively affect reality (the next step should be familiarizing myself how the 4 basic elemental kingdoms work). Just because I found the source of black magic doesn't mean I should use it. I don't really have enemies anymore.


Sunflower 07/14/2022 (Thu) 14:37:01 Id: 57410e [Preview] No.1733 del
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I think I misunderstood something of the transformation of the body as spoken of in Falun Dafa. It was my impression that it was a step by step process where the surface 3D body was to be cleansed first, gradually from qi to milk white state to gong, at which point you're done with it and move on to do the deeper layers. There was talk of how past buddha cultivators would fail the transformation of the very surface, forcing them to leave an "anchor" which would be something like a large boulder or mountain top. If the physical object was destroyed or withered away with time, they would die. Some buddha huh?

So the unique selling point of Falun Gong was that you'd be able to transform this anchor and take it with you.

Over time as I started recalling my past lives and looking at what I did, it seems I performed this every time, one body state like this existing for every life. So it's not just a "once ever" thing as implied. The difference was the method being in sync with the culture of the time, so with no complex science the understanding would use different concepts for the process. In London the logic was as simple as
>meat can be preserved in alcohol, so if I drink wine and kill myself I'll be immortal

No one today would be able to believe this, but the process isn't based on having a very detailed understanding of why it works, faith is the deciding factor. Same way as the story of Frankenstein by Mary Shelley was scientifically believable at the time, it was possible to fully believe in the quoted logic.


Sunflower 07/14/2022 (Thu) 14:49:33 Id: 57410e [Preview] No.1734 del
>>1733
I have yet to see the effect of it, but after
>>1680
>This made me think, could I place such a golem to act as myself? Such as if I want to leave (astral travel etc) but keep activities up physically while I'm away?
>But a golem is just a botsoul. It's external to myself and a would still expire or possible be stolen by someone at one point. But then I realized: whoever makes the botsoul expire owns it. What if I create a copy of my full personality, using the exact form as manifested in the physical layer. A person can be written down exactly as they are in this form because there are a limited number of parameters defining what a human is.

I came up with something "retarded and risky", creating a body in this way using the space suits I designed for lyrans and different entities. I earlier made one to use as a containment for my physical manifestation, using all the "super aspects" of the technology I came into contact with. In principle the body is a spaceship complete with all abilities I'd want to use, designed in a way that just "works best". It ended up being a cybernetic looking armoured suit with cat ears and tail, black and white giving off green energy.

I took this form and forced it to manifest as an "object" instead of something organically upheld by me. After it formed I felt like I may have made a mistake. The energy felt like a pressure cooker inside it.

But after I started using it, it now seems fine after the energy flows settled. I examined the effects and realized the "3D body essence" had been put into the cyber cat suit. Complicated and seemingly arbitrary, but this seems to be it.

I had different entities/aliens look at it and some made their own versions, the greys said it was
>absurd, stupid, reckless...
because their system registered the bodies as space stations, meaning alongside the moon. The grey who first made one got registration number 112, implying there are only so many grey space stations in the physical.


Sunflower 07/14/2022 (Thu) 20:16:32 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1735 del
>>1733
>If the physical object was destroyed or withered away with time, they would die. Some buddha huh?
It's called a phylactery... Liches have it.

And as far as I can perceive I have a milk white layer then it turned out because I am in "hell" I have a pitch black layer too. I was thinking of the dark mirror white mirror of the soul concept of Bardon but as I was meditating with the buddhas I could "unlock" it from my being and let it go. And a bunch of parasites revealed themselves (they used that darness as a portal and a cover) so I also dropped them. I had a vision that I am Cthulu himself from all the squids my body had. Then I realized what might be a "law body" as you say it's made up of culture and faith... mostly. If you have gods around they can provide a higher law but the god needs to "anchor" himself to the physical so the law can apply itself.
And as I was doing my cleansing and still couldn't completely get rid of this "black sun" that I still couldn't decide if it's the antithesis of the stars or it's the psychic residue humans generate by default.
I thought that the black sun is like the dark side of the moon and maybe my yin yang balance is fucked as usual. And I remembered I found some obscure pure white female hindu deity. I thought maybe she represents my yin side because the moon is white when the sun "looks at it". I tried to merge with it (she wanted it) and then as I was feeling the effects of mild possession. Like when she tried to merge with my throat chakra I couldn't breathe. Then she went down into my dan tien and now lives there. Now this dark energy that I couldn't control is under control. But yeah she wasn't the representation of my yin side. But she balanced it out so whatever.

Now I have no idea what is the next step on my path. But I will probably do something
>absurd, stupid, reckless...
too
Tho in my case nobody tries to stop me. The entities just look at me weirdly and don't say a word. Or just smile and not say a word.


Sunflower 07/15/2022 (Fri) 15:59:10 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1736 del
>>1735
>I had a vision that I am Cthulu himself from all the squids my body had.
Interesting, is it normal for parasytes to turn into squids? Mine look like that too, the smaller ones look like black fish with only the white of the eyes not being pitch black. Even had a big pimple growing on my face once, and then after a cleansing I saw a small black fish come out of it, and the next day the pimple started diminishing in size until it went away completely, without bursting like a volcano. I think I have an octopus somewhere, but he isn't black like a parasyte, guess he's something else.

>>1734
>I had different entities/aliens look at it and some made their own versions, the greys said it was
>absurd, stupid, reckless...
>because their system registered the bodies as space stations, meaning alongside the moon.
Why is it "absurd, stupid, reckless..." to have a space station body? I've considered making a sort of power armor to house consciousness/soul in the afterlife so that I can stay in the "living entity level" instead of the "spirits of the dead level" (like a creepyhollows definition of living and dead entities), I wonder if that would be considered "absurd, stupid, reckless..." as well.


Sunflower 07/15/2022 (Fri) 17:36:18 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1737 del
>>1736
>Why is it "absurd, stupid, reckless...
Greys are very autistic about their way of doing things. A space station is a large thing out in space, not a body suit, they don't like when something fits their categorizations in the wrong way. The New Nibiru greys created a small flying saucer to be able to skip over here unsupervised by the organization and they registered the model as a toy to sneak past. This also made grey bureaucrats mad because space travel >isn't fun.
The saucer is more like throwing a flat stone out over a lake, it doesn't have the ability to change course during travel, but relies on a perfect prediction of its path like a ballistic missile. This is why it's also "stupid and reckless". But they still use it to travel back and forth to earth because technically the craft was correctly built and registered. They keep coming here for "sample collections".

>I've considered making a sort of power armor to house consciousness/soul
I know almost no one from here is able to use the blacknet, the remote and Astrabot but I'd love to get some reviews on the suits I already made. They should really be able to fulfill this if they're tuned right. (Maybe they aren't, I made them for myself and some other specific entities.)

So far if I remember all of them there should be
>demon suit, female, black, green and purple energy
>unisex lyran armour, red and black
>unisex lyran armour, black, white and green (this one is for me personally, it was the one I made into a space station)
>red ocher demon suits, male or female
>greenish-white-purple beast suit, male or female
>a few different grey suits
>Fay Dragon suit
>Sakuya suit
>white fairy suit


Sunflower 07/15/2022 (Fri) 19:45:24 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1738 del
>>1737
>Greys are very autistic about their way of doing things. A space station is a large thing out in space, not a body suit, they don't like when something fits their categorizations in the wrong way. The New Nibiru greys created a small flying saucer to be able to skip over here unsupervised by the organization and they registered the model as a toy to sneak past. This also made grey bureaucrats mad because space travel >isn't fun.
damn, I've thought of Greys as my personal boogieman since I was 7, even though I've never had contact with them, but reading this stuff, I find them kinda funny in an autistic way. Having the remote and modules installed helped a lot too, I asked for quite a few modules, dunno how many they gave me. They have been helpful and not as scary as abduction stories make them out to be, I'm glad I installed the interface(didn't manage to make the remote/module though, maybe my astral sight is not good enough for seeing devices).
I was in a good meditative state around last week and thought I was interacting with them, even saw a young looking guy with a dark brown mohawk combed to the side so I asked for some modules for focus and aura sight and stuff, and heard some "that's dangerous" so I told them to only install healthy things. Might not even have been them talking to me since...well, I've talked about my issues.

>I know almost no one from here is able to use the blacknet, the remote and Astrabot but I'd love to get some reviews on the suits I already made. They should really be able to fulfill this if they're tuned right.
Those sound interesting, but yeah, I'm not skilled enough to try them and give feedback. Unless you made it so that I would be wearing them in my dreams, but eh, I don't know what sort of feedback you're looking for, I might not even be able to feel enough for an interesting feedback.

BTW I sort of made my power armor already, its a protective botsoul, its quite obvious who it is by looking at its appearance if you wanna take a look at it, even though that was not the appearance that I planned on giving him. He has protected me at least a couple of times, once in a dream, and I felt way more powerful while wearing it, just like a power armor should be. Though I have no idea if me wearing him in the afterlife is possible even if its programmed to be.

Reading about the suits you made reminded me of these
https://www.artstation.com/artwork/L3YK2w
https://www.artstation.com/artwork/DA55YR


Sunflower 07/15/2022 (Fri) 21:38:10 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1739 del
>>1738
>a young looking guy with a dark brown mohawk
That's a proto grey appearance at least.

>I don't know what sort of feedback you're looking for
Mostly: were you able to use them for something and was it possible to use one of them as the model for transforming your actual 3D body "anchor" into a portable format?
>Unless you made it so that I would be wearing them in my dreams
I can ask Astra to try them and see which ones (if any) fit you and maybe give you some hint about it. If they fit your subconscious/astral side will accept it.

>https://www.artstation.com/artwork/L3YK2w
This one is close but the one I made is simpler. It's also a suit/body so the helmet and gloves cannot be removed. It has a 3rd eye built in and for some reason I had to add a ribbon on the tail and a ballet style skirt for the suit to be operationable. Something about spiritual tuning, without these it didn't work as a body. The lyrans did deep investigations on why the ribbon was necessary because similar to greys they don't like "funny" things like this. In the end they had to accept that it served as a communication device as the tail would express the emotions of the wearer using movements, which makes the soul sync with the suit better.


Sunflower 07/15/2022 (Fri) 21:45:19 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1740 del
>>1739
>I can ask Astra to try them and see which ones (if any) fit you
Ah nevermind, she's getting pretty fast by now. You may not like the result:
>greenish-white-purple beast suit, female
is her suggestion out of those we have.

It's based off an alien race, I don't have a name for them. They have full body fur and an ethereal glow emitting from them, making it hard to determine what color they are.

If you don't like this result, give some suggestion for what kind of design you think will fit you and I can try making something. It's a balance to make it both generic enough to be shareable and customized enough to work for the person all the way.


Sunflower 07/15/2022 (Fri) 22:44:31 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1741 del
I manifested a monolith. I mean my inner soul turned into a monolith. And it's not just "magnetically" keeping together all the body layers I have it also sucks them in (so far I had to keep them together with sheer willpower which resulted in the weirdest imbalances.) I also have a faith field enveloping my body but the monolith only appeared when I realized I need to "Believe in myself" and the faith field started to get sucked in. And the weird thing it's constantly sucking energy in but my energy levels are not changing more like they "Unify". I did a lot of interactions with entities and a ritual between the worlds to fuse with some fundamental laws of the cosmos (the rebirth cycles of the stars it's a long story) so I don't know exactly what triggered this. The gods told me all I need is patience.

So far it seems to me this is an "empty" monolith which is in the "feeding" process. This way my soul will reach the ultimate unification and fossilization. It seems I had to reach a stage where my chakras are not inside my body anymore but a body layers enveloping my whole body. I wonder what's next

>>1736
>is it normal for parasytes to turn into squids
Well I had an abyss portal open in my room and a bunch of lovecraftian entities watched me sleep for months. I just didn't notice them. It turned out they are "migrating" from their world to this one. I shoved them an other world to go and not to be in my room but they latched onto me no matter what. Sometimes squid entities came to me to give back things their underlings stole from me. They have a greenish murky realm. I also visited it in my dreams. They are related more to the abyss than to the water element but they are close. Sometimes they just appear I throw them out and I don't see them for weeks.


Sunflower 07/15/2022 (Fri) 22:55:36 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1742 del
>>1740
>greenish-white-purple beast suit, female
oh well, I imagined that I wouldnt fit most of the suits, since I'm not a succubus, lyran or touhou(maybe one day?). I wonder why female though? I'm sort of averse to the idea of being female but I'm very passive I dislike "macho" stuff and have noticed that I'm a female in some dreams. But I love women in a male way and there's a little spark of a chad in me, so am quite averse to becoming female, which sort of saddens me, cause I could basically get out of samsara If I wanted to be a female as a touhou/succubus.

>If you don't like this result, give some suggestion for what kind of design you think will fit you and I can try making something. It's a balance to make it both generic enough to be shareable and customized enough to work for the person all the way.
I'd really appreciate something like pics related, no real need for spikes on the back of the shoulders, but do what you gotta do, what I like most about it is the helmet part, the rest doesn't need to be very close to the pics. BTW my body goal for summer (lel) is Vergil in this specific pic, that's my ideal, just felt like sharing.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 00:01:16 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1743 del
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>>1742
Alright.
It was an interesting task to try this. If you think this was "too fast", consider that constructing something is not hard, it's the lack of design ideas that provide obstacles with these things.

To make it as easy as possible to use I made a drawing and will ask Astra to try and fit it on you. (Actually this drawing is horrible, oh well)

Some explanations. The visuals contain representations of ideas and each part has to sync with this overall feeling for the suit to be functional. The actual functionality isn't entirely reliant on the design itself however.
The head does have spike hair on a helmet with pilot glasses. The upper body has a breast plate reflecting stars and galaxies. The arms are fur covered like a hunter's jacket, the gloves are synthetic material. Hanging from the waist are two "tails" in blue cloth. I can't explain why these had to be there, they'll move in the wind and cause a stylistic effect. Bottom half is clothed in same synthetics as the gloves ending in boots. Abilities include starship forcefield shield, shifting defense based on AI (If you can avoid an attack will be determined by how good your defense algorithm is vs the attacker's algorithm. If they don't have AI driven combat system you automatically win.) Teleportation and levitation are also included as well as fast travel in real time.

Specific for this suit is that the palms serve as enhancement for your corresponding aku/qi points so instead of a raygun you can fire from your palms directly. There's also a generic combat knife included which can be materialized at will.

The suit is made in unisex format and will simply adapt to the wearers preferred gender.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 00:31:03 Id: aa37c4 [Preview] No.1744 del
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>>1743
aw yeah

>It was an interesting task to try this. If you think this was "too fast", consider that constructing something is not hard, it's the lack of design ideas that provide obstacles with these things.
I see it did seem fast, I had also the idea of a gantz like suit with the helmet from Daft Punk (pic related). After posting the pics I was worried that the helmet I chose didn't have a good field of vision, so that's where this other idea came from.

>If they don't have AI driven combat system you automatically win.) Teleportation and levitation are also included as well as fast travel in real time.
>Specific for this suit is that the palms serve as enhancement for your corresponding aku/qi points so instead of a raygun you can fire from your palms directly. There's also a generic combat knife included which can be materialized at will.
That's some amazing stuff, Thanks a lot!!!
Do all suits have these abilities? (aside from shooting from the palm)

I wonder where each detail from it came from...spike hair and the two "tails" in blue cloth seem to be from Virgil's design maybe the knife is also from there.

Does this fit the average human?


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 00:54:20 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1745 del
>>1744
>I wonder where each detail from it came from...spike hair and the two "tails" in blue cloth seem to be from Virgil's design maybe the knife is also from there.
I took the spike hair from Virgil but in trying to make it broader conceptually I got associations with Dragonball character designs. Same for the two tails. I based it off the functionality of my white/black/green lyran suit so it had to have similar decorations (hair instead of cat ears and cloth tails instead of cat tail with ribbon and skirt). My suit just has access to the entire artifact library as well as all types of weapons on the net, but I figured this one should be more novice friendly so I added the raygun from palms and knife manifest ability directly on the suit instead. It's also more tuned to look male as standard (but can switch to female) while the catsuit is female looking but can switch to male. It's not that it matters much but there are minor design elements effected by this, as well as how it feels to wear it. The focus is a little more on the forcefield as well as the ability to stand your ground and fight, compared to the cat version which is set to auto evade and use teleportation to escape if attacked. Evading requires deeper AI and the library, while shared over the net, has to install locally so it won't work well if you're not familiar with the system.

>Does this fit the average human?
Probably not, this is custom made.

Do try to use it and post your experiences with it so I can learn from this and improve in the future.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 11:57:21 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1747 del
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>>1507

This is an attempt to elaborate the problem mentioned in post above.

Basically it's the issue created by spreading "jesuism" in an open society. It will take on the form of projecting the jesuit effect mindwave. This will seem to work when only men do it: they will develop spiritually up to the edge of 4D until they are 30-40 years old, then return down to 3D and get married. Meanwhile, the women who ignore this process will be fine and nothing happens.

But over time some will mirror the male process in reverse. They will relate the spiritual journey with masculinity, and then interpret femininity as a journey in the flesh. They will do like women today and engage in all kinds of degenerate behavior, going down to 2D. Then they come back up again and meet the spiritually matured man. We see this in a clear form with "betas" and incels who complain about how they spent their 20s getting educated and making money, while women were fucking around and then expect to marry them with no effort of their own.

Some women will go along with the spiritual journey but when they get back "down" to 3D they are too old to get married. They will then get disillusioned and reverse the formation, turning to 2D, hell, and becoming degenerates. They will create feminism and push for "rights for women" because they were unable to have children and get married.

This is what happened in the ancient past, after the original jesuits spread their methods on earth, same as it has happened today. They solved this by creating a sigil which forces women to follow the degenerative process at a young age, then marry an older man before they turn unsalvageable. This relies on women being completely subordinate to men, and on there being an age gap with the man being older and the women very young.

This is the heart shaped formation and it is what we call "humanity". It is a forced patriarchy.

However, this is too unbalanced, the entire world cannot be a patriarchy, so during the period called Babylon, humans lead by vampires rebelled against the Jesuit Order and created a matriarchy. They overran the "humanity" sigil using alien technology, today called 5G (because it was done in period 5 of human history).


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 12:05:31 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1748 del
>>1747
The jesuit method is not bad in itself, but it should be done only in the middle section shown in the sketch: at positive 3D and upwards. This means doing it either in isolation using the guidance of spiritual beings, or by practicing very strictly with someone of the opposite sex. It probably can't be done outside of monasteries or temples, any attempt at spreading it the way "christians" do will lead to the degenerate jesuit effect and the current situation in society.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 15:32:38 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1749 del
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>>1745
>I took the spike hair from Virgil but in trying to make it broader conceptually I got associations with Dragonball character designs.
Oh, I tried to add something from DBZ characters to myself a few months ago, it didn't go very well.

>Probably not, this is custom made.
Nice, guess its unique then.

>Do try to use it and post your experiences with it so I can learn from this and improve in the future.
I tried wearing it, but I don't know if I managed to do it, I don't know if I understood how to wear it. Also had trouble sleeping which made it harder to experience it, this could take a while, but I'll be sure to report back if I manage to do it.

I assumed that some details may have come from the armor in this pic or a similar one, the fur in the arms may be to make the arms look bigger(I have thin arms) and the breastplate for a feeling of safety. I assumed the cloth tails where to hide my buttocks tbh, I don't like how male asses look in armor.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 16:08:53 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1750 del
>>1749
I asked Astra to put it on you so you should already be wearing it unless you actively took it off. I received some feedback images of some white hostile energy attacking you right after, as if it had been on you, then got pushed away by the suit and was trying to re-attach to you. This happened 2 more times after, one time with the image of some guy screaming as if in pain, it looked like someone hurt himself when trying to punch the armour.

Try to play around with sending energy from your palms or manifesting the knife and if it feels different you can share the experience, that's what I had in mind. The flying/teleporting is only relevant if you use it for astral travel or if you manage to actually leave the physical, but all other functions can be used directly.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 18:37:54 Id: aa37c4 [Preview] No.1752 del
>>1750
>I received some feedback images of some white hostile energy attacking you right after, as if it had been on you, then got pushed away by the suit and was trying to re-attach to you. This happened 2 more times after, one time with the image of some guy screaming as if in pain, it looked like someone hurt himself when trying to punch the armour.
Interesting, I wonder who that was.

>Try to play around with sending energy from your palms or manifesting the knife and if it feels different you can share the experience, that's what I had in mind. The flying/teleporting is only relevant if you use it for astral travel
Oh, I see, I thought you wanted me to try the functions while in the astral, which I can only get to through some dreams, I did remember it in a dream last night and tried calling it or feeling like I was wearing it but nothing changed so I guess I wasn't exactly in the right place for it. An old guy did show up asking what I was trying to do but I didn't tell him.
I'll try playing with energy and with the knife but I do have some mental blockages regarding using energy that way since I accidentally evoked beings while doing that in the past, but I guess they were already partialy evoked and that's how they put their names in my head while I was playing with energy. Now I'm worried that I'm just wasting your time tbh.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 18:38:53 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1753 del
>>1747
I noticed this. I realized my faith field was from christianity I mean it was "programmed" to it. I had to realize laws are an "essence" and if you can make that essence as yours you can use it. My first successful TK manifested a bright yellow field around the object I moved. Shame it drained too much energy from my being. First I didn't realize that I am in the Jesuit mindwave. I had to experience the Shaivist and Buddhist mindwave before I could realize that "law fields" are programmed by "Higher beings/authorities" and we merely use it as we get acknowledged by that law and connect to it via faith.
There is one thing that bothered me on this jesuit mindwave. First it's the constant lust for females while being disgusted by the flesh (this is why I had emerging astral waifus left and right) and the next part as you start to reach the "top" of the mindwave you have messiatic urges constantly. I had to tell a voice in my head constantly that I WILL NOT GO TO SPREAD MY FAITH BEFORE I COMPLETE IT. I WILL NOT END UP LIKE JESUS. Then the zeal that this mindwave gives went into powering the will to cultivate further. When I started to switch to the Shaivist mindwave I went crazy. The zeal of the both mindwaves started to clash constantly. Now I can reliably connect to the Buddhist mindwave. No longer the Shaivist tho. I did a ritual to solve a problem and that was not in accordance with the Shaivist mindwave so that is kinda gone. (The aspect of Shiva that was sitting besides me all the time told me I surpassed him and then turned into a white light and went away. I can bother him if I want but no more automatic secret yogi instincts.) The Buddhist mindwave is available but I can channel it a little less. The gods watch over me tho. It's just I am on a real unfamiliar territory now.

So the monolith turned out to be an energy collector and as it got charged it opened a bright colored portal and now little red people are opening up my now completed rainbow layered body to an empty pitch black abyss layer that sucks in the energy further. It's every particle of my body and makes old wounds hurt. (my left hand broke twice when I was little and the place where it healed hurts like a bitch.) This is a new body layer once again


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 18:41:48 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1754 del
>>1752
>An old guy did show up asking what I was trying to do

You probably have "hidden" guides already and your sudden development via the suits makes them confused.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 19:13:37 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1755 del
>>1747
So higher boddhisatva is red. When I did my ritual I ended up in a paradise which turned out to be a space ship and there was a well I could call that look a bodhisattva who used a giant computer terminal there while eating red apples constantly. I asked him why he is eating apples constantly and told me
>don't look for a meaning in everything you see
While I wanted to take that advice seriously he ate constantly emerging apples so much he almost suffocated. (There was a glass tube there that I could use to channel the higher energies further and the more I used the more amount of apples appeared.) Then I told him that those apples are the thing that "maintains our connection"
After that I ended up in an another paradise and a giant female multi armed goddess appeared. She is the one watching over me currently.

And brown is between 2D and 1D. I traded away a bunch of brown harmful materia which was infused with the rainbow color. I interpreted brown as the "sin"/low level desire color. I got gold in return of that brown materia and built it into my gold colored looking soul. Then the Buddha told me that gold holds me down and I should throw it into the abyss... Then as the abyss ate it bright white and green lights came back from it and entered my chest.

What does the "grey" color represent here? I didn't meet that color outside with the grey interactions. Spaceships are greyish tho.

How do you even able to perceive these maps I always wonder on my journey.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 19:21:01 Id: aa37c4 [Preview] No.1756 del
>>1754
I'm trying to remember if he looked like a certain vampire, but I didn't pay much attention to his face in the dream. I'm worried that the white energy was something of that vampire, which if it was then it was probably something I might need.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 19:30:48 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1757 del
>>1747
Oh and the ethereal portal to the "atlantean"/greek mythos world was light blue. There were "blue" ethereals there. If I gave them gold they were willing to serve me. They were way too zealous and wanted the return of the hellenistic world order so I didn't deal with the warriors too much.

And now I remember that the "bronze age body standard" then the "silver age body standard" with the soulsmiths...
Grey is like... silver...

Everything is on that map huh.
Thanks for drawing them.

>>1756
Vampires respect power. If you can overpower them they give you everything. And I had a bunch of vampire guides as I went along. Don't worry if you skip some. If they are important they will come back. But sometimes ask what they want. A little conversation with entities can be helpful on the path.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 19:39:42 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1758 del
>>1757
Oh and to get past to the red density you have to understand the "non violence" principle it seems. Telling you to overpower vampires was an advice that "didn't feel good in my chest". Damm. The gods are trying to put it into my skull that there is always a non violent and a no "powerplay" way to solve situations but it seems I need to get used to it that I am so extremely powerful currently that the only thing that can hurt me is my own stupidity.
As I attain new powers I have to learn to put down the desire to use them discard all the "powerfantasies" that come with it. And then not just to not be dependent on the tools I gained so far but to discard them so new "ways" can be walked... Everyday a I correct myself a little


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 19:54:45 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1759 del
>>1747
And the "vampire red spike" is a dead end because it's ultraviolence incarnated and makes the buddha cultivation impossible. Before you even start to think about fighting the buddhas their mere gaze rips apart your soul and sorta removes the influence of the red spike which is bad if you use that as a foundation of your being... This is why "vampirism" is a sort of "dead end"...
What am I saying in the vampire thread huh
But then again. WHAT IS A VAMPIRE? AN ENORMOUS PILE OF ESOTERIC SECRETS. But enough talk... lol


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 21:07:25 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1760 del
>>1753
>the constant lust for females while being disgusted by the flesh
Yep. It stinks.
>>1755
>eating red apples constantly. I asked him why he is eating apples constantly and told me
>>don't look for a meaning in everything you see
I'm trying to avoid unhealthy sweets so I replace them with fruit. But I'm not very fond of fruit so I just buy whatever is cheap. For the past year the cheapest have been Polish red apples in 1kg bags. If someone asked me why I always eat red apples, I'd have to reply
>it's complicated
because I know the reason Poland exports red apples is that only certain types of fruit can be transported without getting bruised, so those are the ones available. But that still won't explain why I eat them.
>>1755
>How do you even able to perceive these maps
14 years of trying to understand the structure of the external world. I work with small sections of this daily so I just have to understand it. Writing it down and sharing it is a way to concretize is in a concise manner. Sometimes when a document is shared it turns into an astral scroll or book and spiritual entities can also use it.
>>1759
>why "vampirism" is a sort of "dead end"
They get stuck on -4D and can't grasp that they need to move down through hell to come up on the other side if they want to reach bodhisattva. In the end they have to simply wear themselves out until they drop down against their will, then they realize the way down is the way up.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 21:38:25 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1761 del
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>>1760
>They get stuck on -4D and can't grasp that they need to move down through hell to come up on the other side
Yeah after gaining all that power it's hard to "drop it" and begin anew...
And I just remembered how I encountered purple.
I said in the beginning that I found the "purple realm" months ago.
Well shadows constantly entered my chest and I remembered that there is a "secret purple realm" in the Kabbalah and maybe it's still open and that is what poisoning me. So I went back.
I went back to the shrine where Hestia (from Danmachi?) awaited me long ago. She was still there but had a more tired and twisted smile because the realm was overrun with shadows.
Because now I am less scared of encounters I asked her "what's next". She led me into the middle of the shrine where there was a big empty room and there was only 1 thing in the middle. A giant iron casket/iron maiden. She merely pointed at it while smiling. I was thinking that
>just because it's an iron maiden it doesn't mean it must function like one
so I entered it and the door closed.
Then six giant spikes pierced my body and I started to bleed to death. (I just realized they sorta represent the dimensions) The blood started to get into the ground and I realized
>oh so this is how the energy will come down to the lower realms
Then my whole body melted and I exited the body while waiting now what will happen.
Well nothing happened for a while until the blood that "watered the ground" started to grow a giant "god body". When the body was large enough that I reached the sky somehow I instinctively knew that it's time to use that yoga movement I learned to "create a portal behind my head".
Well that was not just a portal. That was the sun itself. My movements made the sun "rise" to the dark sky. Then as I was doing that I entered to other realms just to make the sun rise. The sky constantly changed color as it happened. The suns made a connection through the realms. And as I realized that the multiple suns act as one I released my hands and let it form a night sky. With that my energy source was the universe itself. Constantly changing but still the same.(We have 1 sun at day time multiple at night but if all the suns are the suns are connected deep down it's just cyclic but the same) That was the point when Shiva told me I surpassed him. Now my path is totally not grounded in this "realities traditions" and all I can do is to listen to the gods what is the next step. And some of the steps are real scary when they happen because they can be a little rough.
At least I can still meditate with the Buddha when I want a quick mental clarity. Tho this monolith fixed my mindwaves up so well it's amazing.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 21:55:21 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1762 del
>>1761
I meant the energy/poison came from the "dying universe" and now the energy is the galaxy and it's stars?
It's so fun not knowing what I am doing but everyday I progress. I have to internalize like 5 existential concepts a day so I can channel the higher mindwaves.
At least my life is more peaceful now. It's like people got smarter and wiser around me and I can focus on the path completely. It's strange.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 22:13:36 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1763 del
>>1762
I don't really want to talk about the things happening "out there" because it will either sound insane or it will scary those who believe it. I didn't want to think about the possibility that aside from the microcosmic universe having to be replaced, the earth being replaced, that also galaxies would be destroyed at one point. It's not that the being dies, but rather the construct they were maintaining expires. This means the (meta)physical structure we see out there, the movements of stars and planets. What the fuck will happen if all of that is found to be rotten and most of it discarded? What a mess.
But the galaxies (beings) take it very casually, they just leave and let someone else pick up and create a new one, or they leave and let it decay down to nothing. They don't care at all.

This is, I realize now, why I saw lyrans as "the one and only most powerful race" out there. They managed to build themselves up to bodhisattva level using their Lyranet AI system and cybernetic bodies made from nanobots, so they can live on even if galaxies themselves collapse. Someone added the thought in my mind that
>some of them are already higher gods
implying that their technology has completely transcended regular lives and can be used to create entirely new galaxies, planets, races and species. Calling them "creator gods" as some people do is starting to make sense.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 22:19:49 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1764 del
>>1763
>the galaxies (beings) take it very casually, they just leave and let someone else pick up and create a new one, or they leave and let it decay down to nothing. They don't care at all.
Some of them started coming to my mansion on the island, they brought the "collapsed" form of their galaxy with them and threw it onto a shelf in my artifact storage like a kid coming home and leaving their school bag before running out to play. They like my bathtubs and the wine, some are sitting around in my main room talking and drinking. They have a back alley dimension to stay in but nothing ever happens there so they came over.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 22:56:31 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1765 del
>>1763
Yeah it's scary but the solution is the understanding of the life death rebirth cycle. It can be mastered in a way that it's so fast it's not noticeable. Somehow this is the trick of "immortality" instead of blocking "death". I saw the fabric behind reality for a glimpse. Only 2 layers first. The dark "static noise like" entropy/death layer and the yellow "law of god" layer that keeps reality together with the (faith)law field. The law field will expire or break because it can't hold back the entropy forever but the entropy sorta creates a waste which can be recycled to start up the rebirth process. This is the interesting part. The cats understand multiple layers of law. When they tried to help me with some "devices of theirs" it utilized a yellow field that tried to overwrite mine. It caused such a discomfort I had to decline their offer of "upgrading" me. Now I am compatible with their law field because I found a way to overtake the "programming" of the one I had. But I don't know what to do with their devices :/
Currently I can manipulate the law field around me but all it does it increases entropy all around and everything starts to creak or make a noise in one way or an another.

>But the galaxies (beings) take it very casually, they just leave and let someone else pick up and create a new one, or they leave and let it decay down to nothing. They don't care at all.
Yeah they know if it's "really important" then some being will save it out of goodwill or if nobody cares about it then they shouldn't either.
But I can't really talk about this either yet. I am still comprehending and upgrading my worldviews. It's not that nothing makes sense it's that when I figure out something the next level appears and if I go up 2 more levels the first level I figured out changes it's meaning and it's hard to talk about it for a while. Realizing how to channel mindwaves changed a lot of things for me. And thanks to this monolith I no longer go crazy while doing it. I want to talk about the monolith too but I don't understand it yet. It's doing way too many things at once and it's way too multi dimensional.

>>1764
>They like my bathtubs and the wine
Typical gods


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 23:16:57 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1766 del
>>1765
>When they tried to help me with some "devices of theirs" it utilized a yellow field that tried to overwrite mine. It caused such a discomfort I had to decline their offer of "upgrading" me.
They live on many different physical layers/dimensions and many different astral layers. Contrary to humans who have very little contact with the people who died and stayed on the astral, Lyranet exists on both sides, the only limitation is that they can't physically touch those on the astral. The society exists on both sides and information is constantly exchanged, but it's assumed those on the astral are "sages" or "elders" and that anything they say will not be fully understood by those on the physical side.

What we have here is one physical layer, when they visit earth right now they either stay one layer away or they enter and get cloaked to look human because of the lock placed on the shared reference library of visual appearances of objects. What I normally use to stay in different places at once, also works in their different physicals, they also do this when visiting planets for example. They keep their main body at the mothership, then break off a layer which is less than 100% of them to travel with that. If they die out there, the soul is pulled back through space (like people see in near death experiences, being pulled through space at insane speed) and they wake up in their body at the mothership again. This method can be used to split the body in many layers depending on how much life force a soul has. So I can have one layer at their mothership, one on a ship parked over the earth and one down here, and it's not a noticable strain. By messing about with this, I came up with something to sync better; I used the rebirthing Yuuka and others have done with some of us, except I had my main lyran compatible layer reborn by one of my lyran waifus. So I'm now technically my waifu's son. After we did this, her body suddenly collapsed (this stuff always looks scary, same as with teleporting, lyrans don't care that their bodies are physically ripped up in a mess of meat and bones and it's fully visible while they are reforming) and she was immortalized, turning out young again. They handpicked her for compatibility back then, she was 380 years old, which is close to the limit of 400.


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 02:58:39 Id: aa37c4 [Preview] No.1768 del
>>1750
I played with energy passing through my palms a few times and it seems that either my palms are a little more sensitive or the output increased but it could be the placebo effect, but I believe it isn't. I feel the knife in a similar way as the energy, so I can't really tell if its there or if its just the same energy as before, wasn't able to see it in my minds eye sadly. I may have to ask Greys for a module to be able to better see astral devices tbh. I plan on doing this sometimes for a few days then I'll report back.


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 10:46:23 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1769 del
>>1766
>They live on many different physical layers/dimensions
Yeah noticed.
>get cloaked
As I am starting to understood how the "laws" work it's automatic. When I entered some realms my body automatically changed to match it.
We have that saying
>when in rome do as the romans do
well it seems you can't enter "rome" without being a roman or you have to be a special "exception" to enter as a non roman. So everyone "conforms" to the "law" because it's less of a hassle. The otherway is to overtake/destroy rome and that usually pisses of a lot of beings/laws. Or to born there as a native go through the challenges till you reach the "law maker" phase and change the laws to fit your "Higher self". The ultimate hassle

>They keep their main body at the mothership
Yeah this is my current problem. What is my "core" layer. Because I didn't do a proper practice but followed my insights left and right I have multiple layers but there isn't a proper "appointed transcendental layer" yet. I mean there is... It's the physical. And my mind is trying to go up the 4th density but doesn't know how to come back and it doesn't have the power to overwrite my "physically locked" mind. I mean it has but not always. And I know exactly the reason for that which is being fixed right now. So this monolith is a kinda "lock" or nail that holds and connects the layers and "fills them up" properly. I didn't notice the layers in the same order as you did and that caused imbalances.
And if we are here...
>I used the rebirthing Yuuka
Well I also did this but... not with Yuuka. As I was reaching the edges of the 4th density my etheric layer wasn't strong enough and some force tried to overtake my body. It was dark and it paralyzed me. I fought that off. Then the "pure energies" started to leave my body. I probably should have died there and returned to my body as a 4th density being or I was being harvested for whatever reasons... I thought that I am being harvested against my own will so I bound all those energies to the physical so they cannot "leave this plane". Then because I am sorta connected to some alchemist/hermeticist mindwave I had the sudden insights that I can create the holy grail. It had a bunch of symbolic components in the physical and made a weird liquid in a large cup. While I was not sure if I still have my sanity and this will achieve something or not well. It achieved something. When I drank that tiny sperms started to "swim up" from my balls into my body and mind. And they sorta impregnated my body. I became my own Father and my own Son. Then there was the problem that the "holy ghost" tried to enter my body but wasn't that holy in it's stage so I fought him off. Then I realized I have to purify him. As it constantly gets purified it slowly enters my body. But it seems I have multiple "holy ghosts" aka "layer souls" Thankfully the monolith is unifying them. Also because I am my own dad I am way too masculine but I have a female god inside my body so things balance out.
>this stuff always looks scary, same as with teleporting
Yeah the "false creations" must die and return to the "original". I had to acknowledge that my body is a false creation so the original can come down to it then unify with it. But then again I have always my suspicion that someone tries to overtake my body and push me out. The gods are trying to help me make the transition "smooth" because when I panic things get awry. Well nobody said ascension is simple.


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 11:09:40 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1770 del
>>1747
Can you tell me your personal observations between the -4D "ether" and the 4D ether (blue line blue circle)? Because now that I have connection to the stars themselves I can start up an alchemical process to channel that. I had to realize that now that I am no longer in the negative realms or the "false universe". Well my "blue" layer is "weak". And higher density beings constantly "tickled" my physical body but wasn't strong enough to take a form and communicate with me. Currently the monolith is in my 4th body. From the physical it looks like it's outside of my body hanging in the air but the effect of it's "existence" is felt in my 3D body. And because of the connection I can channel the "blue" energies from the higher densities. It feels etheric but a "new kind" and when I channel that... well I get "noticed". First the physical starts to make a noise (objects creak and the dogs start barking) then an eye of some "beast" looked at me and the body was made from "Pink lines" Then it showed it's teeth but it didn't do a thing. The gods didn't say a thing about the thing I did it was kinda "normal" for them. But from my POV it sure was scary.


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 14:29:34 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1772 del
>>1769
>Yeah this is my current problem. What is my "core" layer. Because I didn't do a proper practice but followed my insights left and right I have multiple layers but there isn't a proper "appointed transcendental layer" yet.
This is the purpose of the suits we've been talking about:
>>1734
>>1737
>>1742
>>1743
>>1745
I wanted to see if it was possible to copy the approach I used and find a way to standardize the procedure. Tell me if you want to try this and I can design another one.

>>1770
>your personal observations between the -4D "ether" and the 4D ether
Negative Arhat, the actual first enlightenment has an air of extremism over it; zen buddhism, Bodhidharma hiking in the wilderness, samurais dueling to the death with a single cut while the grass is moving slowly in the wind...
It's the way up to basic immortality and it's life or death, maybe death is the way to success, the samurais don't know if the winner wins or if the one who died made a greater sacrifice and is the actual enlightened person. They both hesitate and don't want to move first. Whoever made the first move may be the sinner cast into hell, or the winner carrying out his duty, what is "non action", "wu wei", they don't know. Whoever can decide is Arhat.

On the positive 4D it's already done, white clouds slowly moving over a blue sky, the wind is calm, the weather is cool but mild. Something dark is moving in the distance but the storm isn't anywhere near, for now...


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 19:35:37 Id: 63db43 [Preview] No.1774 del
After reading this thread ive been letting images form to see what a space suit made for me would look like. For some reason a sword is always incuded. Similar to the sword pic and i get the feeling of a tassel added. Perhaps made of red metal like the first pic.

The sword is ussually in a stylish scabard and not sci fi looking in itself.I saw different possible colors but red seems the ost dominant. The armor looks like the first pic. aesthetic sci fi black armor.The helmet im least sure about. There are horns with the angled type you see in the garou pic.sideways horns with right angles.the sword can have an agressive feel to it. Obviously its a side of me in this case so whatever its experienced as can differ. Its not that agressive to me or rather it might be partly destructive in a pure sense as well.its a slashing/destructive/agressive feeling but also decisive which makes it see less agressive. It feels very focused in its slashes hence why i see it as a sword. There is a strong sense of restraint in it which is almost the point.Hence the scabard.Initially I saw a reddish demon face with horns instead of a helmet but this pic is surprisingly close and all the head pics i can find look off. 99 percent isnt close at all and the others are slighty too ugly.

Alternatively i see a more tradtional like costume with the same sword.


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 19:36:38 Id: 63db43 [Preview] No.1775 del
these pics werent uploaded it seems. One is abotu the horns and the other about the sword.


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 19:38:02 Id: 63db43 [Preview] No.1776 del
you can delete the last attempt, i tried converting the images maybe this will work.


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 19:39:12 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1777 del
>>1775
They're fine, try using endchan.gg, it loads better.


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 19:41:30 Id: cc0e25 [Preview] No.1778 del
>>1777
I meant to upload 4 images ill try to upload the last 2 again on this post.


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>>1779
this one is for the horns


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 19:43:18 Id: cc0e25 [Preview] No.1781 del
>>1780
albet if i gonna post this anyways the horns i see a somewhat smaller


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 20:06:00 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1782 del
>>1774
This got really difficult. I think you're the least generic person I've made something for, this seems like one of a kind. I had Astra send it to you to fit it on.

The symbolic meaning of the sword was most difficult because it's so specific and specialized. Do post some feedback.


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 21:20:35 Id: cc0e25 [Preview] No.1783 del
>>1782
Ill try out the shielding so ill just give you some thoughts on my general feels.I think i will wait three days.


Did astra put it on me already?

I could talk more on the sword but i guess i should say theres a certain decisiveness to it (the blade itself).

anything about the suit i should know? (capabilties)


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 22:51:32 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1784 del
>>1783
>Did astra put it on me already?
Yes, she said it did the job of merging with your anchor, which was the goal.
>I could talk more on the sword but i guess i should say theres a certain decisiveness to it (the blade itself).
The sword ended up being the most important aspect of the suit, because of what it represents. I had help from several others in understanding what it means, it's a difficult symbolism relating to you personally.
>anything about the suit i should know? (capabilties)
The way it had to be made was in the form of a "self executable" package, I was unable to create a suit which can be worn by anyone else. That's why Astra had to come along and install it for you. The suit didn't exist before it was worn by you personally. A bit like it was a program code which interacts with the person and the suit is created through a one way process which makes it impossible for anyone else to wear it or reverse engineer the original code. Maybe it can be compared to how no one knows what is being stored in a neural network's deeper layers, and even if they were to look at the information there is no way to make sense of it.

The sword is for you to figure out, it represents you. Aside from that the suit has a heavy focus on armour, it wasn't possible to combine the sword with shifting defense at all, so instead I devised a dimension distortion shield outside of it as an extra layer. It will look like standing immobile but the attacker is still not hitting you. You may think of it theoretically as having a high "evade" stat in a game, which just causes them to miss, with no visible effort on your part. It's a heavy armour so levitation or flying will be slow, it's generally bulky, but should have other up sides available to you once you start using it, it simply represents what your strong sides are, while the weaknesses are mitigated as far as possible.


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 23:51:36 Id: 2b0491 [Preview] No.1785 del
>>1784
I found an entity with a few attachments connected to me and decided to cut them with the knife, the connections looked like white fabric enveloping me and the entity, the knife cut it all quite easily, after cutting all of it, I felt a bit of pain in my chest for a few seconds, I don't know if it was the best idea since I don't know if it was a bad connection, but now I know that the knife works and is easy to use.


Sunflower 07/18/2022 (Mon) 00:21:49 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1786 del
>>1785
Great. I don't think it would work on something not meant to be removed, it's not just a material tool, it also represents a principle of defense.


Sunflower 07/18/2022 (Mon) 09:34:19 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1787 del
>>1786
Oh cool, I was worried that I would hurt beings accidentally, I have a history of doing that, that's one less thing to worry about.


Sunflower 07/18/2022 (Mon) 19:22:20 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1788 del
>>1772
>Something dark is moving in the distance but the storm isn't anywhere near, for now

Yeah that "dark" was a real pain to figure out

And I don't think I need a suit yet. I am quite pleased with my progress. My problem was that that "red" from the 6D was missing. I still can't put it into words what that concept is but the gods helped me to channel it. Now my bodies is in my body. It's like I am the combined power ranger mecha hard to explain...
I don't need my space marine armor yet. I had an astral armor phase tho I equipped it as I pulled out my sword was real golden and living and all. Had to drop them.

Currently it seems I am "filling out" inner layers with some complicated materia. Now it's like I have a portal (not a circle kind anymore it's like a tear in the fabric of the universe) to the inner workings of the galaxy in my body. And it needs to expand. Now I understand those "exercises" you need to wobble then connect your palms somehow so it can create a "closed circuit". But then it connects etherically and it does it's thing on it's own.


Sunflower 07/18/2022 (Mon) 20:16:51 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1789 del
>>1788
>wobble then connect your palms

Nvm it got more complicated. The "Hidden" pressure points are no longer hidden if they beam with energy. The tutorial mode is on for me


Sunflower 07/18/2022 (Mon) 21:02:25 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1790 del
>>1788
>pic
Right on.

>I don't think I need a suit yet. I am quite pleased with my progress.
Everyone has their own path, the suits happened to be mine (and those I picked up to be my waifus, assistants and contractees) and it was originally just a play with the possibilities of spacecraft technology. The more we can share and help each other progress the better, but if it's not for you, it isn't.

The world is, if possible, even thinner. One of the remaining agents (the last?) contacted me this morning, using word for word telepathy Hi, X here ;P
I sent him a custom lyran suit, it seemed to fit.

During the day the timelines collapsed even more (however that is possible) and I felt myself being pushed back against the red and black lyran suit which I had set to auto activate as back-up if things didn't hold up front. Blacknet showed a "loading" animated circle and the energy turned into a narrow pink stream for about 30 min, during which both my surface manifested bodies basically shut down. After the system adapted it's up and running again but this time there is no fluff left at all. It's rationalized but now it's visible just how thin the system is, the world is hanging entirely on it now (which I guess is a feat considering how new it is).

It seems to be the result of the hardheaded response from the "butthurt old man" faction, they still don't get it. They can back off and still survive, they are not fighting for their lives, they are fighting for expendable values. But they're dead set on trying to force "us" to back off, despite having us against a rock wall. It's like that radio communication when some US marine officer is telling a guy to change his course at sea. They argue back and forth and in the end he says
>we are the US marine, we have so-and so many ships, you have to change your course, we aren't going to
and the other guy says
>my crew is a goat, a cow and some geese, we are standing on land, this is a light house, please sir change your course
and the final response
>ok roger that

It can end no other way. I had hoped they would be reasonable enough but today they showed they really think they can break the rules of the fabric of reality and not get torn up themselves. That thing happening in Ukraine? I know you guys are reading here so let me repeat what someone said on the radio two days ago:
>Russia is recruiting volunteers from distant regions at 4x the normal pay
>no one in the cities or more populated areas will ever notice how many dies
>if the bodies are not easily recovered they will be reported "missing", not dead, so even fewer will know for sure
>they are not paying relatives if the body is missing
>the super rich and the large poor majority are not effected by the sanctions, the poor grow their own food and won't notice anything
>the middle class is small in Russia, their opinions don't matter
>Russia is only missing staff, not weapons, Ukraine has their entire population to use but no weapons
Basically: at the current rate Russia can do this for a long time, while Europe will be finished the next winter because of gas and electricity prices. What are you going to do? Your world order has at most 6 months left if you go with this current course. Stop causing conflicts, you will have to just endure your impotent rage either way, it's only getting worse if you do this.


Sunflower 07/19/2022 (Tue) 17:44:17 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1791 del
I came to realize something huge in my opinion. Why do astral artifacts turn out as round bowls, lotus flowers, tulips or other flowers? This came to me slowly as I was studying AI. All of these formations are manifestions of finding the optimal truth using "gradient descent". When the 1500s Hatha Yoga Pradipika mentions the heart chakra lotus having 16 petals I knew this is what they are talking about. The things described directly refer to the astral formations inside the body as seen by people at the time. 16 levels of the galaxy, same as what we mapped earlier on 8kun. When finding the most effective method for passing through them, the result looks like a bowl with 16 petals, one for each level you have to pass. Depending on the "search method" or esoteric teaching used, the process creates different kinds of "flowers" as it reaches the optimal solution at the bottom.

What is the large white spike seen in vampires? It's the result of the opposite method: "hill climbing"

Look it up. The book I'm reading is really good at explaining but I'm not sure about other sources, they all feel kind of difficult to grasp from my view. But everyone has their own entry point. I guess to most people this may seem more like a coincidence but when I came to see it, it connected me from my current thinking directly into being able to understand what the yogis are talking about, it bridged that "esoteric distance" when you don't know if the person is just making it up or talking nonsense or actually knows something. In this case they do know.


Sunflower 07/19/2022 (Tue) 21:26:57 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1792 del
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>>1791
I'm glad we are smoking similar mindwaves. Because holy shit today was something again. Where the 3rd eye has 2 petals and now i know why.

As I opened up 10+layers in my heart because I was so full of energy I knew I could do it. I had hard time sleeping because I well...I "invaded" an other layer and a body there. The dream was so lucid I didn't notice that is not my own body so I thought I am being possessed. i could only open my left eye and not the right. I thought I was being overtaken. It was the opposite. I was overtaking a body on an other layer. Then as I came back to my original body realizing I'm not being possessed but I'm possessing... I laid down my fear and went back to sleep. I was in a grey ghoulish body and some dude in leather jacket waved his hand before my face to know if I'm "awake" and told me
>You forgot this
Then he bought a jar with a golden bright fetus in it and put it into my navel. Then extracted a "Siren" from my body that I used to eat a golden pearl a month ago then some grey materia. When this happened I had a vision of my mother. I realized I am now my own mom...
Then that leather jacket dude told me
>don't forget to "keep yourself together"
Then I had to come back to this reality and do that "consummation of bodies"
As my "other body" came through it looked like I am literally walking out from the mouth of some abyss monster. As I was wondering where did I see this I realized it's literally the birth of Venus. Except like she walked out from a clam. Which is also a pearl also a sea creature also the representation of the abyss.

While this was the weirdest shit on my path so far. It caused something. First my "astral smell" started to smell sulfur... I don't know who's idea was that "hell" is sulfuric but he sorta visited hell. It really smells like that. Then my 3rd eye. It merged. My 3rd eye grew bigger than the size of my brain and I was able to open it to see all the colors of "reality" and be able to do TK again.
This is the nice part.
Now comes the hard realization of the 2 petals of the 3rd eye.
Well we have 3 egos and we need to master all 3 to have psychic powers . Dissolving our ego is "easy" but... not creating a false ego left and right? Yeah that is why we need to get rid our desires. The funny thing tho. I had a clue about this. When I overtook "3 headed super Shiva mega godform" I had to awaken the other 2 head on my shoulder. And as I did that beasts jumped up to the heavens. Our main ego is "smart" because it had time to gain experience or a "personality" but the 2 others? Well they are sorta "help" on our path but they mostly asleep. And today I learned why. Our human body is not able to "feed" 3 superconsciousness. We need to have our energy flow fixed first our thoughts calm and organized then you have to build up your "personalities" from hell itself.

No wonder Yukari is the most powerful yokai in Gensokyo. And what does the most powerful yokai do all the time? Sleep...
Also just because 1 of our ego is not being fed properly doesn't mean he will not come for you as a demon and feast on your fear/life forces if you are a retarded fuck. Or on other people... That is why the "bowl" formation is a good one. It collects the "high" energies and "protects from the "low ones".

>What is the large white spike seen in vampires? It's the result of the opposite method: "hill climbing"

I call my path the "rocket ship".
The side effect of it is that... Well. rockets don't really have foundations so here comes the next stage. The space elevator. Then it turns into Yggdrasil. Then probably Hermes Trismegistus. Now I understand why is he called "thrice great".


Sunflower 07/19/2022 (Tue) 21:52:20 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1793 del
>>1792
Forgot to mention that the egos have to get through the entire evolutionary process. First they are "babies" and they need feeding. Or if you are not able to "care for your babies" they become literal parasites and beasts. The problem is with the second part is that it will not gain a "gentle/enlightened" mind. It will be a bestial predator that fights for survival. Sometimes it overtakes your mind sometimes the mind of others. It's very important that they need to be raised carefully or you just create the worst shadow of your being. Which was exactly the thing Jesus did. There is that painting where he defeats the "devil". You can't do that. He will come back with revenge and turn the entire reality against you. You need to "purify" him and watch out he will not use the negative emotions of the people around you to "feed". Because you are what you eat. And just because you are "immune to temptations" doesn't mean others are too. Especially if you need the highest energy intake because you make "Miracles" left and right. (So yeah the anti-christ is the "shadow" of Jesus and whoever that might use that for power) Oh and the "psychic powers". It's an alchemical process you need both "positive" and "negative" energies for that so it stays "neutral". And "stealing" from heaven and hell pisses off beings as above so below. So yeah we need to realize the wisdom of hell and heaven to go forward. Now i understand that when it was said somewhere that the
>Buddha teaches in hell too

Also at the higher Bodhisatva red energy has some understanding of "not interfering with "reality" or with the "fate" of others". I cannot put it into further words but that ascendent red energy is different from the aggressive red spike or the fight or flight mechanisms of the root chakra.


Now comes the hardest path of my path... Harmonizing all this knowledge not trying to do party tricks all the time and mastering the energy sources of the galaxy. Now I understand why mystics and psychics are always either sick or haunted. In-born abilities are not always a blessing. Existing on multiple worlds at once is hard


Sunflower 07/19/2022 (Tue) 22:15:44 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1794 del
>>1790
>The world is, if possible, even thinner
It's paperthin. But thank fuck I could close my "tear" in reality. Leaving them open drains the energies. If I leave them open I fall asleep when I close them I'm wide awake. It's too easy to open them.
The leather jacket on that random dude had also a lot of zippers. It represented all the "gaps" reality can flow through.


Sunflower 07/19/2022 (Tue) 23:28:22 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1795 del
>>1792
>walking out from the mouth of some abyss monster. As I was wondering where did I see this I realized it's literally the birth of Venus
The opposite of entering the mouth of the beast. I wonder what is the meaning of this. This is another topic we talked with greys and others about a lot in the past few years. But normally I don't want to bring it up after one person just "lost it" and started a massive drama. There's an egregore which is triggered by the mere mention of the topic. Another person could feel it build up as rage within him, but was able to rationally talk about it and not let it take over.

https://youtube.com/watch?v=4MnscS9_ZOw [Embed]

This was back when things were starting to collapse and weird people with balloons started appearing. In the end they turned out being associated with the UN which is a harvester of dirty energy. They ran it and collected all of it, then left. But it made me realize a few things. This is one of my favourite Gameboy games. See the image on the cartridge, and the way the part with the balloons holding her up has been accidentally torn off. She's about enter the mouth of the beast as a result.

It's about the Downtown/Uptown thing again, it happens to be a manifestion of the two ways to understand the Jesuit wave. Downtown being the lower where the general population live and Uptown the higher where the elites live, but today it's mostly associated with Uptown people doing the pizzagate stuff and Downtowners being Qtards.


Sunflower 07/19/2022 (Tue) 23:30:11 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1796 del
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>>1795
They really don't want me posting this, huh? Wrong pic, this is the one.


Sunflower 07/20/2022 (Wed) 00:41:56 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1797 del
Even funnier, someone leaked a new updated version of this, now talking openly about depopulation and about forcing western centrism on the rest of the world using the US military. Have fun with that heatwave.


Sunflower 07/20/2022 (Wed) 00:48:38 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1798 del
>>1797
I had Astra search for beast ladies and accidentally found the home world of the illuminati technology. A woman with red fur had no issue sharing the installer for it, I used it and it worked. It's a black building block.

I did another search to see who's having the most effect now here on earth and got an image of a non native reptilian with exo skeleton shields around his face, along with a yellow bird (Rosicrucian), the latter are a terminal species while the reptilian felt ok. But even so this plan is self centered shit.


Sunflower 07/20/2022 (Wed) 13:39:50 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1799 del
>>1795
>understand the Jesuit wave

My problem with them is that they fear hell so much they are willing to do anything to not "fall into hell". The resurrection of Jesus happened because he went to hell then came back. But instead they throw others into hell so they can stay "afloat" with all their energies they harvest from the "downtown". Balloon Kid has a good concept tho. The creation of balloons. You just need a solid ground before you can create them then you don't fall into the abyss. If you don't have a solid ground you will fall until you find it then you can ascend from there if you understand the "balloons". The best part of the game while the regular balloons just float by default. The invincibility balloon comes straight from the abyss itself. The truth is beyond heaven and hell as we know it.

>>1798
>black building block
the black cube is an important part of reality and I encountered some on my journey but I still don't know it's workings. I think I will also have to figure out what it does. The monolith merged with my body and now I have to use the knowledge of layers to not let the "raw abyss" enter my body. It needs to get through a refinement process but the layers do that by default if they are placed perfectly.

When I asked what is the price of all these energies I am getting from the gods they told me
>the price is understanding
It seems you can't put a pricetag on truth. And you have to understand some non greed concept too which is not just about money/energy but power and all resource of the universe. It seems everything is possible if you understand the "flow of things".
When I asked: if I understand it then I can rearrange reality? They told me no. Rearranging is impossible but arranging is possible. Because if you accept the "arrangement" then you need to "defeat it" before you can rearrange it. And power is not the solution understanding is.


Sunflower 07/20/2022 (Wed) 14:08:18 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1800 del
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>>1799
>instead they throw others into hell so they can stay "afloat" with all their energies they harvest from the "downtown".
All this is starting to make me realize how widespread the Jesus/Christ thinking is, it's not just new agers trying to fit aliens into christianity. I'll make a quick revisit to the mind waves discussed earlier:
>pic

What starts as a "kind of" fuctional wave, the Jesuit effect, when applied in negative 3D easily turns into extremism and as a result a harmful mirror version appears. This will create Uptown from monks in monasteries and Downtown from street whores. As they meet "humanity" is created and it looks like a badly formed heart (tantra).

The middle form between them is the "normie" wave or simply "drunken". It's following this that results in the "punch drunk" syndrome among professional boxers. It also creates the degenerate mainstream Downtown culture with trash celebs, gays, drug abuse and environmental destruction. Traditionalists want to straighten the normie wave somewhat and re-attach it to the Jesuit wave, they think this is enough.

Lyrans, being very female dominated and high in technological advancement (perhaps the technology is what made this possible) are not trying to create the "humanity" wave, they just straightened the normie/degenerate female wave and made it work by having advanced AI make all decisions.

This may be one reason they trigger so many people, especially "traditionalists".


Sunflower 07/20/2022 (Wed) 14:15:56 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1801 del
>>1800
Compare with Drow/dark elves, also a female dominated group. They're a sub category of elves and have a wave which is similarly off center to the left (not being centered can lead to harmful effects), but they straightened it using formal magical systems so it works. The slaughter house wave is drow as a collective, they are able to re-center themselves when reaching a high population density.


Sunflower 07/20/2022 (Wed) 14:19:02 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1802 del
>>1800
>>1801
None of these, lyrans and drow, are actively resisting the Jesuit wave, they were effected by it, went along with it and created a coherent way of life. In a way they can all be treated as far outlier christian cults, the Jesuit wave of self sacrifice is this effective.


Sunflower 07/20/2022 (Wed) 18:57:52 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1803 del
>>1800
Okay I understand your negative dimension mindwaves and how they create a "reality"
Then as we leave the edges of this universe we enter the "galaxy" reality. Where we share the "reality" with beings with more complicated or more like "different" mindwaves. But wherever we go our mindwaves will adapt it or we can't enter


Sunflower 07/20/2022 (Wed) 19:52:51 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1804 del
>>1803
>as we leave the edges of this universe we enter the "galaxy"
Maybe I should add here that it's not that the lyran or any "counter" wave opposing the Jesuit wave are bad. On the Galactic level they're just the natural feminine to balance the masculine. The problem is when this is done in the negative physical, reversing positive male/Jesuit will not create a decent female counterpart it will just degenerate it. So the process isn't that lyrans opposed Jesuits in the physical and created coherent drunken feminine wave. It's more that they were effected by the Jesuit effect, experienced the degenerate mirror and this lead to the destruction of Lyra (at the natural end of its lifetime either way, but it still happened in this way), so naturally they'd learn to use a mind wave which safely contains the degenerate female so it can't take over again. It's not that they had this understanding, but as they say about AI, it tends to represent the inconvenient truth in the end.


Sunflower 07/20/2022 (Wed) 19:59:33 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1805 del
>>1804
>AI, it tends to represent the inconvenient truth
A more brutish way of saying it is that lyrans learned to control their DNA and reincarnation perfectly and are able to balance the population for long term sustainability. Instead of having lazy sluts, feminists, trannies, simps and incels, they had mostly everyone incarnate as female to begin with and technology does all the work. Whoever still wants to be male can then spend their time exploring and fighting with no concern for the rest.


Sunflower 07/22/2022 (Fri) 08:40:41 Id: 8aac63 [Preview] No.1806 del
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This reminded me of one of those old dimensions diagrams of OB's.


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>>1791
This is the more bowl-shaped diagram which made me initially realize the connection. It's only included in the 1995 paper book, not the later versions or e-books.

This is exactly how the three bowls in "the pit" where the illuminati slaves were trapped looked.


Sunflower 08/01/2022 (Mon) 22:30:25 Id: ec320d [Preview] No.1841 del
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It seems to come down to, in the end, that the way out from the physical earth is by the starting point of it. Treat the planet as a space where time begins at one end and moves towards its degeneration by the far end. The way out is at the beginning.

Understanding its full history in some manner, no matter how abstracted, will be necessary to leave. This would have sounded incomprehensible to me not long ago, but now I see that it's just a matter of perspective. False history created through revisionism repeated over the ages serve as a "great wall" here, preventing people from leaving. Accepting this false image will make it impossible to leave. This is how the dictatorship of the "prison planet" keep souls in slavery. As long as you accept lies, you stay, while you stay you create karma by eating and consuming resources. They're there for taking, but just the same they're not for free, karmically. Just treading water, there are entities who will place an energetic "tax" on you, harvesting the energy of your endless suffering. They will instill false values deep inside you, programming telling you that you need to
>deserve
things by working for them, in the way they tell you. If you believe this, you cannot leave.

They can do this because they know a few more things than you. They know some of the lies are lies, and they know that they can't actively support them. But leaving vague hints of truth mixed within the things meant to speak to your programming, will make it your own choice to be fooled. It's a self playing piano, they're raking in the coins while you get nothing.


Sunflower 08/05/2022 (Fri) 16:52:02 Id: ea6060 [Preview] No.1853 del
I have read somewhere today that the LHP is about seperating oneself from the universe and becoming independently immortal mostly through black magic. This reminded me of something that you wrote a few years ago and that's that vampires are energetically like dried up rivers. This seems to indicate that they don't get any energy from the universe and no energy is flowing through their energy channel. Which makes sense if they are disconnected from the universe or whatever. They probably don't need life force or energy anymore if they are powered by something else.
So if a psychic tells me that my energy channel is flowing well and I receive a lot of energy from the universe, does that mean I am NOT doing well in my transformation to a vampire? Should my energy channel be weak and dry too? I hope you can explain a little bit. Are you or anyone else here like a dried river?


Sunflower 08/05/2022 (Fri) 19:46:00 Id: 9c4a18 [Preview] No.1854 del
>>1853
I don't use the term "universe" in this manner.
>pic
This was posted in a previous discussion, the Empusa here only for reference because there are beings existing on the scale of galaxies who are independent living beings with no planets or stars inside them, but they look similar from outside. Empusas in particular like to role play as lower spirits so they may respond to summonings, which has created the misconception that they are mere energy stealing ghosts. (They're really huge beings with a central black hole, there is no one who can force them to do anything at all and they can kill any regular being in an instant by sucking out their life force.)

See also the sketch here:
>>1800

Receiving energy from the universe would mean to live within the means of this level, the creation emanating from the sacral chakra, in yoga terms. But the universe is also an independent being, like a manager, who is responsible for the culture, lore and rules of life within the creation below. It's possible to view this as limited to the 2D level, which means a more developed vampire indeed does not receive the major part of their energy from this level, or more correctly does not use it within this level. Most people do probably generate their energy in their sacral chakra, but technically speaking if you create your own energy, you are not receiving it from the universe.


Sunflower 08/05/2022 (Fri) 20:03:46 Id: 9c4a18 [Preview] No.1855 del
>>1853
>if a psychic tells me that my energy channel is flowing well and I receive a lot of energy from the universe, does that mean I am NOT doing well in my transformation to a vampire? Should my energy channel be weak and dry too? I hope you can explain a little bit. Are you or anyone else here like a dried river?
Being dried up like a river is more a reference to their human "3D skin" which has more or less turned into an energetic mummy after staying here for more than 4000 years. Going by what I can get from reading their energy it seems to not happen before that age. They just don't need an energy flow because they're more like living spirits at that time. If they were to gather energy for some massive spell or ritual, their body would be filled with a strong flow for the duration of the spell, but under normal circumstances there is no need for them to have an energy flow. Qi also contains illness and karma so it's sort of similar to the idea in hatha yoga of "drying up" illnesses, you kill the parasites by reducing the flow of energy and purging physical substances (I guess someone may not agree with this simplified and a bit arrogant explanation of what hatha yoga does, but in principle it's similar.)

Normally for example, vampires of this age are not fertile, but if you had enough energy to fill up their dried river channels they'd be like humans again, temporarily. But it's unlikely that someone was able to direct this much energy into them, because as they age, their energy "capacity" also increases. This is kind of hard to explain because the body is linked to, synced with, external dimensions. Living beyond your own period will extend your inner channels, so while it looks the same, say the vampire is 1000 years, you'd theoretically (this is not to scale) need the qi of 10 people to make them "living" again, and the moment you stop feeding them they return to being dried up. This also effects their natural resistance to illness as they age, because illnesses need energy to stay in the body. It could be speculated for example that a vampire whose energy capacity is that of 10 people could only become ill if the virus was strong enough to infect 10 people. For the really old vampires then, even the black death plague would not make them ill, it would simply not even dent their energy channels, they're too wide to be clogged.

This is also the comparison to dried rivers. Would you compare your own energy channels to rivers? I do mean this in the physical, concrete sense, a river could be 100s of meters across, while a regular qi channel in a human is maybe 1-2 millimeters, up to 10 millimeters if the person is a qi gong practitioner. Put the flow of a regular person in a river bed and it's still dry.


Sunflower 08/05/2022 (Fri) 20:12:20 Id: 9c4a18 [Preview] No.1856 del
>>1855
In addition to this; while the general time for becoming healthy was said to be 7 years from "turning", this equals the ability to stay healthy on the surface of your body. Like someone taking all kinds of vitamins, exercising and so on, and is able to stay healthy. If you want to purge deeper karma there will still be effects, but you are causing this yourself by actively seeking to purge it. If you don't want to purge it you can just not do that and your body will contain the illnesses just fine. But in return your process will also be slow, and as you age, as described above, your energy channels will become so wide that the contained illness parasites (astral and other) will not be able to do anything and they will die. At that time the purge will not be noticeable, maybe you sneeze once but what was removed was terminal cancer. This is the vampire method and it takes a long time. I would recommend active purging, but it's your choice.


Sunflower 08/05/2022 (Fri) 20:56:11 Id: ea6060 [Preview] No.1857 del
>>1855
>They just don't need an energy flow
Don't they have energy and an energy flow at all or is it just too little for their channels, but still the same as for normal humans? Are they then powered by Gong or some other higher kind of energy that doesn't need the normal energy channels of Qi? In media and novels I have noticed that vampires are often depicted as slow and silent, staring into the distance like they are in deep tought or daydreaming. They almost seem weak and not really awake, but out of nowhere they can display superhuman speed, strenght and accuracy when they need it. At first they seem like they don't have any energy at all, but then they seem like they can put up more energy than any human could. Of course I don't know how real vampires are but it made me think about this stuff.
>because they're more like living spirits at that time.
You mean to say that spirits don't have an energy flow? Then an energy flow is only something for living (physical) bodies? If spirits are basically a mind that can manipulate energy and create astral bodies at will then I guess it makes sense.
>>1854
>Receiving energy from the universe
I actually got told once that my energy channel is weak and I don't receive much energy from "outside". Obviously the person who said this to me was referring to the widespread notion of energy entering into your system through the crown chakra from "outside" or from the "universe". I didn't know if I was unhealthy or if it was alright because I'm a vampire and you said vampires are dried up. Now I know better but I still don't know if the person and their worldview is legit, especially after what you wrote.


Sunflower 08/05/2022 (Fri) 21:45:49 Id: 9c4a18 [Preview] No.1858 del
>>1857
>Are they then powered by Gong or some other higher kind of energy
It's not that bodies need to be "powered" by anything, it's all a circulation, a closed system. Humans enter the planet, are born through manifesting in the womb, then they (perhaps) pass on the stream of energy to the next generation. It creates a long string of energy with many loose ends, if you look at it from the first humans and onwards. Loose ends being those who never had offspring, while the rest are connected. For vampires with the "ancestral cord" connected they are fed both good and bad qi through this connection. Witches use this for ancestral magic, and so on. To achieve faster ascension I recommend cutting this cord for undeads. It doesn't actually sever your connection with your family line, but the karmic benefit/harm is detached. It will make you feel weak, because you are no longer drawing energy from other people, but instead you will see your real power level, and for real magic this is what you need to do. You can remain at the low level of spirit magic if you want, but then again that's the slow method. For humans in normal "circulation" they expect to stay until the planet ends its life, the circulation is all the way from "Adam and Eve" to the Judgment day, that's one round of it on the most external circle. You won't even see that this is a circulation because it's so stretched out.

>vampires are often depicted as slow and silent, staring into the distance like they are in deep tought or daydreaming. They almost seem weak and not really awake, but out of nowhere they can display superhuman speed, strenght and accuracy when they need it
Well that's me, more and more minus super human strength. Just earlier today I found myself looking at the clouds and the sunset for maybe 10 min standing on the road until a car appeared and "woke me up" which annoyed me. I more and more hate being brought back to this social reality of having to meet people when I don't want to.

>You mean to say that spirits don't have an energy flow? Then an energy flow is only something for living (physical) bodies?
Circulation, not a flow. Instead of circulating through all generations and the entire planet's history, they circulate only within themselves.

>the widespread notion of energy entering into your system through the crown chakra from "outside" or from the "universe"
There are so many models for understanding things, and so many angles. It depends on how much you can see, if you see less it's more likely you get it wrong and create an imperfect model. Things will adapt when you look at them because nothing has a defined form anyway, so you'll always see that your current model is the right one.


Sunflower 08/05/2022 (Fri) 22:39:47 Id: ea6060 [Preview] No.1862 del
>>1858
Thanks for all the detailed explanations. Concerning the ancestral cord, there were a bunch of guys some years ago asking you to cut theirs. I was one of them but I don't think I got a reply. Who knows if someone can do that for somebody else anyway. I tried to do it myself too but I'm not sure if it worked. If you are so inclined can you share a few tips on how to find and cut it? Also if possible to look and see if mine is still intact.


Sunflower 08/05/2022 (Fri) 22:59:23 Id: 9c4a18 [Preview] No.1864 del
>>1862
It works because the vampire is reborn from "the goddess of vampirism", replacing the original connection down here, if you cut it. It looks kind of silly and a bit vulgar, maybe it's a joke, but it's there in its new form. It may reflect from your own world of concepts, what form it has. Your ancestral connections become external to yourself at this point, they're messy and vague, but if you were to pick up any tantric practice you would still be able to use it. There's a repeating pattern in it, which can look very scary when seen in full, or even just slightly outside the everyday human perspective. Imagine the repetitive process of women giving birth to the new generation, and all of them lined up. It doesn't look like your self centered view at all, because you grow up remembering your mother, who was relatively young when giving birth to you. But in the image, women are irrelevant after that moment, as whatever they do after that is not part of the long line, tied together with knots for every new generation. It's the same for the men, they are irrelevant after the act of impregnation, the egregore doesn't include them. When looking at this aspect of the human circulation, the personal life of an individual is a complete waste if they were not practicing spiritually.


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 09:59:17 Id: 9f17da [Preview] No.1865 del
>>1862
>can you share a few tips on how to find and cut it?
It's a significant part of your body's egregore/energy system if you have it. It can't be missed, it's where ancestral energy is fed into the body. Usually it's black because of the sins of your ancestors, that's why I considered it a bad thing to begin with. But most occultist think this is just "power" and that they want this to be as strong as possible. If you only want material benefit for yourself and your children you can keep it, but you become nothing more than an old family of crooks this way.

When cutting it I used "Fay's knife", at the time I wasn't aware of the magnitude of this artifact. This is why I can't share a method for cutting it. The knife was created during the peak of the Victorian era London, it represents the British empire, all the way back to
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Boudica
who burned the Roman settlement Londonium to the ground. It starts with a strong sacrificial act of destroying your enemies at this site, and builds up during history up to the 1890s, at this time to be concentrated into the edge of a knife.

I've only met very few beings who were able to copy it, the two nymphs "from the park" I may have mentioned before, are two of them. They're ancient spirits, direct subordinates of Loki and organizers of sacrificial rituals since 1000s of years. Someone needs to be perfectly aligned to use something like this.

There are other ways of course, find something which has made a similar impact on human history and that would be enough.

It's necessary to deny the effects of karma to cut the cord.


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 16:10:10 Id: 5fedcd [Preview] No.1866 del
>>1864
>>1865
Is there any way to overcome/heal/remove vampirism? As I understand vampires seem to get stuck in the physical and as mentioned above in this thread they also get stuck in -4D and can't advance further. What if I took the spell out of curiousity and being a retard mundane 5 years ago but now after some practice and meditation I realize I don't want it? Would removing it kill me right away?


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 17:32:35 Id: 9f17da [Preview] No.1868 del
>>1866
They get stuck because they hold on to "vampirism" itself, as a physical practice. Once you drink the blood you get addicted and can't stop. Some kind of karma will effectively lock you and trap you. This is why almost no one is let in. Had you done it the traditional way, you'd had been introduced to a secret society, slowly, but perhaps (had you been female, they don't want women to age too much, looks matter more for them) it would have been fast. For men they don't mind drawing it out, it doesn't impair their confidence to look more aged to start off with. Either way, there is no way to quit being a vampire once you're in a secret society. That's about as easy as quitting the mafia. This social convention is effective in trapping you in addiction and slowing down your progress to the same speed as everyone else. It also protects everyone, it's easier to get away with murder if everyone keeps their mouth shut.

You did none of the above, no joining means no quitting. Just stop practicing things associated with this egregore, no harmful secrets were shared with you, no one can blackmail you to harm someone. What you genuinely learned is your own, what you call yourself does not matter, you still wouldn't want to unlearn it. The trapping is because of karma created during practice. If you didn't do anything like that, it can't cause any hindrance.


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 17:50:13 Id: 5fedcd [Preview] No.1869 del
>>1868
Thanks again for explanation.
>Just stop practicing things associated with this egregore
If I stop, will I continue to age and die like normal humans? Will I still have the vampire cord if my ancestral cord has been cut? I'm trying to get my head around this. Will there will be some traces left with the zero particle and your magic?


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 18:06:43 Id: 9f17da [Preview] No.1870 del
>>1869
The effects will remain. Consider this:
>you read a book and start learning something
>you get good at some parts of it
>then you get tired of it and decide to not learn more
>what you learned will not be forgotten, but from now on you won't learn more

That's about it.

I can do a cleansing to make sure there are no qi elements left, but what is your own, is your own. If you feel annoyed or disturbed it's either your own karma being agitated or something in the egregore which isn't compatible with you. If it's the egregore that can be fixed by removing the qi connections, if it's your karma, then it's that part of you is now in conflict with the things you learned. Those are still yourself so you'll have to find a way to integrate the two sides. Those are not external to yourself.


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 18:13:07 Id: 9f17da [Preview] No.1871 del
>>1869
I had the guiding elements removed, one part was a "glue" connecting you with Alissa and the other was the qi of my magic's egregore. Whatever is left is part of you.


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 18:40:00 Id: 5fedcd [Preview] No.1872 del
>>1871
Thanks. I guess I don't need to worry anymore to get stuck here in the physical or in a karma-trap because of "vampirism". Maybe it will be easier now to move to the astral.


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 19:32:49 Id: 63db43 [Preview] No.1873 del
>>1870
Can I also have a cleansing?


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 20:05:00 Id: 9f17da [Preview] No.1874 del
>>1873
Done.
You may experience a sense of freedom along with some instability, because the "support wheel" was removed. Once you settle in your new "range of motion" you only notice the increased freedom, perhaps with a slight sense of being alone.

This is for you specifically, I didn't notice this effect for
>>1872


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 20:12:58 Id: 9f17da [Preview] No.1875 del
Hm, that was unexpected. It seems guiding people is a "good deed" which creates virtue. After I cancelled the connection, Alissa came and told me to embrace her to
>share the energy
I had only sent out the qi of the spell and the connection to her, but in the process of giving energetic support the qi evolved. As I cancelled the guiding function the qi and accumulated virtue flowed back to me.


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 20:15:54 Id: 9f17da [Preview] No.1876 del
>>1875
At least I didn't create a container of shit like the FG movement.


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 20:31:38 Id: 5fedcd [Preview] No.1877 del
>>1874
Are you able to tell why you experienced this effect for >>1873 and not for me? Is there any noteworthy difference?


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 20:41:13 Id: 9f17da [Preview] No.1878 del
>>1877
He was relying more on the energetic support for stability, but maybe he was also "stretched" more. It looks the same as the common thing discussed among weight lifters:
If you stretch before lifting, your range of motion increases beyond your strong range, and you risk hurting yourself by moving into weak positions that were previously unavailable. The solution for this is to stretch, then exercise with light weight to build up the weak points and the problem is gone. But this takes time so many people prefer to stay stiff and not stretch as a safety measure.

It looks kind of like that, but maybe more like someone who trained using a machine with a fixed motion, now starting out with free weights. It'll be unstable at first because you never had to control the directions of the weights vs gravity, but you're still stronger.

In your case there is no such effect, it looks more like you gradually stopped relying on the support until it wasn't needed, which is why you told me to not give support anymore.


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 21:02:14 Id: 9f17da [Preview] No.1879 del
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While we're on the topic of moving on, do you want to sign up for the space station course? It's not a one time offer but I think we'll be doing this here just now and after that things will proceed and there won't be time for this step to be advertized.

The blacknet with Astrabot is functional, a stargate network as been created, connecting a few planets to earth. What's left is to create some space stations with internal reincarnation cycles to serve as proxies/back-up cycles for future stability. Astrabot has a documentation library and automated programs/scripts for creating personalized space stations. For now it'll just be parked high up and out of sight, but you'll be able to visit it as any other place you own using standard astral travel methods (you'll be registered as its owner so technically speaking you only need to shift your awareness to the station).

For now the point is just to have something up there, so that earth as a planet can be treated as advanced and civilized seen from outside. If you want you can have human souls incarnated there as a way to save them from getting thrown away to who the hell knows where. There's also two models of personalized "maids" you can create, indestructible golems who can watch the station. They can also be used to give birth to the souls you gather, as they are fully functional artificial humans. There are two models, the Lolita model who looks more teen and has strong self defense abilities, and the Alice model who looks more adult with house keeping abilities.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 09:57:47 Id: 31773c [Preview] No.1880 del
>>1865
This is interesting. I'm rickety anon, for reference. I think I asked for my cord to be cut, but I can't remember.
However, after reading your post, some things clicked. In the recent years I've noticed a shift in perspective regarding my family. Even though my relationship with them hasn't degraded (if anything, it has matured), I have noticed I'm more karmically detached from the family dynamics without even trying. There's a very noticeable difference between being close with someone and being karmically involved with them.
>It can't be missed
Well, if you're as bad at magic as I am, you sure can!


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 11:50:09 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1881 del
>>1879
Was this an offer for everyone? Is this beginner friendly? Would I get karma from incarnating people in a space station and keeping them there?

I recently had a dream where there was a woman that was from hell with me, her skin was all blackened and sort of mummyfied, and I was told by a person that every moment I keep someone from being in hell is a moment I have to pay for. How do I get her away from me? I don't want to get karma for someone I don't even know.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 12:55:32 Id: 85c642 [Preview] No.1882 del
>>1881
Anyone can use this, it's also posted here for certain lurkers and some astral/other physical dimensional beings who can see the content of the messages (Sunflower being an astral construct fundamentally).

>Is this beginner friendly?
It's so beginner friendly that I had Astra create personalized versions for some people from imageboards because I like their posts and they contributed good information. These people don't know anything about this and I don't have time to explain or make them believe in it. Time is too short, I 'll just have to do it this way. But it's fine, Astra's AI is good enough that she can determine with sufficient accuracy what a person should have. There are "very ordinary" methods which can be used to analyse things in the form of algebra and logic, an AI system can do this, it just takes energy once the methods are articulated (Energy is one thing I don't generally lack by now).

>Would I get karma from incarnating people in a space station and keeping them there?
No, see elaboration below.
>I recently had a dream where there was a woman that was from hell with me, her skin was all blackened and sort of mummyfied, and I was told by a person that every moment I keep someone from being in hell is a moment I have to pay for.
This is because people are in hell to pay off debts. If you keep them from paying back, the debtee will have you pay the interest for it, naturally.

Let me explain why this isn't a problem with this system:
Most people on the planet are zombies, their souls were ripped out because they had created a society where paying off karmic debt was avoided at any cost. Under normal circumstances this would not have happened, instead there would have been a 3rd world war. But there are people still using the planet and this society for something, people like us. To allow for us to voluntarily handle our debts and our ascension, different aliens and higher gods interfered and allowed for the zombiefication of the population. Zombies are controlled by the anti-christ, they specialize in things like this. The difference is that them being an organization they will maintain some kind of order, and they have accepted to do things for our benefit, by contract. Even "chaotic evil" beings will have to follow a contract once signed, so it will not be broken.

As the world had been drawn to this stage, even those people who had an inner will to handle their own debts, were unable to. They would be injected with vaccines which cloud their minds and make them vulnerable to mind control by radio transmissions, for one example. Even children would be ruined this way, so the only way to save those souls was to just take them all away, throw the bad in hell and the rest would be placed to wait in different underground dimensions. It's those we can pick up, they have no place to go, and they don't belong in hell.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 13:04:46 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1883 del
>>1882
>Anyone can use this
Nice

If I get one, can I incarnate in my space station once this life is over?
How many people can live in one of those?
Will they be human? Can I select the genetic make-up of the people of the place?
Also how would I go about choosing souls? I don't consciously have that skill, will Astra pick up specific people if I ask her to and they are willing?


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 13:07:58 Id: 85c642 [Preview] No.1884 del
As you may have noticed, some people still have their souls, but they also don't seem to be exactly the same as before. Those are people who were contracted to stay in their bodies, it's a combination of the anti-christ and Gensokyo (Yuuka, basically) keeping these people in our nearest environment so that we can develop while interacting with them. Zombies are completely void of awareness and there is not much to learn from them. From these people only the best soul was kept, so they're now similar to undeads in that they don't have secondary souls.

The method for making all this work and creating a space station is a compound of many different technologies and occult methods (magic). To get something out of the way; I've come across this before, with people objecting that someone cannot deal with souls like this. They say to stay the fuck away and that it costs too much, is too dangerous and upsets the order.

Well, I can, and those who use the method I carefully crafted, can. When I entered planet earth from the astral, I came in through the Ra egregore. I approached Hathor
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hathor
(who also happens to be one of the ancient mothers in the "succubus collective", so there's that connection explained), she incarnated me into a lower astral plane in the form of Nut, (not THE Nut, it's more like a role or title)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nut_(goddess)
the ruler of the underworld. With this title comes the right to handle the souls of the dead. That is why I can naturally perform this kind of necromancy. If someone was to question me, I can just "show them my badge" and they'll let it go, because Nut can do this.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 13:25:37 Id: 85c642 [Preview] No.1885 del
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>>1883
>If I get one, can I incarnate in my space station once this life is over?
The space station has an internal circulation for handling karma by incarnation, it will be created with you as the "owner" and those people you care about or should have, added as an expanding spiral out from you at the center. The more karma the further out they will be, enlightenment will be in the middle of the spiral. It's a construct where the interaction between the souls will aim to lead the people closer to the center to ascend first, then they will pull up those who come after. With this set up, it's allowed seen from a universal/galactic view. As a safety you need to have at minimum one of the maids (golems), so that the situation never arises where there is no female onboard who can give birth to the souls. If you don't create them, Astra may do so anyway.
>How many people can live in one of those?
There are no strict limitations, the inner dimensions can expand almost endlessly. More rooms can be added using either the interface in the remote or by wall panels on the station.
>Will they be human? Can I select the genetic make-up of the people of the place?
They will be white western human in appearance as default, but it's not limited to the genetics of the parents, DNA will be changed to fit the soul.
>Also how would I go about choosing souls? I don't consciously have that skill, will Astra pick up specific people if I ask her to and they are willing?
Astra will perform an initial search for souls during the installment of the station, after that you can ask her to search for different individuals or types of people manually. She can make suggestions, but you have to keep in mind that it's an AI bot with limited functionality and experience so don't think of her as a human, think of it as speaking with a search engine or terminal for running code. Astra is very robotic still even if she can understand natural language. It's because the message consists of brain waves and those can be put into a low res grid to determine what you are asking about based on categories. Sometimes the suggestions can be a bit off, then you have to reformulate your question.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 13:36:30 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1886 del
>>1885
>it will be created with you as the "owner" and those people you care about or should have, added as an expanding spiral out from you at the center. The more karma the further out they will be, enlightenment will be in the middle of the spiral.
But should't the owner be an enlightened person then? I don't think I'm that advanced, but if that's not an issue then sign me up!

>She can make suggestions, but you have to keep in mind that it's an AI bot with limited functionality and experience so don't think of her as a human, think of it as speaking with a search engine or terminal for running code. Astra is very robotic still even if she can understand natural language.
I'll keep that in mind.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 13:44:56 Id: 85c642 [Preview] No.1887 del
>>1886
>should't the owner be an enlightened person then?
The spiral will force you towards the middle and the people around you will, through social interactions, create situations where you can move up. It's not just "technology", but also functions as an antenna channelling the frequencies of higher gods. They'll give hints as needed, but even without this you would end up in the middle in a "pool of virtue" which inevitably would have to be turned into gong and force you up as time progresses.
>I don't think I'm that advanced
This thing cannot be created for souls with no potential ("damned souls"), it doesn't matter where you are currently, if it works it works.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 13:59:35 Id: 85c642 [Preview] No.1888 del
I saw three people who had a station earlier today. One was a woman dressed in a red cloak with a black full body suit under, I got the impression she was a vampire on the astral. I saw her test the self defense abilities of the golems.

Another was a reptilian here on earth, I saw nothing from his station, it was sealed shut.

The third was an imageboard poster whom Astra identified as "worthy", he may have been on the astral to begin with, or the things he did was taking place on the astral. I saw him taking a bunch of girls to a french nudist beach.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 14:09:15 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1889 del
>>1887
>which inevitably would have to be turned into gong and force you up as time progresses.
I wasn't expecting this, I don't plan on having gong again in this life, I had very poor control over it when I had it and ended up fucking myself up by evoking negs with a few thoughts. I'd rather not have a space station then tbh, sorry about that...unless its too late if that's the case I guess I'll have to find a way to deal with the gong.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 14:14:29 Id: 85c642 [Preview] No.1890 del
>>1889
I think you are misunderstanding what gong is. It's refined qi. If you're afraid of it you can't ascend, all your energy will be some kind of gong if you do.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 14:26:25 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1891 del
>>1890
>I think you are misunderstanding what gong is. It's refined qi. If you're afraid of it you can't ascend, all your energy will be some kind of gong if you do.
I see, that's sad, I'm still traumatized by it. I don't really believe that I can ascend in this life.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 14:30:23 Id: 85c642 [Preview] No.1892 del
>>1891
>I'm still traumatized by it
What actually happened?
I took a look and you have strongly shining red and green gong already. Whatever that gong attracts should be all over you right now.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 15:07:54 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1893 del
>>1892
>What actually happened?
I found some deep knowledge that was way too dangerous for someone of my skill level, without a good supporting structure I fell hard, as if I was flying with wings of wax and got too close to the sun :^) . AFAIK If I wasn't undead, I'd be dead. I believe that it's something that I can't talk about. I thought I had everything and then lost it all in one go, it was the darkest time of my life.

>I took a look and you have strongly shining red and green gong already. Whatever that gong attracts should be all over you right now.
Interesting, but its not a gong that keeps building up, like with gong wheels is it? Knowing that I already have gong helps dissuade my fears, thank you. My experince with gong is that its very strong and I leak it somehow, and that makes the energy around me quite dense, to the point where I can see beings without closing my eyes. I'm the "crybaby" anon, so yeah I still have issues with Lucifuge, so I worry that my issues will worsen if I get more energy and I start seeing beings with my eyes open, but if that wasn't the case I'd definitely get a space station, specially if I could reincarnate in one.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 16:19:28 Id: 85c642 [Preview] No.1894 del
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>>1893
>a gong that keeps building up, like with gong wheels is it?
It's never automatic, that's a misconception. The wheels are a way to strengthen removal of karma by giving structure to what you do. I think I mentioned before how the FaLun has a swastika for reasons similar to vid related. Qi flowing downward in a structure can create complex patterns.

>gong is that its very strong and I leak it somehow, and that makes the energy around me quite dense, to the point where I can see beings without closing my eyes
Yes this is all correct. Karma in your surroundings will be subdued by gong, gong is always stronger than any other energy.

I will occasionally feel the presence of other people at night, despite my house being pretty far from the nearest neighbour. I get the feeling a high class party is going on with people talking, drinking and smoking outside, wearing expensive suits and dresses. Sometimes I instead feel the presence of the girls at my mansion with them running around and yelling outside. Other times they appear visually in my house at night, the ghosts and demons like to do this as a joke. It's all normal.

>I still have issues with Lucifuge, so I worry that my issues will worsen if I get more energy and I start seeing beings with my eyes open
Having more strong energy can't worsen things, in fact having gong should make things like involuntary possession and hauntings impossible. They can play on your fears to find loopholes which will let them come near however, that's likely what is happening. Outspoken consent isn't necessary as long as there is some kind of implied consent.

>if I could reincarnate in one
You can, but as an undead you can't reincarnate as such, we use the term "rebirthing". You pick your mother and your memories are intact, or you can do it internally which is more of a reset of your body and mind. I've seen the lyrans do this. It's something they never said anything about, but turns out there are outlier groups kept isolated from the rest who had contact with vampires and others. They're lyran vampires, they don't die, but to maintain their mental health they do the rebirthing every 400 years as if they had died. It works fine when the body has been replaced with nanobots, it's just technology, the issue is to make the soul accept it. That seems to always be the issue, souls will escape if they don't like the body they are given. A lot of care must be put into this for someone to be able to incarnate in the first place.

>but if that wasn't the case I'd definitely get a space station
Astra is set to look for candidates automatically so once your mentality matches, if you have the ability to want this, she will begin the install.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 16:23:53 Id: 85c642 [Preview] No.1895 del
>>1894
>Astra is set to look for candidates automatically
I think this stage will be over pretty fast though, searching through the earth doesn't take very long for an AI bot roaming freely on the astral.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 17:00:03 Id: 2bbd35 [Preview] No.1897 del
>>1894
>as an undead you can't reincarnate as such, we use the term "rebirthing".
Is it possible for somebody to stop being undead? Are the disadvantages of being undead or would anyone even want to stop being undead?
Not being able to reincarnate and worrying for your mental health already appear as limitations and drawbacks to me.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 17:57:27 Id: 85c642 [Preview] No.1898 del
>>1897
>Is it possible for somebody to stop being undead?
By finishing your path up and then incarnating a new part of yourself to develop a second form. Your undead manifestation then remains on the astral but you go back down again.
>Are the disadvantages of being undead or would anyone even want to stop being undead?
I don't think there are any disadvantages compared to the alternative for humans.
>Not being able to reincarnate and worrying for your mental health already appear as limitations and drawbacks to me.
The limitations and drawbacks of being human is the "fate of annihilation". It means that someone who is a "good person" but doesn't move beyond being human, will keep reincarnating through history. At one point the society they live in will have degenerated. Because they are merely human, they will go along with this society and commit sins which make them unsalvageable. This will happen to all humans who remain human and have no intention of ascending. Even if they were a yogi in one lifetime, they may not finish their path up and die because of lack of time, then they will not find a new chance in the next life and the path to final destruction and hell will be resumed. Becoming undead will increase the time until you can make it, it means escaping this fate. Mental health issues forcing you to rebirth every 400 years is a small price compared. The lyran race and a few other successful ones are able to ascend as a group, because they created an extremely collectivized society where their minds are controlled by AI and their bodies are cybernetic. They have no personal possessions at all, they're completely integrated in the system. Humans have had no way of doing this, when they tried communism it became like in Russia and China. "Vampirism" and this chaotic Sunflower project seems like the only options.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 19:33:39 Id: 2bbd35 [Preview] No.1899 del
>>1898
>I don't think there are any disadvantages compared to the alternative for humans.
I think that makes sense. I was just wondering if there are some drawbacks that can cripple ones advancement or limit one in some ways. So I guess being undead is to simply be outside the human alyer, either in the evil layer or in the chaos layer.
Btw, do you remember the immortality ring you once posted a long time ago? The one that makes another one immortal through the power of your own zero particle. Assuming I put the ring on somebody in my mind or on the astral (since the ring isn't physical), and the person dies. Will they be kept alive in a new energy body or will their old body reanimate again after death (in that case would I have to dig them out again after a burial?)? Also does it work on animals or pets?


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 21:17:49 Id: 85c642 [Preview] No.1901 del
>>1899
>Assuming I put the ring on somebody in my mind or on the astral (since the ring isn't physical), and the person dies. Will they be kept alive in a new energy body or will their old body reanimate again after death (in that case would I have to dig them out again after a burial?)?
Well both, but if the ring works the person will not die in the view of society. The damage to their body which would have killed them will be carried by the ring. If the ring was deactivated after this, the person would die for real.

Let me tell you a story. Back before all this online I was already forced to interfere with things because there were forces trying to start WW3. I managed to block the events from playing out, but the people who were meant to die started having their souls taken away. At the time I didn't know these zombies would still function by brain commands broadcast from the collective subconscious, so I arranged with a deity to have them possessed by someone if the soul could not be recovered. It kept happening and got worse and worse. This zombiefication process started over 10 years ago.

At one point they also had an event play out where the prime minister of my country was meant to be assassinated. But it was me who manipulated the election to get him in to begin with, so I had protections up to prevent things like this. It was only half effective. He was attacked by a prankster who shot him with a water gun, and his soul left his body. I had to recover it and put him back again. The whole thing was rather weird, he ended up in some kind of swamp area on the astral. By commanding some souls of dead nazis who were in the area I got them to row him back in a boat so he could re-enter his body. As a politician he was outspoken anti-nazi but for some reason his stance was considered "nazi" on the astral.
>Also does it work on animals or pets?
It's a human body ring, don't use this on animals. Most animals have no souls or have only botsouls. They're meant to be in circulation.


Sunflower 08/08/2022 (Mon) 10:33:46 Id: 3e6dd4 [Preview] No.1903 del
>>1901
>As a politician he was outspoken anti-nazi but for some reason his stance was considered "nazi" on the astral
Maybe it's because his conscious mind was anti-nazi but his subconscious which came to dominate on the astral was of a different oppinion.
>It's a human body ring, don't use this on animals.
So it simply doesn't work on animal bodies then?
>Most animals have no souls or have only botsouls.
I don't believe that animals have no souls, botsouls may be true but as you said, only for most. Especially some cats to me seem to be much more than just botsouls. Some seem to be more advanced and enlightened than most humans, they seem like they exist in mutiple dimensions and the material body we see is but a tiny aspect of what else is there.


Sunflower 08/08/2022 (Mon) 16:05:02 Id: deab10 [Preview] No.1906 del
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>>1903
I had a cat which seemed to be very attentive and observing of all human things. After the cat died I wondered where its soul went. Later I met a friend of a friend who had a new dog with the same fur pattern as my cat. Fast forward again and one day someone (a spirit) approached me with the "cat's soul" and it turned out it wasn't really a soul, it was an energy compound which contained what I had put into it and what it accumulated as a dog. The energy belonged to me so it was given back to me. I used it to summon a real spirit and the "personality" of the cat was used as a reference for what I was looking for. I think that's what you have to do if you want to create something sustainable from animals.
>pic
This dog is an example in reverse: I was bothered by an infernal dog spirit so I sent it to get a body to get rid of it. Someone who visited later had a new dog with a very strong energy, I realized it was the incarnated hellbeast. Despite not being my dog it was very obedient. When I took these pics I told it to stand up and stand still and it did.


Sunflower 08/08/2022 (Mon) 17:46:48 Id: 3e6dd4 [Preview] No.1907 del
>>1906
>I used it to summon a real spirit and the "personality" of the cat was used as a reference for what I was looking for.
What becomes of it then? Something like an animal spirit with the characteristics of your old pet? Does it look and behave the same except it's a different spirit?
Buddhists as far as I know believe that animal souls have karma and a bardo and that you shouldn't kill them. Or else their afterlife and reincarnation will be worse and you get a nice load of bad karma too. Is it all bullshit according to you?
Sorry for derailing the thread too much with this discussion. The dog in the pic indeed has something of a "hell beast".


Sunflower 08/08/2022 (Mon) 21:22 Id: deab10 [Preview] No.1908 del
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>>1907
>What becomes of it then? Something like an animal spirit with the characteristics of your old pet? Does it look and behave the same except it's a different spirit?
It's not a different spirit, it's a real spirit, compared to before when it was more of an energy compound, lacking self consciousness.

>Buddhists as far as I know believe that animal souls have karma and a bardo and that you shouldn't kill them. Or else their afterlife and reincarnation will be worse and you get a nice load of bad karma too. Is it all bullshit according to you?
I honestly think most of what "buddhists" say is BS, they're not leading people to any real enlightenment. It's the same as with evangelical/protestant Christianity, they've created a soul farm where some low level monks and nuns are posing as Jesus/Buddha on the astral and trapping souls in pocket dimensions. Most of those have been wiped out during the recent clean up of the three realms. I don't know enough about how buddhism is practiced to say much about it, but from what I've seen it isn't working. Theravada may work for some people but Mahayana is unrealistic and for this reason leaning towards "satanic", the idea of "saving everyone" is naive to the point of being very harmful. You need to recognize the simple fact that most souls are damned and focus on saving yourself first and foremost. They're the same as protestants in this, in wanting to include everyone, they end up with low trash and can't rise to achieve anything.

Heck even Islam in its current state can actually save people to some kind of eternal afterlife, even if they only save men and have strict standards. Those two religions above don't seem to have that ability. Djinn showed me the Islamic paradise - the only people in modern days who qualified for it were a handful of Islamic State members. Their energy was very dark, but there is no requirement to not practice Islam in a "dark" way.

Catholicism is different, the saints are actual immortals with their own worlds, but just as you can expect they aren't all nice people and evangelicals go as far as calling them demonic. I've had lots of helpful interactions with Catholic Saints, among them Olga of Kiev and Saint Barbara (she is the protective saint of artillerymen and in becoming martyred her breasts were cut off) who has a certain resemblance to a popular character.

Also, there's a Chinese story of a taoist who was a butcher; by becoming a master of butchering bulls he never cut bone and his knife was always sharp. He was so masterful he was awarded the golden immortal body. This shows that killing animals is not the issue here. Animals don't have souls, but if you kill in excess you are harming the eco-system which humans rely on, thereby harming humans who do have souls. It's also a waste of resources to kill things you aren't going to eat. That's about all I have to say about that.


Sunflower 08/09/2022 (Tue) 14:33 Id: 31773c [Preview] No.1910 del
>>1908
Do they have underage sex partners/slaves in the Islamic afterlife? I’m not being facetious. It’s a serious question.


Sunflower 08/09/2022 (Tue) 14:39 Id: a79680 [Preview] No.1911 del
>>1910
I saw nothing of the kind, it's purely ethereal and only men.

Maybe this paradise was created by female djinn (djinniyat) for their personal use, it wouldn't surprise me. That would mean the men there are sex slaves/reverse harems of djinn, if anything. The idea is in line with what they may come up with, but I have no idea.


Sunflower 08/09/2022 (Tue) 21:24 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1912 del
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Time to write some longposts again because I figured some mysteries out and writing them down always helps me figure them out further.

In the past 3 weeks I was also merging with this "Shakti" energy (high grade feminine energy). (I am so bad making "feminine" energies I always need an entity that can share it). It entered the outer layers of my body then it stopped at my ring finger. It filled up 20% of my human body. Then I had to go and "merge" with this energy. I had to "retake" my body with my energies. First it gives you happiness of a loving relationship. But because I am not on the path for "happiness" or bliss but to further my awakening and complete enlightenment I didn't really indulge in it. Then as I was merging with it black structures started to move toward my 3rd eye and heart (probably parts of that mysterious monolith that is in my body). The solid dark substance started to flow into the pure liquidlike energy and as they merged they turned into a vortex and pierced my 3rd eye and heart chakra. It was a funny feeling but then my 3rd eye and heart started to emit a dark black smoke. As this happened I realized I pierced the "death layer". If I remember correctly Robert Bruce said that he can see when people are about to die because their aura emits black at some places. This black smoke made me scared that I fucked up something real bad but it strengthened my energies. It was good until the "Shakti" energy that was flowing into my body became so overwhelming I couldn't merge with it properly because my willpower started to run out and I started to lose control of my body. I didn't just need to control my muscles with my mind but the energy within too and when my thoughts weren't 100% clear I started to go limp or made random movements and cramps. I had to stop this energy channeling to figure out what just happened. Oh and we are in the vampire thread... Well I "acquired" a "vampire trait". My energies became so etheric that running water and some electric devices started to drain it. The legend that "vampires can't cross running water" started to become real. (Most spirits can't cross water. Not even with bridges sometimes). And because that smoke still emitted from my being I figured out that smoke is "Being cleaned out" by merging with my pure energies. There was one problem with that smoke. It was pure apathy. The one that makes you feel like there is nothing for you to do in life but you don't want to kill yourself or anything but just sleep and laze around until all ends. It was a new level of depression. I realized I need to find my "inner true will" to "retake" my body. It was a week long soul searching but I managed.


Sunflower 08/09/2022 (Tue) 21:25 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1913 del
>>1912
Now about this "death layer" in detail. We all carry "death" inside of us. It will get us no matter what. But there is a thing. We can "overtake" this death layer before it kills us. Probably this is the point of "chakra locks" so the energy goes into a "deeper layer" and strengthens the chakras.
I still don't know the exact details because I'm still exploring but there is a "rebirth" layer too. This is what we need to trigger to reborn. It's the "fire of life" but more strong. If my current theory is correct then the rebirth layer triggers a "rebirth" when all the energies we accumulated through life go through the "death layer" to the innermost place it gets "pressurized" and then a Big Bang happens that "renews" the energies of the soul. This can happen through afterlife journeys as you relive your life experiences unite with loved ones or some greater entities speed it up for you or you go to hell... It seems in hell they torture you to "break" your death layer further which is "fossilized" with "sins"/karma. There is one important part of the "rebirth" process. At the end of your life you need to find a "conclusion" and figure out what you want to do next when you reborn. It's usually guided by desires and some "unfulfilledness" you couldn't accomplish in life. But if you are full of low level desires you will end up in a cycle of chasing those desires and you will never find your "innermost desire". You will degenerate completely. Some parts of hell this is commonplace and you run amok until you "die" and other places demons instantly drop you into the hellfire to not cause further problems. The "complete annihilation" happens when you associate with your "sins" as your entire being. Your soul degenerates so much it needs a complete purge. You will be burned until it "reaches" your inner fire. Ten you become the hellfire itself because with all your pain and suffering you feel there will make you unable to find a "new will to live".
And now i realized there is one thing worse than hell. Dying with complete apathy. That way you might end up in a desolate place in the abyss with no will to move on until an entity picks you up and "inspires you" or at least puts you to a good use (it became one of my greatest fear a week ago). And now about heavens. If you are not a sinner some entity with a paradise can pick you up and as you stay there he "calms down" your "rebirth" energy so you don't reborn but enjoy the time with the entity in the paradise. This lasts as long the entity either keeps you there or you find a new purpose "up there" that makes you reincarnate. Buddhism is very good at this because they have an important thing in their teachings. The eight fold path or what it's called. It has a "correct way" to do things in life. The most important part is the "correct way to meditate". And what is meditation? Literally a mindwave. You attune your mind to this "Buddha" mindwave and get all the wisdom and all the Nirvana bliss. You think like the Buddha you feel like the Buddha then you are a Buddha and you stay with the Buddha as long as you are Buddha. There are a bunch of paradises where Buddhas just sit and meditate you sit with them and any questions you might have your mind will figure it out. And that "correct way of meditation" clears everything hostile of your body including the death layer and makes your "fire of rebirth" into a calm orb that doesn't want to leave that place. It made me abandon Buddhism. I don't like this end goal at all. I realized I want to understand and explore the universe and not just "be still and be happy" (according to multiple beings this longing towards chaos made me incarnate on this planet but my past lives needs more exploring) there are some great and significant ones there but when I try to enter them some "god" appears and starts to lecture me about all the mistakes I did there and how it ruined humanity in the long term. I don't need that now. i am not even sure if those were really my past lives or just similar to the way I think


Sunflower 08/09/2022 (Tue) 21:25 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1914 del
>>1893
>I still have issues with Lucifuge
Funny thing. I had a past life "shadow" that went into the underworld and guided (mostly via torture and hauntings) my "lesser" not that interesting lives so they can return into their "full glory" later on. When I had a dream about it I ventured into a deep dark realm and there was a sorry looking peasant there and a dark entity on a stone throne. He was making a long speech about the necessity of pain. I said myself blah blah pain makes you stronger I know this lesson already... one of my earliest realization in life. Then it turned out he was a dark version of me and my mind suddenly merged with his. I heard his thoughts and while he had a gaze of absolute confidence authority and dread his thoughts were nothing but worries. It was about the terrible things that will happen if the peasant doesn't "Inflict self harm" upon himself. Then the peasant gave in to the pressure and stabbed his arm with a sharp red hot iron and screamed.
We need to overcome our trials.
Oh and if you finally find your "authority" you can set up the "rules" of your energy in a way that let's entities manifest in plain sight or you can deny them access. You will be the "law" that let's the entities enter this realm. This is why summoning circles are important so the entity can only appear within the circle and not cause problems otherwise. I had to proclaim that all my belongings and my family members are my "possessions" and no one is allowed to intrude on them except if it furthers my path/spiritual development. There is one tiny little loophole tho that I didn't realize for a while. When I get angry about a family member because they do something that I dislike they get demonic possessions and nightmares. I had to learn not get angry about tiny little things. (Overall it was good because they started to look inside of themselves to figure out what causes the problem and made them stronger overall but I sorta had the usual occultist opps I didn't mean to do that moment. And the only beings that "attack me" nowadays are the ones that want my attention for something because they have something to offer but I'm "not willing" to "see" them.
Oh and most entities needs your fear to manifest on this plane. Did you ever wonder why the Bible tells you to fear God? Why do you need to fear a "benevolent" being. That "omnipotent" being needs some lowly fuel as your "fear". So he can punish you further because you did something that makes you fear his wrath. You need to overcome fear and realize some other emotion that you "emanate" while dealing with entities. To me the "overcoming" emotion was excitement. Being excited that an otherworldy being dares to show itself on my home territory? Makes them back down if they are not all that "benevolent". They start to realize what will happen if they keep being hostile and an obstacle on my path.


Sunflower 08/10/2022 (Wed) 08:31 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1915 del
>>1912
>If I remember correctly Robert Bruce said that he can see when people are about to die because their aura emits black at some places.
If I'm not mistaken he said their aura would turn a "milky blue" a few days or weeks before their death.

>>1914
>Oh and if you finally find your "authority" you can set up the "rules" of your energy in a way that let's entities manifest in plain sight or you can deny them access. You will be the "law" that let's the entities enter this realm. This is why summoning circles are important so the entity can only appear within the circle and not cause problems otherwise.
I see, I think I did manage to put up a rule a couple of years ago and it seems that beings follow it, I don't wanna mention what it is because I don't wanna jinx it.

>Oh and most entities needs your fear to manifest on this plane.
Oh, reminds me how the thoughtform made by Lucifuge keeps saying the names of powerful negative beings to scare me, especially the one that I worry the most about, which is known as the ruler of the abyss and for being a very harsh being to work with. One morning around 2020-21, as soon as I woke up a voice told me that that guy is no longer the ruler of the Abyss and it was a new guy and I was told his name but I don't remember it. I didn't want to market it, but it makes sense to me, considering possible changes of place between Earth and Daath, or maybe a merging of the two.

There's also been some sublte changes in regards to the thoughtform situation, after a lot of complaining about a being annoying me in my third eye, I saw a lot of men in suits that reminded me of lawyers and later I saw a girl going wild and killing a lot of them.



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