>>4146
Being in "insane hibernation" could very well be like having fever dreams or constant nightmares. An immortal can't go to hell in the hellish manner, but they can have bad dreams. I've had a lot of spiritual disturbances, which escalated since mars of this year after I created an astral armour layer which accidentally put a huge annoying boulder on the glowie main avenue. The stubbornness of these organizations when trying to move said immovable, indestructible object... I know full well from personal experience why some vampires in history turned insane as they clashed with the pre-existing power structure. I also learned a lot about why humans cannot be awakened or reasoned with.

They behave exactly like the waves of enemies in MMOs, who never learn and never stop attacking despite everyone before them being killed. Every single one of them think they alone will be the one to break through, they're compartmentalized and don't know what happened before, or they have a certain soul make-up where they think they are "the one and only existing omnipotent god and the single being in existence", which makes it impossible for them to surrender to someone else, as that would be to accept that someone else exists. This would break their illusion of omnipotency, so they never surrender, then they get eliminated when they face someone stronger.

There's essentially nothing left of them now. I guess this is what will happen in any period, then a new power structure is built up, as I said in this post
>>3818
where they hide the immovable object and do everything to ignore it, like that woman posting on tiktok openly saying she's a vampire. All the glowies must know this, but they won't touch her. In latin America they are in some of the most brutal organizations, so even if someone tried to interfere, they wouldn't live through it seen from a human concept of it either.

I'm trying to explain the seriousness of the situation, is all.

>If you have any further advice on what I should do or how I can complete the last bit of the circle asap other than keeping up my vampire soul, feel free to post it.
There is no standard method, but dedicated practice helps. I do 45 min hatha yoga every morning as a base practice. Recently I started seeing the cracks in reality, such as how the functioning of our 3D eyes really are like looking through a device where certain colors or parts of the field of vision can be selectively shut off. We then use our bodies to interact with only the part we see.

The beginning of "pathing" relates to this realization, as I am now really seeing reality this way. The other half is starting to appear, as if one of my eyes had been closed and I, perfectly physically, only saw half of the physical reality itself. To walk in the other half is then a perfectly ordinary, physical thing.

Try get there. Some things to note: native Earth reptilians can all see your energy. They can also see that NPCs/zombies are empty. If you learn to read the signature of reptilians so that they appear in full vision to you (I think there is something about teaching the eyes to see each object), you will see them in the street, they will see you and you both will know that you are seeing each other. It's part of the hidden community out there. Vampires do the same. You won't be talking to them in any obvious manner, just as you won't be telling a reptilian that you know what they are. You know, and they will know that you know by the way you look at them.