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>They get stuck on -4D and can't grasp that they need to move down through hell to come up on the other side
Yeah after gaining all that power it's hard to "drop it" and begin anew...
And I just remembered how I encountered purple.
I said in the beginning that I found the "purple realm" months ago.
Well shadows constantly entered my chest and I remembered that there is a "secret purple realm" in the Kabbalah and maybe it's still open and that is what poisoning me. So I went back.
I went back to the shrine where Hestia (from Danmachi?) awaited me long ago. She was still there but had a more tired and twisted smile because the realm was overrun with shadows.
Because now I am less scared of encounters I asked her "what's next". She led me into the middle of the shrine where there was a big empty room and there was only 1 thing in the middle. A giant iron casket/iron maiden. She merely pointed at it while smiling. I was thinking that
>just because it's an iron maiden it doesn't mean it must function like one
so I entered it and the door closed.
Then six giant spikes pierced my body and I started to bleed to death. (I just realized they sorta represent the dimensions) The blood started to get into the ground and I realized
>oh so this is how the energy will come down to the lower realms
Then my whole body melted and I exited the body while waiting now what will happen.
Well nothing happened for a while until the blood that "watered the ground" started to grow a giant "god body". When the body was large enough that I reached the sky somehow I instinctively knew that it's time to use that yoga movement I learned to "create a portal behind my head".
Well that was not just a portal. That was the sun itself. My movements made the sun "rise" to the dark sky. Then as I was doing that I entered to other realms just to make the sun rise. The sky constantly changed color as it happened. The suns made a connection through the realms. And as I realized that the multiple suns act as one I released my hands and let it form a night sky. With that my energy source was the universe itself. Constantly changing but still the same.(We have 1 sun at day time multiple at night but if all the suns are the suns are connected deep down it's just cyclic but the same) That was the point when Shiva told me I surpassed him. Now my path is totally not grounded in this "realities traditions" and all I can do is to listen to the gods what is the next step. And some of the steps are real scary when they happen because they can be a little rough.
At least I can still meditate with the Buddha when I want a quick mental clarity. Tho this monolith fixed my mindwaves up so well it's amazing.