>>1757
Oh and to get past to the red density you have to understand the "non violence" principle it seems. Telling you to overpower vampires was an advice that "didn't feel good in my chest". Damm. The gods are trying to put it into my skull that there is always a non violent and a no "powerplay" way to solve situations but it seems I need to get used to it that I am so extremely powerful currently that the only thing that can hurt me is my own stupidity.
As I attain new powers I have to learn to put down the desire to use them discard all the "powerfantasies" that come with it. And then not just to not be dependent on the tools I gained so far but to discard them so new "ways" can be walked... Everyday a I correct myself a little