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Seems like this was supposed to be a brief incursion into this plane. I (the tulpa, not the soul) used to be very invested in this plane on one hand, and in the other, I was desperate to leave it. Totally schizophrenic goals, no? But the influence of the soul attenuated this and I am not even completely sure of my goals here. My soul (imagine saying myself instead of I, lmao. the total state of this dumb language) must've seen the paths of time and planned accordingly, either alone with the cooperation of others.

I originally didn't really 'want' to leave this plane in earnest, even though the desire to leave it was there. I can see myself in the past, if I were to be offered this offer you speak of, react in total terror. But it is what it is.

My attachments to this plane I deem are mostly irrelevant. The only worthwhile things I did in my brief stay here are learning by trial and error, learning by interaction with entities while I am in the human form I was born with, and interacting on this board.

Let me drop some basic Agorism philosophy on you - value is subjective (there are some things where this idea definitely does not apply, I think, but in the context of personal interests, I think it works). And it changes with time. Excuse me for being pedantic for a second there, lmao.