>>3887
>value is subjective
Why do you think I said that I stayed here to watch anime?
That was the only thing in my long life journey that was somewhat new and interesting in this life that wasn't in the others. Being a God or a King money woman riches? Even videogames existed! I mean they were advanced civilizations and those were simulators and not games but nobody stopped you having fun while learning.
But anime... The current earth culture cycle is extremely obsessed with bread and circus. Propaganda and entertainment is the same fucking thing. That is weird and the elites don't understand why they can't utilize it because their "masters" can't give insight on this kind of way of ruling so their degenerate mind can only just fuck it up. It's ridiculous.

Also I also have a problem that I sorta have a "super soul" and compared to that I am just a "mere shard". Current human body is kinda weak to incarnate it's full might. Human body standards are weak since the great flood.

Also forgot to say but you have to find your "passion" gold is power the solar plexus represents that. Greed uncertainty self defeatism turns it off. What I found is the proper energy or "emotion" that powers it in a healthy way is Ambition. You have to charge up your passion and turn it into an ambition that helps you take back your own "body realm". Souls die in bodies that do nothing but loath themselves.

Also yes I literally had to convince the gods that anime is fun. The way I was grinning at some dumb jokes because I was semi possessed was something else.
>>3888
For me it wasn't a "deal" it was a they have seen just how much I suffer and hate living so the logical conclusion was that killing me and lifting me up to the gates of heaven is the best thing that can happen to me. It results in a painful energy siphon and death by necrosis because of energy deficiency and as you lose consciousness you drift into the new realm where they "remake you".
Was a little too distrustful and was not sure who was at the otherside so I just used some out of nowhere realized alchemical knowledge to rearrange reality itself.