>>3904
>descriptor Hawket please explain the deal that the original soul of the body took and why he took it. I want to understand just which part was an agreement of desperation and confusion and which parts were the original wishes of the soul.

She is a succubus, therefore to cut all pretense and make things less confusing you may call her Trypper. Though technically there are many Tryppers that once inhabited this body; this ties into Falun Gong concept that a human body by default hosts multiple souls. The Trypper I am referring to is the one you are acquainted with. The rest only share the descriptor by virtue of having had once occupied this body, and now have nothing to do with this situation.

Now, as for your query, this will be in cooperation with Trypper:
>The tulpa, which acts as a launching pad for future endeavors, sought an exit from this realm, a peaceful one. Yet there was also the motivation for the tulpa to establish a permanent residence in this plane. To be succinct, he wants an existence free of trouble, yet mired in the physical. An underlying, deeper motivation which can be attributed to the soul is that I wanted the 'power' to overcome my weaknesses, and a striving for 'succubus prophet' status. With due conversation with Baal and Adremmelech it was made apparent that it is not in my destiny to be a succubus prophet, but this was a suitable workaround that we reached where some simulacrum of prophethood got established. I was encouraged and taught in how to use the succubus mode of existence as to exploit the perpendicular intersection between my potential and the state of consciousness of same, and then got back to this body as to teach the tulpa some insights so that this body/tulpa/soul complex can perform certain actions both while the soul is absent and in the phases where the complex is again realized/reintegrated. My serving period to Baal/Adremmelech can be said to be more of an apprenticeship than anything, so it works even more in my favor (re: 'power').

>>3903
Your channelling abilities are mostly the body being open, yes. But it's also in the ability to stay in this open channel while letting someone else speak. Something I had to learn myself, but which went fairly easy as I am good at submitting to certain kinds of beings.
Yes, channeling feels weird to me.