>>3937 >not to overload you more than i already have been doing Truth is I didn't even know how to start explaining this whole thing when I found out. Was not even sure if I should even start until you showed up again and I felt inspired enough to write for hours. It's a sort of valuable experience for me but formulating it into comprehensible posts is quite a pain but I should get used to writing about these things anyway.
>i think from my current self they removing parts of me. as in personality, habits and parts of my self And back to the it will take too long to explain parts again. In spirituality there is a concept "The illusory nature of self". Which means most parts of you are not (You). They are usually genetic or environmental imprints and dumb ass patterns that you need to let go. I too had many experiences were I felt I am deleting my being but it turned out I am deleting my faulty parts finding my real parts and helping my real parts grow the way they should been all along. >creatures didnt attack me but they attacked everyone else from male students, female students, etc Now back to the "illusory nature of the self". Every person you meet creates a sort of subconscious tulpa in you mind. So when you meet that person you will remember what was your interaction with him and even if you don't notice you will act differently with different people and those people are sort of tulpas in your head. Those tulpas need to fucking die because they are not (You) and they need to stop pretending to be other people when they are actually (You) the whole time. Most issues human have usually come for social interactions. So the bad pattern holder is usually some tulpa in your head. School setting are common dreams because the modern human gets the most emotional/mental imprinting in those facilities since the industrial era. >kiss/bite my neck like vampires Yeah I too got those bites but for me they appeared physically >full energy and awareness Yeah it's an energy exchange way and better for them if you are awake. They would never let me see that because I start a rampage 99% of the times. But yeah they are sorta preparing your body for the "astral". >removing something but replacing it with their essence Yupp. That is what happening. >replaced my body parts with dragonic ones. eyeballs, fingers Huuuuh this will be a hard one to explain. Humans in the ancient times were more "dragonlike". No not reptilians. Like dragons but with similar DNA the dinosaurs had. That DNA is super powerful and I too had to realize my "Dragon Lord posture". That is a real magical powerhouse. Ofc the human body standards changed and we had to adapt to this monkey dragon chimera hybrid whatever we are currently sitting in. I too am a kinda ancient human so iktf. >like pic related
