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>replace my human family
Your human family is an extremely strong mental block. Not because they are evil but because as a human child your first duty is to do what your parents do or tell you. The most important pattern creators in the life of humans. I too had to "overcome" those things because my parents were not always the good pattern providers.
>toward aphrodite/venus
Yeah she represents the earth entity for you and the type of "love" humans have by being on earth. You need to find your love. She will probably guide you through that. (I want to explain what I mean but I am also bad at love. You better experience first hand. Your sisters will tell you when your love is misplaced anyways)
>males were amicable
This is a love lesson. Love happens between genders but there is the "brotherhood" kind of love (the not gay buttsex kind but actual friendship and how it plays out between males and how it can "break" and how it always breaks in human history) Love/hate is in the heart and moves/block quite a few energies of our being. You need to learn to love. Sadly the media likes to ruin love and makes us think love and lust is the same thing. It's different. Someone gets it at first while some needs many heartbreaks before they get it.
>got turned into a mermaid at some point
You need to learn to navigate the "endless seas of existence". I too had experiences with mermaids and with underwater places. They represent parts of the spiritual path. (Also yes when I said you incarnated as a fish I wasn't kidding. It seems it happened quite a lot)
>It's simple really, if you don't want to become me
That thing I said about your 73% consent of your being. At this dream she was your 72% of your being and you were like some other 22% the weak being pinned down part. If you find your "love" you can "love yourself" and merge with your "own will/body/being/soulcomplex". It's just your "human lenses" have hard time to accept that this thing can be (You). It's hard I know. Hard to merge some parts of you while some parts merge so easily it's unbelievable. Usually some mental blocks regrets and disbeliefs. What I found good is the "mental linking". You sit down with (her) and (You) go into a silent trance like state and gently connect your foreheads while trying to listen to the the thoughts that arise. That helps to reach a sort of consent type understanding about your nature and the issues you have to solve before you can accept yourself. She needs to accept you and you have to accept her. After you merge to the next level you will be able to see other issues and you can fix it together then later as one true mind.
You are doing progress but you need to slowly get that how you can get into a less "fighty" way with yourself. Punching you is a good energy exchange it's just... Hugs kisses and other body part connections are better.
Ask yourself sometimes (or her whichever feels more natural) that which parts of (You) is not accepting (her) or eachother.

>t-they do?
If that creeps you out then ask yourself why. For them it is like talking to someone telling them important things then it turns out the person was playing some game on their phone and was not paying attention the whole time. Hope you can understand their frustration with this example.
Also you need to get over that human fear of being watched. Many entities watch us all the time or can see into our past. The only reason we fear being watched because humans are gossipy and judgemental. For entities the things humans do are just human things. Like dogs smelling the butts of each other.