>>3949
>Yeah your nature seems to attract beings like that. Now I understand why your sisters were furious. I don't know what she noticed about you but she noticed something and made her curious.
I clearly recall talking to her about... things (of paranormal nature and her) because she had approached me in a dream(?) during the conversation it involved occult stuff and she claimed that she dabbled in it. also at some she was giggling and said "Hehe, your soul is mine" when i asked her if she really witch/did occult stuff she had been giving coy responses so i just didnt push the issue after that. So she wasn't ERPing after all huh?
>Ok good end. I will not look into this further then. This was some real turf war shit.
well the tl;dr: is
>we met in december and talked alot for a few months with some of the aforementioned things above, telling me that me approaching her was "fate", getting isekai'd with her, etc.
>around march she was playing some KMMO called lost ark that just released with a global version and more or less didnt speak with me in general
>as a result i became incredibly lethargic, increasingly being more "yandere" and depressed for that month onward
>visit from sisters(?) occurred and it was a weird dream involving the woman and i think she betrayed me(?) so i ghosted her for months
>something tells me to contact her again (can't remember if it was her or my sisters) this around june/july of last year i believe
>i message her and she asked what happened, she thought i left due to her not giving me attention (which is partly true, admittedly) but i said it involved my sisters
>expected her to tell me to fuck off or whatever but she strangely understanding, almost as if she knew that was the case from the very start.
>she then talked to me like i was a small child "Well, have you finally calmed down yet?". (i cant explain but the statement felt like a calm parent addressing their child in an understanding parent like way. i couldnt sense any passive aggresiveness or sarcasm in it
>she then explain she got more into playing the MMO and had irl shit like a job, so she would eventually not be online or around at anymore
>You interacted with a Shinto realm. As I said earlier your sisters had to go through many entities to finally find you. You really got lost in the maze. Shinto entities and realms are quite good at guiding the passage of souls. You belong to the princess then she can finally place you into a new world where you belong. Whatever you are "marked" she watches over you. I think this is the most positive experience that you wrote down so far. Thanks for sharing it. It really helps clearing up the image just how lost you are.
so thats what that was? it's not the first time i had a dream involving something heavily japanese like this, there was one other instance where i recall speaking very fluent japanese (that reminds me, i really need to start learning and speaking japanese again). I vaguely recall being in the body of a japanese woman in specific instance or another one at some point. but yeah, out of all that i remember the part where she marked my me clearly as well as the ownership
>yeah but if she doesn't say that you wouldn't have eaten it. They know what they have to say. (Like if she gave you that food and started choking on it without her saying it's a trial you wouldn't have eaten it for sure).