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>And back to the it will take too long to explain parts again. In spirituality there is a concept "The illusory nature of self". Which means most parts of you are not (You).
So i wasn't paranoid when i thought about certain things i did and why while saying in my head: "huh..? wait... this isn't like me, it doesnt feel like me and it doesnt feel like something that was born from me.."?
>They are usually genetic or environmental imprints and dumb ass patterns that you need to let go. I too had many experiences were I felt I am deleting my being but it turned out I am deleting my faulty parts finding my real parts and helping my real parts grow the way they should been all along.
Oh? so thats what most of it is..?
>Now back to the "illusory nature of the self". Every person you meet creates a sort of subconscious tulpa in you mind. So when you meet that person you will remember what was your interaction with him and even if you don't notice you will act differently with different people and those people are sort of tulpas in your head. Those tulpas need to fucking die because they are not (You) and they need to stop pretending to be other people when they are actually (You) the whole time.
ohhh... well, that might take a while due to how of the last interactions/discussions with those people ended but i'll do what i can
>Most issues human have usually come for social interactions. So the bad pattern holder is usually some tulpa in your head. School setting are common dreams because the modern human gets the most emotional/mental imprinting in those facilities since the industrial era.
they are? No wonder those dreams were so common.. i even had highschool related dreams when within my first year or so of college.
>Yeah I too got those bites but for me they appeared physically
they don't leave marks, probably out of consideration to my human family and because it would cause unnecessary attention. i think i forgot to mention it but it also happens when listening to asmr, its hard to explain it but i can tell, when listening to asmr and get sensations i can more or less pinpoint the source. something like whispering or licking/borderline lewd asmr SHOULD not give the kissing/biting on the neck like they do
>Yupp. That is what happening.
really? i can't really tell or recall any effects (i think)
>Yeah it's an energy exchange way and better for them if you are awake. They would never let me see that because I start a rampage 99% of the times. But yeah they are sorta preparing your body for the "astral".
i think that specific exchange has happened twice, as far as i can recall anyway
>Huuuuh this will be a hard one to explain. Humans in the ancient times were more "dragonlike". No not reptilians. Like dragons but with similar DNA the dinosaurs had. That DNA is super powerful and I too had to realize my "Dragon Lord posture". That is a real magical powerhouse. Ofc the human body standards changed and we had to adapt to this monkey dragon chimera hybrid whatever we are currently sitting in. I too am a kinda ancient human so iktf.
well, the dragonic parts were based on pic related (fate series/nasuverse interpretation of melusine in fate grand order, in this incarnation she was basically albion reborn into a fairy knight after rotting or some such.)