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>That thing I said about your 73% consent of your being. At this dream she was your 72% of your being and you were like some other 22% the weak being pinned down part. If you find your "love" you can "love yourself" and merge with your "own will/body/being/soulcomplex". It's just your "human lenses" have hard time to accept that this thing can be (You). It's hard I know. Hard to merge some parts of you while some parts merge so easily it's unbelievable. Usually some mental blocks regrets and disbeliefs. What I found good is the "mental linking". You sit down with (her) and (You) go into a silent trance like state and gently connect your foreheads while trying to listen to the the thoughts that arise. That helps to reach a sort of consent type understanding about your nature and the issues you have to solve before you can accept yourself. She needs to accept you and you have to accept her. After you merge to the next level you will be able to see other issues and you can fix it together then later as one true mind.
>You are doing progress but you need to slowly get that how you can get into a less "fighty" way with yourself. Punching you is a good energy exchange it's just... Hugs kisses and other body part connections are better.
>Ask yourself sometimes (or her whichever feels more natural) that which parts of (You) is not accepting (her) or eachother.
i guess the fighty part is more due to my sisters(?) and how they interact with me on their visits i guess?

>If that creeps you out then ask yourself why. For them it is like talking to someone telling them important things then it turns out the person was playing some game on their phone and was not paying attention the whole time. Hope you can understand their frustration with this example.
it doesn't really creep me out, it's just surprising. But yeah.. i... understand their issue a bit better now
>Also you need to get over that human fear of being watched. Many entities watch us all the time or can see into our past. The only reason we fear being watched because humans are gossipy and judgemental. For entities the things humans do are just human things. Like dogs smelling the butts of each other.
fair enough
>Try to talk to your sisters a little more. You are like a little kid that only pays attention when his mom is yelling because he almost ran front of a car again and doesn't understand why is mom always angry.
haha.... i'll try to talk with them and the goddess more. i usually wait until late at night to do that and sometimes i have difficulties telling if im actually hearing them or if im imagining things