>>4034
> i thought they had gotten most of the system from china..?
They have the same origin but China did not come up with those things on it's own. Yes there is that meme that whenever Japan invaded China or Korea they stole some kanji with them but... Whatever Calligraphy is an ancient art. It has higher spiritual appliances. If you feel a calling towards japanese go for it.

>>4034
>I was thinking about that mansion recently
It feels like an actual mansion and not an entire realm. Which means that it has no authority over the land. So yeah the land can change and invaders? hmm they don't feel like invaders. Belligerents is maybe a better word. Invaders want to "take it over" while belligerents are just there and hostile.
Oh. I got it. Just merely connecting or going there you leave a sort of "portal open" and that pathway needs to be cleansed and stabilized. It goes through some no man's lands and you need to kinda cleanse that.
Do not worry about it tho. Your firepower is more than enough to handle them and as you become her and fight you get accustomed to her and your powers even more. For being far away from that place for so long your punishment is a sort of springtime cleaning.

Also am glad if you can see that place as beautiful. I don't have your eyes so the most i can see is some structural analysis.

>putting strings into my current human body and it turning- rather, getting deconstructed and remade into the doll appearance.
Yeah you have to get used to moving your body. Try to feel what energies you can feel in the dream and if you can feel it IRL. Just slowly try bridge the worlds. I know you have it within you.