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>One last question. Do you understand what you are saying while speaking japanese? I mean can you comprehend it more or less?
Mhmm, I'm usually not that good at proper conjugation/sentence structure but can understand when I speak/listen to it. It's just weird because in those times I can speak and conjugate/structure things more or less fine

>IF humans have entities around and negative energy they usually have a little aggressive energy around them. Your energy feels gentle. (While I wanted to say your path will be also gentle it's just perspective for you it might feel crazy. I just compared it to the absolute insanity trial by fire paths. But then again you are still on earth so there might be more to it) And by maidenships I meant the Shinto priestesses. Shrine maidens usually. You didn't have a shrine tho.
Ah that makes things a bit clearer now. It'd be weird if I did have a shrine desu

>Wha? Who called it that?
I too have encountered something like that in my teens. For me it looked like a tall dude in full bandaged head who couldn't even see and blood poured from it. He had long limbs and claws. Just went there and felt how calm the place is and didn't want to make a fuss so just hanged around there.
Not sure, that's what the other students called it. I think I was the only one or atleast of the few who actually said hello to it and it waved back. Everyone else was either fearful or scornful toward it

>It's just an energy cleansing mechanism. If you have bad luck or aggressive energies it can be felt. It seems your "system" handles it with care and it is efficient. You have military grade lower chakras if that makes sense. (in non combatant mode)
Yeah, I can feel it when I have bad luck sometimes, makes me feel very... Weak when it happens

>I had a french nun past life. She managed to awaken. Sometimes appears in my dreams. Once she was explaining a concept. I completely understood everything she said. Then she finished it with the name of the concept. That concept was in french. When she said I seen the letters form with an elegant cursive writing front of me like she wrote it. Then I came to my mind. I said
> IS THAT FRENCH???
Now that I think I about it... It seems like I've been cycling between a mage, priestess and both. Atleast that what it feels like