>>4315
>i believe this took place at the mansion again, the interior was much bigger than i recall
>this time i had to kill a seemingly large infestation of bugs(?)

This is the "housecleaning" that I mentioned before. That mansion is a storage place/dimensional connector place of sorts that you used before but it is neglected and your current awakening is still incomplete and foreign entities can take it over. I even looked into the "bugs" if they are something symbolic or a parasite focused on you but nope. That is just a bug species which has a mentality of FREE REAL ESTATE LET'S MATE THERE. It's a make many offsprings no matter what typical bug. They don't even care about dangers. Don't even think of it.
>i managed to avoid the answering the question (which felt like the right choice of action)
Yeah in the path there is a thing where you have to understand to not speak about things that others either cannot comprehend or would disturb them for no real reason (or would pointlessly hinder you because they start to worry). Not the same way as "keeping a dirty secret" but in a not mentioning/bothering them with it kind of way. I too need to get the hang of it because there are some things that you cannot say (yet) while some things need to be said.

>some tunnels
Those were dimensional connectors. Your mansion and your current earth residence more or less.
>if she means my /dream/astral/true(?) body or my human body
All of them. It's a gentle process. More akin to helping them "connect". Spiritual anatomies are a whole other level of mess. I too am dealing with some currently.
>>4335
And about this entire greentext. Yes you survived many extinction events that took place on earth and you thought "this is it" where you can finally "go home" but it always turned out to be "Not the way home" so you returned to the "next earth phase" that happened. (it was the closest thing to home) I know BO just posted his take on this and he is not wrong but the history of "earth" or whatever we call this "mesh of dimensions we are currently perceiving" has an abhorrently long past and it has so many details it doesn't even fucking matter currently. This is why I am not posting my "versions" yet... even I am confused how things happened not to mention others reading them. But yeah we had giants. Current humans are malnourished manlets. We were giants once... some of us at least. Then they became obsolete af and they were hunted down. Not sure which giant space race you encountered tho. There are just too many.

>have been showing up for/to me as of late
While the "algorithms" are supposed to give you your "preferences" it's actually a crappy brainwashing/marketing tool and so broken influencing it is actually easy. But yeah slowly you have to "let go" of these things. Not easy I know The amount of hentai museum idea planes I visited in my dreams because of this attachment is almost crazy. I had to understand how I "see" them when my "addiction energies" are not "there" or how I look when they are there.