>>4450
>some things about my human family
Those things need to be healed. Family is the most important aspects humans have since birth and most patterns behaviors and experiences (including issues) come from them. Those things need to be fixed.
>i'd rather not disclose anything about right now
Yeah those experiences and ways we can heal them will get personal and cathartic especially when you fix deep issues that plagued you since birth but you weren't consciously aware of it because it was always there. Hard to talk about those ;_;


>called a reshef of destruction
>next to forbidden memories

Hahahahahaha. Hope you are getting the the symbolism here.
Reshef is an actual deity too. Point is Yugioh had Egyptian themes and because you have fond memories of it it is a good "merging point". Quite the good one tbh.

>for whatever reason i was able to immediately memorize the number without any issues at all
Truth is we have all the memories stored within us in one way or an another but recalling all of them is not efficient. But if we have a good energetic attachment to or a deeper meaning...
>38033121
3 is a great number it usually means divinity in many ways.