>Your focus is shifting and evolving.
i see..
>The way we "learn" nowadays is quite unnatural. Humans did not learn this way the way we learn in the last 2-3 centuries. If you connect with older past lives or identities they will need to learn to be (current) human and reinvent how they "learn". I know what you mean. I too was in a "daze" because my energies were not the way they should. You have to reinvent the wheel. While it feels redundant a carriage from the bronze age and a Formula 1 car both have wheels but they are not the same wheels at all. They changed and evolved but they are still wheels. Thinking processes are this way too.
In my country we call the way academics teach the "Prussian way". The textbooks upon textbooks and dry teaching method that has a hard time to stick. I too had some abhorrently dry professors too so I made sure I went into every class (tho in some I felt asleep halfway) because I had to figure out how that person thinks so I can understand what are the important parts of the lesson and what is just filler. Such a rudimentary way we learn nowadays it's crazy. Especially if you have to learn from people that do nothing but smell their own farts for decades.
i think i sort of understand, there are some things i learn where it feels almost instinctive/inherent whereas other times i actually have do it by hand or watching people. for some reason when i can learn certain things from watching people i get weird looks, almost as if its uncommon i guess