>>4479
>Oh no...
rith?
>have the kind of obsession
Yeah I know... this is why I dropped it. My life is to busy so I cannot do it without constantly getting distracted. And that just ruins everything.
>what is considered best practice in each field
Having enough money to hire programmers that make you enough money so you never have to deal with programmers again! That's the Bill Gates way... Anything below that is "worse practice"...
>you are expected to use
yupp
>I still realize I missed out on a lot of basics which are considered common knowledge professionally.
I am literally this way with every "field". This is why I keep a bunch of "reality check" normies around me. To remind myself how others think and who I should adjust towards to not deviate into a plane of existence only I can understand. While it is fun to be there and have specific uses for me it just makes you into something no one can comprehend and you either become a self absorbed hermit that doesn't care or you get all the negative effects that loneliness and being an outsider can cause. The worst part of being an outsider is usually that people hate outsiders by default. In the beginning I thought being a true hermit is impossible. Now I know that it's possible but it's just pointless. Talking to entities or people is the same. They are all can be weird on their own ways anyway.

>>4480
>not wanting to look at it
Okay my "looking at it" sometimes is the same as putting my dick into an electric outlet because I am bad at "merely glancing" at things.
>to avoid it to not be tainted
That is one part but the other part is that for me it is like "poking a hornet's nest". Poke it then poke further then it sets on fire then it falls off burns down the neighbors house then it turns out that fire actually came from the forest and I am just wondering did it really??? Then some entities thank me for burning down the house while I am just wondering that what the fuck just happened. Why were the hornets even experimenting with fire. Then I get a hour long lecture how hornets learned the fire from the frogs millenniums ago and I am not even sure what am I doing anymore.