Sunflower 10/15/2023 (Sun) 19:20 Id: dc1b89 No.4586 del
Things were a bit muddled(?) I don't think it was my sisters being sold visitors to me this week (atleast that's the feeling I got). One visit involved being taken to some weird dimension that was hosting a buffet type thingy. In this a lot of people in suits (they were male iirc) kept trying to offer me pizza, it wasnt regular pizza but something was off about it. But out of all of the "people" in this weird dimension there was a lady who looked like proto Merlin from fgo (the white haired elf looking in the pics here), she kept smiling and glancing at me in particular, offering me white cake for some reason. Things are a tad fuzzy but I remember getting charmed(?) Or atleast willingly receiving the cake from her and she smiled, making seem like I made kind of correct choice in her eyes I guess. Everything else is a tad fuzzy after that apart from the fact she took me somewhere with her.. i think. A few nights ago, I think I got turned into a miko or atleast some kind of shrine maiden with an outfit that was a blend of pic related and Yuna's outfit from FFX. I remember getting followed around, well it almost felt like being sought after by two males and there was also another girl who I think was probably one of my sister or that princess(?) I remember being somewhat spooked and unsure because I didn't know who any of them were and the two guys were really... Attractive for some reason. They decided to stop and block me at a wall before I went to some temple or some other places and the girl could manifest in a physical form and astral/spirit form because she hugged and cradled me at some point. All 3 individuals seemed to be working with each other/together, atleast in the context of keeping me with them, preventing me from leaving or getting taken somewhere it felt like.

Also it was mentioned a week or so ago how I'm still subconsciously seeing my human home on earth as my real home but I think it's somewhat changing. Lately I had been thinking thoughts of "I'm in this world partake of the pleasures in this world +gacha, anime, etc) but I'm not of this world" those thoughts had been coming a bit more often. All of a sudden my grandmother had been reminding of that too via the occasional Bible study things she has me do with her that I mentioned before. She had also she felt a strong urgency to say such things to on Friday. Maybe Im slowly accepting that this plahet isn't my true home subconsciously and it's nore like rental/vacation condo or something to that affect idk anymore

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Np!