>>4629
It sounds like you got the next body layer.
>powered based on what you believe in
Now you have mental access to your inter-dimensional body form. Before this it was done by other (You) now slowly you have to comprehend how you do these things.

>i had to deep dive inside myself to find something
Keep doing that. Things will get kinda out of world from now on and you have to "Get" the part of your being which comprehends it.
>Catalyst of a catalyst
Nice. If this keeps up you will have more control over your existence and not just the mundane (You) doing the IRL stuff then other (You) going into sister doll mode and doing things that feel like they are beyond your control but you will understand what is happening.
>some boya
I think you meant boys and yeah you will slowly have to get in touch with the "Masculine parts" of your being... I just looked into what those are and hoo boy. No wonder you were in a female form a lot in the past. But don't worry what it is it doesn't matter. What matters how it will appear.
Hard to explain but you sorta kept your "masculine parts" as a sort of unmanifested force so you can manifest from it whenever you needed some weapon or skill. So instead of having ceramics in your kitchen you just had a big bowl of wet clay because you could make anything from it that you needed within seconds.
>Catalyst of a catalyst
Truly a good name for it. Don't even know how could I describe it better.

>>4622
/haven/ the pre sunflower board got deleted because the fringe smiley association too and all the fringes not just died before it but even got deleted from the archives. Like when some totally not glowie started to post child clothing models and reported the site for pedoshit and it ofc worked. So much drama. But this is what happens when half the people use the place for "loosh farming operations". Don't get surprised when you fill up the place with low energy and hostile karma uses it as a nest