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Following this, I gathered everyone for a session to create another elevation collectively, using the form which I had internalized. It worked beyond expectations, the meaning of this was more than I expected, but at this level it can't really be shared via text anymore. It has to be performed, and it has to be personal. I guess this is why societies are formed.

I don't like the word "society" as it is being used, when used in the meaning of "community", or "a gathering which we created to be social inside". I see now that all of those, the reason I don't like them is that they are someone else's ritual, a very large one, and it does things I don't agree with. It has nothing to do with the concept of "community" or "society" itself. But these concepts have become synonymous with the current doctrine's use of the collective gathering. It's not lacking in ockult meaning, it has a meaning which is detrimental to my values and everything I consider just and decent.