>Did something happen with the crows tho?
nothing really happened from what i recalled, i can't remember if i actually managed to contact them or what

>Hmmm. Can you tell more about this. Some of them might come from traumas mental blocks or other weirdness. Tho I think you will be able to overcome them so if you don't feel like talking about it's not important.
my body reacts on its own without my input, for instance back in highschool my teacher tossed me something and my left hand was able to perfectly catch it without any input from my, however my mind was saying to catch it with the right hand. it's happened alot in fighting games whenever i would try to react to move, my body would just stand in place and wouldnt listen to the command to react. stuff like me spacing out and reacting way too late. a current example would be today when i was playing yugioh
>opponent beat me on game 1 because had two monsters of an identical level on the field did something with it
>game 2 had a similar gamestate but this time i had a counter for it
>for whatever reason my mind let them do the accept same play and they one shot me on their turn
>didn't realize what happened until the battle phase started
>got called a retard, etc. etc. afterward
a lot of that and a weird feeling of lag

>The important thing is truly letting go of a relationship"lust" or placing it into an another world
im confused by what you meant by sending it into another world