>>5423
>>5424
"Hindus" have a sort of "racial contract" with spirits that they will reincarnate within their race and caste as long they keep their caste "pure". Like the Dalai Lama has some super spirit waifu that makes him reincarnate with the buddhist teachings he learned already. But let's not talk about him because I am not sure he knows what exactly he is doing nowadays or this is some high level ALL ACCORDING TO KEIKAKU thing. At some levels this is no easy thing to conclude.
>karma and gravity or whatever
Your "real problem" is that your "origin place" doesn't have "karmagravity" so you will not "float there by default" so the next "karmagravityplace" will be earth or "earth adjacent". Your sisters are trying to make sure that you are within "their field of vision" but otherwise they can't do much. You have to walk the path by yourself. It will be your decision in the end.

And as I wrote my longpost it seems it got confirmed while you posted this >>5437
>(the other version of me didnt this time)
You are not just "assimilating" but merging. Which means you are not always "seeing" that you are one and the same person but with different appearances/clothes on.
>they "love me" (the girl, not my sisters) and it flipped a switch again
You are walking the "path of love" so you have to understand all aspects of love and realize how it connects everything why you crave and fear love and what is "real love" and why you really love your sisters and how you truly I said TRULY want to stay and leave with them. Now you are not just a weapon turned into companion soul but via the long journey you had you acquired free will and self aware feelings towards the world and the current mundane feelings you have are and are not you also. The illusory nature of the self. What feelings belong to (You) what feelings are just from your libido and what are the things that you TRULY LOVE. You will have to explain this to all aspects of your inner being and
>similar situation to this came up albeit it wasnt as nuclear compared to then
You will have to solve it calmly and gently and not as a "freakout" because a "freakout" does not heal the scars... I know that from experience :(
Your sisters are "giving you the choice" so that you pick "them" or go back being a mere mortal in this plane of existence. In the end they can no longer nudge you to take their side. You will have to choose them by yourself. With that all your "attachments"/earthy desires will break/fade and you will have to maintain and create the attachment towards your sisters and towards to "The Great Beyond".


And I managed to write a whole bunch of stuff again. Hope it's somewhat at least comprehensible.