>>5440
>that a few people pointed out
Who are those "few people". Your sisters are approving their advice? Because I know they were looking for "guides in the flesh" but was not sure how well it turned out.

>>5440
>"Love me as i(?) kill you"
That is supposed to create the "gravity" but the correct one is the Love me as much it kills you. With that the attachment creates itself and you get reborn "in love" instantly.
"Sex" is about "Death and Rebirth" also but I cannot talk about this much now

I managed to force shutdown the laptop with my energies while writing again. Need to calm down a little.

>>5441
>first i thought it was just some ERP thing
same

>just something i know and FEEL deep down
Yeah your feelings are at the right place they just need to become a little stronger and more "proper" energywise. The kind that makes "miracles".