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>I don't mind you reporting it nor I think the board is bothered by it but the more progress you don't mention the less sure I get from the overall picture of your development. So if your reporting is too sparse then the only person who has chance to figure out what is happening is (You)
fair enough, i usuall try to balance my reports when something major happens because reporting the smallest things constantly tiring (not for me per se, but for everyone else) and there are also some things i'm not... comfortable with disclosing sometimes and me trying to learn/do things on my own isntead of doing the spiritual/equivalent of begging. its silly, i know but i still try to be considerate for others

>is some person who had influence upon you while growing up and you "hold him dearly/in high regard" while in actuality he is a disgusting person. It doesn't feel like your mundane self.
there's only person that i can remember who i did something like that for but when i met him i was around uhhhh 17 or 18 and it was through my fighting game endeavours back then. I havent spoke to that person in 4-6(?) years now since he disappeared, he came back within that period to be a streamer and stuff but whenever i or someone else tried contacting him he never responded so i stopped bother

>They usually represent the "Immune system" of a place. While I think it was an another dimension there is also places within the body that work with this logic. Think of Hataraku Saibou anime.
yeah it was basically that anime but replace it with people dressed up like the STARS members from RE

>There are "toxic karma dimensions". I also encountered a lot in the start.
>Toxicity creates mutation and irregular growths. The body the energies have no way to handle the growth of cells and it happens not just physically but metaphysically.
i know its cringe as helll to reference but i vaguely recall rick and morty having episode involving that concept

>To my pic related? To Lancer Seibah? To the Saber that lost his "self" so (s)he can be the "purest being"? To be perfect? Which means the next step is "recovering yourself within perfection". Like how (s)he realized who (s)he is after getting Excalibur back. That is my take. Try to get in touch with your body and understand it's evolution.
yeah it was her. Not only did the body feel like one i was meant to have/meant for me.. it also felt more natural and fitting for me than my doll body. personality wise in that body, i was more compaasionate, motherly, supportive, etc. i didnt feel.. blank