>>5613
>was already "eating"
You literally suffocated from it. You literally killed the thing that made you the "worst version of yourself". Egregores like these do an energy exchange they eat you as you eat it. It's mutual. It's like being in a room and it becomes smelly because the people who are in it are smelly by default. Then everyone who goes into that room becomes smelly because the room was smelly. The more "stinky" an egregore is the more influence it has on others and then the influenced reinforces it. If you don't oppose it it becomes stronger. Then you have to build strength to erase it or it will drain you forever. We call it "toxic" at that level but toxicity feels unnatural so we don't notice it because we are used to it. Also leftards call everything toxic but themselves nowadays so that term also warped it's meaning.

K it's getting late