Sunflower
02/18/2024 (Sun) 21:32
Id: 5a4c15
No.6316
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>>6295>I don't see death as the end of someone's journey. Death is an act of transformation. Everyone dies every day. Small deaths and large deaths.So far so good but what I want is not the death but the renewal and the resurrection and initiating that.
>Great changes require a great cost.Now this is the thing. "Great cost" is relative. While for some it is something they might not accumulate through lifetimes some just "get it" and can distribute it "for those who can see and hear"
>I understand not throwing a viper into someone's bed to rouse them. But if they are rendered comatose at the sight of the viper? Maybe their mind was not worth holding on to in the first place, if it melts at the mere glimpse of such Light. And as for psychosis. I'd say that a bit of psychic chaos is good for the soul every once in a while.This is the interesting thing that I had to experience IRL. I met a schizo who claimed to be Zeus once. He had quite the overwhelming etheric energy but it was dirty. It was like something shat into clean etheric energies. I never experienced that someone is "dominating" my energy field around me. Was weird. Then he started to spout a bunch of bluepilled nonsense how I am a schizo and I might need to take meds like him and how other schizos are always mean to him and such. I noticed the being the source of the energies above him. I thought it is his higher self which is unable to manifest because the meds he is taking. I also noticed his flesh body is making a barrier that the etheric entity is unable to break. So I "helped" a little. Broke the veil. Was quite good at breaking things at that stage. Welp... Zeus-kun managed to lost control over his body had the absolute breakdown almost bit his own tongue and I noticed that the large blue being is actually... eating him. And has a face akin to those pig faced demonic entities you can see in folklore sometimes. Was wondering maaaaybe this was not his higher self? That doubt just gave me a large energetic recoil too and also started to lose control over some of my body parts because I was the main point that connected the "worlds". Then his "God" appeared and said.
>I am glad you just found your own power but can you please refrain from meddling in the paths of others without knowing what you are doingTook me weeks fixing that mess. Since that I am far more cautious and know how "breaking barriers" is not an awakening procedure that "works" for everyone because the problem is that with the right tools with the right place and with the right time everyone can be awakened. But it must be not hasty nor forced because sometimes you just break something that will just become a scar tissue instead of "opening on it's own" as it should. You cannot force the flowers to bloom with your hands. They need to grow via the right circumstances. You can provide those circumstances but in the end the flower will grow and bloom on it's own.
>And as for psychosis. I'd say that a bit of psychic chaos is good for the soul every once in a while.This is the problem. Those who are on "Meds" are unable to develop their psyche for further awakening. Meds inhibit many parts of their psyche and body and every type of "awakening type" will just short circuit into insanity. And the worst part? Those meds are addictive so if a schizo throws away the meds he will have to get through the withdrawal symptoms first then start properly walking the path without falling into the same pitfalls. And can't even ask for "help" because those who "think" they are "helping" are just ruining everything and force them into the worst version of mundanity. This is the problem. Those schizos could and can awaken but not with this "society" around their neck "leading" them into the worst pit of despair.