I had been taking some time to reflect on the chores my sisters had me do that i mentioned before; attacking some black mage grunts and harvesting the weird power gems from their body. i think they were right; i was too locked into my "default" side of not hurting people when i approached these insects with humanoid features, they seemed sentient but not really (atleast from what i recall), i am to be more thorough in my "executions" i suppose. My speech has been changing somewhat verbally speaking is a different matter because i keep stuttering and stumbling on my words but thats not related to this.. probably We talked about this before but recent, after a few months of not doing anything in it; i picked fgo back up again since the anniversary was starting. as you told me before with my luck and how the actual entities/gods/historical figures do attempt to contact to people through it as one of many channels. I noticed something a tad.. strange (not that i meant). there was a new servant that came out in celebration for the anniversary; space ereshkigal. a new alt of ereshkigal, her summmon animation came out with blue flames and came unusually fast even for my luck(?) in like 2 rolls. but apart from that, i feel that i am getting targeted (maybe not the correct word here) by greek deities/entities because in another celebratory/paid gacha thing that they did again this year. this is the second time i've gotten a greek a servant from it. this time it was artemis and circe, the first time was europa. typically i'd just shrug it off but i felt a very strange... sensation. it was not negative however