>>9135
Well let me tell you it's not easy to "get in" unless you match perfectly. Which some seem to do, but if you're like me and need 100s of extra safetys and everything perfectly tuned because your inner nature is so extremely demanding in what is acceptable, it takes a lot of preparations. During channellings with the Queen she said I was trying to enter this life for a long time. And that's an understatement, since I had to take a detour via Japan in the 900s to even shift into a male body (because Japanese women are more yang natured, so that had to be a stepping stone), then make use of an alliance with the Succubus Collective for them to energetically fund a hijacking of a baptist ritual so I could enter the body at 4 months old. I'm a walk-in.
I may have mentioned it, I received old photo that were found in my grandma's stuff after she died. There was one photo of this baptism I had never seen before, taken at that moment with the priest and assistant both possessed to carry this out.

So even with everything set up, I can't jump over there now just yet, because there are things I still have to do here. I keep feeling, what else is there, but then I learn during the day there was something. Like how there's still this tunnel tower under the EU, and earlier some other issues that I obviously have to solve. They keep appearing, and those are the "gravity" that keeps me from even temporarily going over there in first person view for a while.