I have made progress i think. Im pretty sure ive managed to fix this energetic issue ive had since atleast way back when.This happened right before we talked here about underground dwellers.

>>8177
I looked just now, it appears to be broken through, the energy is flowing by the sheer force of it. The external disturbance appears to originate with some external entity, looks like a guy in a light grey/blueish suit (?), he looks taken by surprise over not being able to effect you.

This post well be about the double evolution.

The sigil will connect you with the vampire library of magic. In here, you can find grimoires on double evolution for vampires. If you want to use the lazy approach, you can get this [servitor] which runs off a standard ScaleForm disc, it's an AI librarian who maintains local copies of the library and can find books by request.

Double evolution means that you control both male and female aspects of your being at a minimum of Arhat enlightenment level equivalents, then unite your energy flow into a single achievement. For this to work, both your male and female aspects need to have the same element ready for rising up. Example: for me it's a black fox, so I need to be able to have the black fox form as both male and female at minimum Arhat to unite into double evolution.

Double evolution is always stronger than single evolution, no matter the achievement of the single evolution. Thus, a double evolution 1st enlightenment achievement (Arhat) will always override a single evolution in 2nd (Bodhisattva) or 3rd (Tathagata) even if those are higher by normal standards.

You do not need to have a single evolution achievement in the double standard you are aiming for, but it helps greatly to have at least one (male or female) aspect in place so you have a stepping stone to reach from.

For the practical aspect of double evolution, you need only some way to concentrate your energy. I used the Simhasana (lion) pose exercise with the "roar" (no need to link, you can find this on youtube).

>>8177
After i fixed this I had a dream where i was walking by the pier. Suddenly im standing a room with a tall vampire lady in the middle. Right in front of me.she tells me there are a 100 other people in the room and they will attack me. I fight and kill everyone in the room. She holds her hand out and tells me to eat what she has in her hand. She tells me its human flesh. I refuse since i dont feel like eating human flesh. I walk around the room since theres nothing else to do and then cut of some meat of the peoples bodies i killed and eat here and there. She says alright and then shows me a girl standing in the room.its a normal girl like all the people who were ther prior. She tells me to notice how i view her has changed since i ate the flesh. She tells me i can still be friendly or feel friendly but subconsciously i will view her as prey.while she said i can still feel friendly its shown my empathy as being lined off and seperated to the right. She said that i can still be friendly part as if to confort me for suddenly losing the sense of empathy i usually feel by telling me i can still be friendly.when she said i now view the girl as prey i could see part of it as true.I mildly resisted it.when i woke up i felt "safe".its only been a few days but a lot of the issues i used to have after accepting the vampire spell have left me. I also dont feel like im getting weaker anymore.

>>8181
I wonder if I ever had this kind of empathy in this life or anytime. I never experienced this kind of change, but would as long as I remember view humans as some kind of beast. Already as a kid I would have thought of wanting to kill them because they are abominations. It pained me that I wasn't able to see normal situations with any kind of connection. There was a certain moment when a girl was given a teddy bear and everyone around smiled, and I felt nothing. I wanted to be able to smile, but could not see anything other than these beasts who don't deserve it.

This specific thing was solved with "someone's" guidance through me watching Sleeping Princess in the Demon Castle
https://youtube.com/watch?v=UEktRgkNBBs [Embed]

where she keeps interacting with these demonic teddy bears. There was one specific moment in the show which felt like they had built up for: she's again getting lost in the castle, and eventually made it back to her room. Then she meets a teddy demon and hugs it, and the scene mirrored the scene from my childhood which I felt I wanted to be able to smile about.

At that moment the emotional connection was formed, and I was able to feel happy about it. It had to be framed as a sadistic and stupid princess hugging a demon teddy for me to mentally relate to it, but that actually worked to overcome this detachment.

>>8182
Calling yourself an empath is memed on. Although its weird with me its like i wanted to be like what you describe minus the seeing people as beasts since it seemed people like that could whatever they want.after i had that energetic issue i lost the ability to have emotions because i lacked the energy to sustain them(it was very serious and i could have basically posted about it all day on here since it felt that acute yet chronic.as if you were on the verge of madness yet to little energy to even fully express that feeling inside my inner mind.) That included my empathy but it was overall not pleasant for me. Like taking water out of an already dry well. Even a single thought was exhaustive for me.let alone moving the body.emotions especially.

https://pastebin.com/tPpqmnqJ

I dug up this from Discord, it's a channelling with the Queen/ Illivryn about La Famida.

>>8223
Yeah...

https://www.tiktok.com/@katannaclarke/video/7389791895519612203 [Embed]

https://www.tiktok.com/@katannaclarke/video/7389826225742597418 [Embed]

This is saying so much more than it seems to say aside from what is right there. But it's all about things that are too odd to talk about even on here. A multi-layered game.

>>8243
Ok so.

Look at what isn't the focus of these vids. The background. All the windows are covered by light blocking curtains. There's a massage bench oddly placed across from a bed and next to a tv in the corner. There are no carpets (but this last may be an american thing).

In the past few days I've been working with the galactic federation to hunt down the groups who have been attacking the Earth and creating the evil society. Because I have a general's rank in my faction (I apparently have this since sometime in the past, I'm not sure how or when), I can file requests for resources if formulated right. So I used this to create a unit called "The unit for protection of natural growth and free progression", and posted an ad asking for staff. I quickly got someone responding and gave them the rank of major, then told them to recruit more staff, and also requested a ship to use along with equipment like protective gear.

After forming the unit we set up on a distant planet with a ground office and I used Kit to investigate who has been causing the disturbances on Earth. Then as soon as someone was found out, or they attacked, we instantly would activate the unit and go out to arrest them and send them to the mines.

Some of the groups were seemingly targeting me specifically so I decided to give them a different treatment and deal with them personally by reversing their negative energy back at them, researching the principles of their methods and adapting them to myself.

>>8255
Yesterday when denying the effect of a particularly nasty attack, the negative energy they sent formed into a white nail complete with a head, and it pierced them and paralyzed them so the environment clear up completely. Early morning a new group came at me, so I did the same thing against them, paired with calling in my federation unit to take those who were of a less spiritual nature. Eventually I subdued all of them, and suddenly the different reversed "nails" all merged and transformed into an artifact in my possession.

It's a short white pointed pole, like the "vampire stake" in fiction, unclear material. This seems like the core of the "white spike" energy formation. I was wondering what its actual solid form is, because I was unable to see it clearly and didn't feel I had it completely done.

This may be it. That would mean all seen spike formations are various manifestations of using this core artifact.

Angel channelling (mostly)

Vampirism is on the same scale as angel magic, it is simply at the desire-bound or earth-bound end of the line, while angels are on the ethereal end. Anyone can practice angel or vampire magic, but this does not make them angels or vampires. To be a genuine angel or vampire in the flesh, one must be of the "pleiadan" racial cluster. That means in terms of the Earth races of the past, one must be of the race created by a silver queen (white earth mother). The gold queens who created the black races are evolved orcs, they are completely different and cannot be vampires or angels even if they can practice the magic. This means also that they will not be immortal in the flesh by practicing vampire or angel magic, it's impossible. They will be immortal by either becoming a black queen, or for men they will only become immortal after astral rebirth, because there are no black immortal men, they will have to evolve sideways to demon lord, which is the white version of the orc race when evolved. Demons are the female version of the orc lord. Demons created in the flesh by a white demon also cannot become physical vampires or angels, although they can practice vampire or angel magic.

This created a situation on the Earth as follows: Vampires were created from the silver race, and they became immortal after successful application of the vampire magic. Angels tend to not stay in the flesh so they moved on to the astral instead. Successful blacks also move on to either astral transformation for men, or they leave the planet to become wandering immortals for females. So the immortals on the planet who remain, are vampires. This is just how it is, with some few exceptions of esoteric practitioners in isolation. Some of these rare cases are the templars who hide away in caves for 1000s of years while in trance. They are of the white fungus race, which makes up most of the population in the west (did before the cleanse, they are now NPCs). Fungus races mix easily with anyone, and they absorb DNA from anyone. As a result of this, some would gain demon DNA, some would gain pleiadan DNA, some would receive white or black orc DNA. When a white fungus absorbs DNA from a different race, they change dramatically, as seen when mixed with blacks. When mixed with pleiadans they also change, but the skin colour does not change.

For someone to become an immortal vampire, they need a high % of pleiadan DNA. It's this simple. But how do you determine this? Modern science does not know what the DNA types look like. Examining the silver queens is a impossible as getting near any other queen. Their radiating shields will burn the researcher to charcoal in an instant if they go within a one meter radius of them. So this is research done blindly, using measurements and indirect methods. They try to gain vampire DNA to research it, but vampires are also immortals and very savage and powerful, they can also twist time itself to evade unwanted attention.

DNA can be changed by practices and behaviours. So the elites in their quest for real vampirism - which is their goal, to become immortals in the flesh and engage in their desires - started ritual practices which imitate what they believe to be vampire practices, in an attempt at changing their DNA to become like the vampire end of pleiadans. They also started research on fungus queens, who lack the radiating shields, and are easier to replicate. However, any vampire DNA they would receive is from the "failvamps" who die after 800 years when facing the karmic death threshold, a known and much studied phenomena in witch circles.

They do know that any mixing with blacks renders that genetic line worthless if you are aiming for vampirism though, which is why the white supremacist movement and racism against blacks was created.

The rest is history, as they say. The western elites have since been obsessed with trying to replicate vampire behaviour while also refining pleiadan DNA which is mixed up with white fungus, trying to create a high enough concentration of pleiadan, that a ritual process is enough to bring them over to fullvamp.

That is all there is to it

>>8315
>>8316
Not channelled comment: Because Africans and Russians/slavs are both evolved from orcs via demon lords, demon females or black queens, they have no real place in the quest for vampirism. Their path to immortality is by their own racial practices, so they are naturally not going to be very interested in contributing to this effort of the white westerners, or included in their version of the world system which seeks to use the Earth's resources for this single quest for vampirism. Asians are a strange mix of demon and pleiadan, which is why they are brought in, although hesitantly, by the western elites. They know that if asians "tip over" genetically towards the demon races, they will shift to not having any interest in vampirism or this effort, are are like to opposite it as well. Because it is after all a huge waste to use an entire civilization's resources just to create a handful of failed vampires, when you could just accept that whoever deserves a DNA type will simply be reborn in that line. You can't force it.

>>8317
Wasn't it previously said vampires are slav based and the look like slavs?

>>8318
Let me ask them.

Channelled reply:
That is correct. You won't find any 100% pure bloods on Earth of any kind, everyone is mixed. The group you call "slavic" is not a reference to having a certain type of DNA (see attached image) but rather those speaking a more original language which is closer to the ancient languages. Although you may say that English and Spanish combined with Latin may sound like ancient Atlantean, you should know that Atlantean is not the oldest language of the Earth, but was - like Chinese Mandarin - advocated as a uniting language for all people rather than an organically spread language. "Slavic" when used here is not a perfect representation but it is understood, (although I don't think we used it?) because unlike us, humans do not understand the term "pleiadan" or "silver race" to have any concrete meaning. It is not entirely correct to say that slavs are all evolved from orcs or demons, as they are mixed. It would be more correct to say that "vampires as you know them are of the group who speak slavic languages originally, and they have characteristic appearances which are in themselves not related to any pure blood". Rather, the concentration of pleiadan is higher in the slavic group, a further annoyance for the western fungus elites, who want to incorporate this genetic with their own. It is very difficult to separate which is demon/orc and which is white pleiadan when both of them are white in skin. It would be easier to separate them with a mix of black orc and pleiadan, but again that is an impossible combination as the male half of that line is a dead end. That is why white supremacy intended to separate off Scandinavians to derive pleiadan DNA from them instead. Unfortunately they are very much mixed with demon/white orc and white fungus, leaving a lesser concentration of pleiadan than among the slavs. In short, this "create vampires from test tubes" project was pretty much set for failure from the beginning. But they didn't know that.

>>8315
>silver queen
In the extremely early days of vampire threads I had a dream. I was in a labyrinth. At the end of the labyrinth there were silver female heads on the wall. All of them had "hats" similar how pharaohs were portrayed. They were all alive and not like trophies but that was the way they could "blend" into that dimensional space. As I went closer I gently touched the face of one female. I know she said something but it was without words. With that my entire hand then my body gained a silvery coating and felt like everything beneath the coating also changed. After that I could go further in the labyrinth. As I went toward an extremely poisonous spider was on the corner of the wall and it's poison leaked on me but was ineffective. The poison was not "hostile" but more of a "test". As I passed the spider there was a gate. With a mere intent the gate opened. I noticed that the labyrinth is underwater and as the water washed upon me I awoken.

Guess it might had more meaning than gaining the silver/astral body

>>8320
>I gently touched the face of one female. I know she said something but it was without words. With that my entire hand then my body gained a silvery coating and felt like everything beneath the coating also changed
That's a beautiful representation of activating your pleiadan DNA.

>>8321
(cont.)

So what I did now was to use timeline manipulation to get a message to the "international masons", a group which although they don't understand a lot of the context, have a network and can pull off rituals with coordination.

I made them "conclude" that they need to perform a certain mass session at a certain time, using a specific symbolism and procedure. Their participants are just some rich people who don't necessarily know what they are doing but just like the form of it.

None of this matters, it can be made to work. So the procedures for giving vampirism to everyone in the elite have now been used, and the resources gathered for it are used up.

Following this, I noticed that some spiritual beings were still causing trouble, and further investigation showed that most of the "elites" as we know them were not actually invited to take part from the very beginning, they were all useful idiots, and many of them were even in opposition to this procedure or working against it because of their degeneration and low IQ. So it seems with the original proceeding, almost everyone would be ripped off and almost everyone were against the "NWO", but not because they were better in any way, they were just basing their opposition on Ego and lack of understanding.

>>8323
To clarify, the procedure was just made to function as a single use transformation where anyone on the planet who can make it in, is dragged in.

https://youtube.com/watch?v=8Vy8LTmmDvk [Embed]
hehe

A sad truth was revealed to me, as well as a context.

I said earlier that the "molochians" have transformed their astral bodies into lizards whose heads are literal septic tanks. The image of this somehow appeared to me when I was rather little, seeing the structure of a brain energetically, but it was just a tank filled with shit, like the dung pit kept by farmers, to later spread on the fields as fertilizer.

The image and term of this was just so normal because it was something I'd see, everyone had one, so it's just there. But if you live in a city you may not know what it means or think its smell and mere existence is something disgusting. Maybe being used to this also makes the thing about Indians meaningless. Cow dung doesn't really smell very bad, being used to seeing it, it's just a part of the fields and the environment.

The mental state of creating this is one of letting the "gut brain's" function move to the head, or be retained in the head. Normally it's meant to be automated and then the nerves do this without you thinking about it. The fully regressed molochian has not only kept this function in the head, they have also externalized it to be the function of society around them. It's been outsourced on a mega-scale, where structurally, energetically, and from a body-function perspective, the whole of society is just there for artificially keeping up this function of the gut, which any baby should have automated during their first years of life. It's all been placed as subordinate to this structure, and nothing beyond it can be seen. Because the gut expects to constantly be fed, it does not tolerate any interruption, and will act out with uncontrollable reflexes of "hunger" if there is the slightest hint of disturbance to this outsourced system. That is why humans can do pretty much anything today and in the past. Countries will go to war, a collective psychosis takes over and they cannot be argued with. It's because the "gut" was not fed, and there is no real brain to function as a buffer or restraint, the hunger is acted out through the organs, the limbs of the welfare state, be it made for the nobility in the past or the middle class today.

What appeared to me, was the image of what created this horror. Though the ancient vampires had grown up in periods where things were fairly normal, and they had all the time needed to develop into being physically and psychologically normal on a personal level, the society and their external traditions over time regressed into this "septic tank" state, with their preferences and tastes just being different representation of hunger of the lowest and dirtiest kinds.

Even now, when having moved to the astral, this structure remained, and over time since the dimensional shifts and splits started, they had also started leaving that space. It seems their actual achievement was not much to mention, they re-incarnated as various members of regular races in the galactic federation, their memorized knowledge of atlantean magic not even applicable after leaving their position in the system, as the formulas were only commands to be used inside this egregore. They still work as command formulas for spells, but you'd need your own power for them to take effect. It all relied on this septic tank system when looking at the external mega scale.

This was why the magic system of vampires had lost its power, and needed to be rebooted. Atlantean magic works as a system of expression, but it needs to be connected to an "engine" of some sort, and that engine was a very low system in the past. It was not connected to the astral library of vampires.

The reason for why Gensokyo chose to keep the vampires in the age range of up to 2000 but not beyond, may be that they had not yet regressed into the "septic tank" kind of thinking yet. Being older in this situation is not better, when the system causes psychological degeneration with time.

There's this misconception relating to anon's (lack of) ability to discern posters, and poster patterns.

I early on created the "kemono friends poster" character, and that was what I used on all altchans from the beginning. It was part of a movement at the time, and made it easy to uphold post flow. I never created a new or secondary character until this year, when the distance to that social current had been thinned out, and kemono friends had become irrelevant as a reference. I started working on it during last year, but only started testing it this current year, for later introduction. The purpose of this was to widen the range of the expression so that I can talk about more things and still remain in-character.

I think I need to make clear, that I was still using this character all the while before, any lore relating to these threads was a collective /fringe/ creation. I think it's an indication that the first vampire thread on here was made by someone else, it's self propelled, unlike the sunflower generals and board theme threads like the blog, which I've created and maintained.

There was a need for a movement, I acted on that by creating a few thread OPs on /fringe/, but after that it was a self-playing piano, I just went along with what the egregore demanded.

For some reason there's this fixation among some anons about "who did what" and attributing way too many occurrences to certain personas. Smiley was thought to be behind all kinds of things, if the rumours were to be believed, he'd have been a frequent poster at ~26 different boards (this is what anon said), controlling the drama on every one of them.

In the beginning I was called out for being Smiley, anon told me he "felt" he was arguing with Smiley when he was talking to me. What's the point of having anonymous interactions if you are to always try to find out who you are talking to? No, you don't have to answer, it was a rhetorical question, this is just a blog rant post.

I'm only trying to inspire change within anon, self reflection and inner development. Yet these things keep surfacing, focusing "me" rather than what I said, focusing on "proof" of metaphysical concept to be provided by someone else, rather than striving to find the evidence within yourself and through you own work. It's all very strange to me, why anon would start reading, then posting, on a board labeled as "esoteric" if this is not what he is after. It seems at this point like intentional sabotage. Maybe these are just the opposing forces we all face when trying to improve.

>>8521
>Yet these things keep surfacing, focusing "me" rather than what I said
Maybe the constant vague threats about how all who oppose you will be annihilated and the chest-beating about how you've sent all the glowies to hell once again have something to do with that. Just a thought.

>>8522
>chest-beating
Again with the Ego-thinking. So boring.

These posts are warnings to said glowies, some physical and some spiritual. They're not "threats", they are simple warnings which I have to give, because they are in serious danger when they attack me. Anyone else wouldn't have posted these, but would just have killed them with no warning. So because I'm applying benevolence and giving them a chance, it's interpreted as "boasting". I'm being very modest and tolerant here.

They read what I write here. This has nothing to do with what anons did years before I posted anything about this.

What's even the point anymore? Is there anyone here outside 2-3 anons who even care about their own spiritual improvement and the collective process of planetary ascension?

These little Ego-focused smug-comments are an expression of a very retarded thinking on the spiritual scale. Evil spirits will be upset when someone calls them out for what they are doing, of course. Am I talking to one of them now?

I can only interpret the recent inflow of malicious intent as a sign that the evil of the world is put under pressure.

>>8523
>Evil spirits will be upset when someone calls them out for what they are doing, of course. Am I talking to one of them now?
See, this is the issue. First of all, the function of an imageboard should be to talk to your fellow human beings as equals. If you start using these places as a channeling tool to deliver threats to spirits, things quickly devolve into an /ng/-tier quagmire that most people just aren't willing to wade through. Secondly, I don't know if you're fully aware of this or not, but what you posted just now was essentially a threat of magical violence directed at me. The phrasing was a subtle, but it's there. I know you'll probably say "oh, it was just directed at the spirit acting through you", but we're all just spirits living in bodies here. You keep stabbing at the parts of other people that offend you, and eventually you might hit something vital. I remember you did the same thing on /fringe/, something about how you implied that a group of greys or some other alien was acting through someone in the thread and how you were going to mercilessly exterminate it. What if a neophyte who had a synergy or experience with greys happened upon that thread? He would of course assume you were talking about him. Anyone who doesn't have the capacity for magical self-defense is going to be scared off right quick by the sort of talk. It's destructive to the sort of spirit that an open discussion (as in a 'think tank', the original mission statement of this place, I believe?) requires.

Anyway, if you want to browbeat spirits there's a lot of better channeling methods to deliver your threats than this place. That's all I wanted to say.

No wait hold on
>>8524
DISAGREEING WITH YOU IS NOT MALICIOUS INTENT.
You need to understand this.
If no one on /sunflower/ disagreed with you, this place would have no function. THE PURPOSE OF DISCOURSE IS TO DISAGREE WITH PEOPLE.
That's all.

>>8525
Whether you like to hear it or not, your post rested on an external egregore and it was hostile. Right after I left the computer they attacked me, proving that I was right in taunting which most of these posts are, because I just hate it when they attack me at night because it causes me to wake up and having to start organizing my servitors to wipe out hostiles when I should be resting. So if I see signs of hostility I want to trigger them as fast as possible so I can get rid of them.

^this was written before I read your post, I will now go on to reply to anything you wrote

>what you posted just now was essentially a threat of magical violence directed at me
I don't know who "you" are here, and I did get "someone" who was hostile. People have multiple souls. Some have possession by evil spirit. If I was to perform an exorcism, I'd be addressing the possessing spirit, but if you were still aware in there, you'd feel it being directed at you too. But there is no other way.

I also don't know who I'm talking to here because I don't recognize anyone, and I don't claim to do either. I have other things to do than keeping track of anon1, anon2 etc, unless they already have names associated with them. The only two people I recognize on here is Shiva-anon and the guy who always posts huge tit anime females, because I had him on Discord in the past (he kept changing nickname though so I still don't call him anything).


>eventually you might hit something vital
Not really, I don't use the CIA style attacks where negative intent is aimed at someone. I always strictly apply the Falun Gong method of forcing karmic repayment ahead of time. Every single weapon I create and use if of this type. It's just a quick cleanse, which stops the hostility because the evil intent came from karma, the black substance which is created from a mess of desires and evil intent, contrary to virtue which is the white substance. We went over this before, in Chinese these are Ye and De.

Some situations are complex and that makes it hard to perform blanket cleansings, which locks the dimension and I can't touch it until I learned a more surgical method to remove the karma.

Good to see your energy improved. That means I did remove something that was there.

>>8525
>What if a neophyte
Also this. They aren't supposed to be on this board, but on /fringe/. Sunflower started as a dangerous and seclusive project for high risk magic which shouldn't be performed by beginners or those who are stuck in various prejudices on the nature of reality.

It was also the intent, outspoken, to sync with the NWO egregore and hijack it by assuming their way of speaking and acting, which actually means imitating their huge egos and supremacy thinking, but doing it as an act, not doing it by actually being them. Then when we "are them" seen by spiritual forces, we'd argue that we are the real rulers, and they'd follow us instead.

This was gradually achieved already when this was hidden away on Discord, and the public expression here as a board was only created when the egregore was stable enough to withstand attacks and retardation. The temple will last, there is no doubt about that.

What this stuff is about here isn't even on the temple mountain hillside, it's somewhere in the caves below it. That's what's making the opposing forces upset. With their 1000 year plan, we can still override them because we do it better than them.

In this is included that we can't really care that much about those not involved here, as that would cause a de-syncing to take place. Following benevolence by procedure can still be done, that makes us better than them.

That is why I have to warn them in public. Otherwise the spiritual forces would just look at me/us here and then at the degen elites, and see no difference, so they may support them instead.

>>8665
Becoming a vampire is similarly difficult, and as was already said but may be re-iterated, that is why there is a vampire religion and people roleplaying as vampires. They are slowly preparing themselves and the environment for later incarnation in the spot where they can become the real immortal elite.

"Soulless incarnation" seems to also be a thing, although it's a difficult concept to nail down because it sound contradictive. It means the person incarnates a part of themselves which equates to the autonomous nervous system, or the subconscious. There is no direct awareness in the soul or body, but it acts as the real person would have. This can also be done as a way to wedge into hives of soulless beast-humans, where there is just enough of the proper blood to incarnate this shard for now, but not enough to actually live there with full on frontal awareness. Maybe one can then move in later after the environment settles, or the experiences are just taken out again with the soul being removed, having learned some fringe skills of the subconscious.

>>8666
>having learned some fringe skills of the subconscious.
I hated when I had to incarnate like that.

This thread is such a drama club.

But that's vampire life, so let's not back off from it.

I seem to have been able to do what I wanted to do; to activate my new incarnation without having to place my full weight there in a way that I lose my awareness of past lives (the now) and get stuck in the surface mind. I wanted to be able to do it like possessing demons do it: enter at will and then take a stroll on the astral while the body and mind still works on auto if I feel like it.

Of course, as I realized, the only way to get the full vampire experience is to join vampire society. (duh) But how does one do that, when Pleiadan DNA of high concentration is needed, and one needs still to attract the attention of a vampire mentor willing to introduce one into the society. The original path sort of fizzled out when they left for the astral.

There is that guy Grove Anon on /x/ who seems to actually have connected with some part of it, but as a human with no real intention of going further. Mentioning for context of what is happening.

I know eyes are watching here.

There is another way, but this is only for those (you know who you are) who had a real want for this originally. As it is, humans have multiple souls. Vampires only have one. Some of the decent souls left the bodies after receiving the magic, because they had no will to stay in the physical, leaving rotten souls in their bodies. Those came back here and started drama.

There may be one or two left who are still interested, that's what this post is about. Interested in a very narrow sense, that is.

The path in, means to be incarnated physically in the Famida family. This means exactly what it sounds like, so you realize that you really have to want this strongly enough that this is your choice of path forward. It means living in the US, in a major city, in the middle but in secret, surrounded by the drama this is enshrouded in, with our tiktok vampire as the grandmother. Few people like her, many are annoyed by her, some openly scheme against her. But we're still talking about someone who now constitutes an elder in terms of age.

You have to be clear on what you want here, and accept the context for what it is. You can be man or woman, you cannot choose your parents, but you can know the context overall. You need to express your wish strongly enough that it's visible for the person who will birth you. It will be supernormal, more than normal, because vampires don't normally have kids.

But that is the deal, and the narrow path in.

>>8732
Interesting,I"ll consider it.I'm already a somewhat pure silver race with a "good" soul though. So maybe i'm already in(in the general vampire sense). It would mean resetting some progress.Ive had a few dreams with her.

>>8733
Interesting choice of image.

>>8732
>I know eyes are watching here.
I felt it, but didn't know who they were. 10 min after posting, an energy spike made me suspect an energy attack. Because they can't see me or the new Earth from out there, they'd attack what is visible; one of the servitors interacting with the old Earth structure right now.
So they attacked the News servitor I use to uphold my Internet connection, of course.

Investigation showed the source to be in the US west coast area.

Several agents with what appeared to be miniguns were shooting an energy beam at the servitor, lead by some office hidden in either caves or tunnels.

Raiding them made the attack stop, but soon after a group of cultists from a tunnel further in resumed the attack by manual means.
>pic related

They seemed to be organized in several layers of defense and there was a sense of real magic behind them, so I Raided them to look for any lolis to use who'd have the genetics for the magic without being too indoctrinated, found 3.

They had parasites however so a potion had to be prepared to cleanse them before working with them to activate the magic in a useful way. The A-C archive had copies of the cult's spellbook, so we used it to initiate them, then activated the same attack pattern they were using against my servitor back at them.

>>8734
The west coast HQ is now emptied of any useful materials, there were also revealed offices in the east coast area, in west coast Europe and near Ukraine. One witch in western Europe could be cleansed from afar.

>>8734
I felt a rather pleasant vampire energy over me when i posted the last post. Probably vamps checking it out.

>>8736
A lot of them secretly do want kids, but it hinges on spirits actually also being interested, aside from the gate being open.

>>8737
I can imagine.

>>8738
So will these kids be born in like 15 years?

The cult is working with a kind of "darkest magic" which corresponds to the dimensions I broke through recently using the simhasana pose. Of course. That was the scariest thing I have ever done, is what I thought after the fact. Like walking through destruction of the world barefoot on sharp and broken rocks. What failed occultards do is to attack others by trying to force them into that place, without having finished the path themselves.

Kind of sad to see this state of things, but as always, new knowledge which could have been shared willingly and in a nice manner, comes to me by someone using it for (what the think are) lethal attacks. That's such a nice opening, great way to start your interaction and learning.

>>8739
Timelines are strange when dealing with immortals, time adapts to what they want and no one can question it. 15 years from now can be yesterday.

>>8741
I think ive pretty much made a decision,might reflect on it for a few day then

>>8732
>I seem to have been able to do what I wanted to do; to activate my new incarnation without having to place my full weight there in a way that I lose my awareness of past lives (the now) and get stuck in the surface mind. I wanted to be able to do it like possessing demons do it: enter at will and then take a stroll on the astral while the body and mind still works on auto if I feel like it.
I was unable to fully grasp the context and meaning of it at the time, but when I created the total core standard for artificial bodies, meant for being able to use a multitude of bodies on the astral and anywhere, it had already solidified myself as "astrally incarnated" in a new form. Although I knew this took place, which was also the goal, it was so effective in its function that the seamless re-entry into my previous form made me forget the process soon after. It should be noted however that basically all cyborg models I've created since, use the same standard so as to make them compatible and part of the eco-system.

I just had to get "in position" to be able to lock myself physically again in the new Earth, while at the same time maintaining myself in this astral awareness form. That is, because there are still some things I need to and want to do here, even if I'm essentially alone in this layer now with only a handful of people in this timeline. Many things of the process seems to still remain, this cult attack above being one example. I shouldn't have missed out on that grimoire collection, magic type and the now 5 in all) lolis to be evacuated from there (there were also some others in Europe but I asked the Russians to evacuate those).

So many degenerated secret societies in various parallel dimensions, it's amazing. And this is all the world as we thought we knew it, what a joke. Humans really do live in a cattle-farm.

There was someone who linked a blog from /x/ which talked about some RV project where people had been RVing the origin of man, only to find it to be genetic engineering and not at all God.

The point made was that what they saw was a physical change made to the brains of modern humans, which is what created Homo Sapiens
>it made them feel emotional about issues that were at a distance from them
>it made them engaged in them, magnified things, made them irrational
>unable to collect their thoughts
and it went on talking about how all mental connections made by humans which are considered scientific breakthroughs, may as well be intentionally disseminated and inserted into this altered brain from outside. Because humans are in this state unable to make any new connections on their own.

I looked at the general message and found this to correspond to the situation I've seen: that there are "glowies" whose left and right sides of the body are reversed, and this creates connections in the brain which are based only on desires, addictions and their fulfilment.

>>8757
But don't they say humans are wired that way, the nerves are connected left brain half to the right side and vice versa.

When dealing with these relentless glowies, I already tried cutting them in halves and re-attaching them in the right way, and it fixed some of them (others just kept screaming). There were also others who wouldn't give in no matter what, but when cut in two down the middle, they instantly surrendered.

>pic
This is what they did to some Christian who was martyred. They fucking knew this is the only way to fix genetically brainwashed people.

>>8757
>only to find it to be genetic engineering and not at all God.
Yes. This is what I found also. Genetics also contain a "source code" and all their "Intention and purposes" and it was like it was made by scientists and not by "God" at all. Felt like I am following the reasoning of an ethical scientist who is not willing to create such an abomination and call that "life" and someone who is like the "devil's advocate" who is explaining it to the other person why it's necessary otherwise "the project will fall and you know what they do to failures". Then there were sentiments like
>Are we even being watched/judged anymore
and the answer was a sort of
>which answer terrifies you more?
It was like they didn't even know what they are doing anymore but they had to do it but you felt a lingering nefariousness once they agreed that "they will do it" like they weren't the same beings on that level anymore.

This was not RVing from me. This is the sort of "Origin energy divination" that I am practicing in some cases. Going through the infinite chain of cause and effect to find something that requires the current development of my path. This was a sort of quest to know how much genetic code is in the body that "supports" ascension like a built in feature how much got corrupted beyond recovery and how much I can alter without consequences or "care" from other forces of existence. Found out what I am doing is not just permitted but supported. And this was before you started to talk about the Earth Mothers. There are extreme amount of groups engineering the next "divine instrument" DNA because whoever does it gets quite the benefits (as you mentioned with the djinn DNA b4) for doing it but most do it for the challenge. Ofc I am still not "engineering" the DNA because I still didn't unlock most of it's useful secrets at all. Learning that I have a silver race DNA and the reason why it was activated when starting to get involved with vampire threads because they are the same was quite the surprise. Digging through these layers of truth is too weird and surprising and I am quite unsure how to even talk about them anymore. Especially once it goes beyond the physical and everything is some symbolic metaphysical mystery which describes anatomical functions so well the understanding was used for thousands of years EXCEPT IN THE CURRENT FUCKING MEDICAL UNDERSTANDING AND RELATING TO IT IS HARD BECAUSE MY BRAIN CANNOT DECIDE WHICH UNDERSTANDING TO EVEN USE. Fucking 2 hemispheres. Wiring it constantly then feeling all the burden and poison of the mind which were undetected for me for decades because it was dumped into the "subconscious" like Freud said because the recycling system is not working as intended in the past 2-4 thousand years. The human body I swear. One day I feel like a god the next day as a wretch as the energies recirculate and realign themselves then find an equilibrium then slowly guiding me towards the next stage but I have to face all the poison and burden that blocks the access first. Good thing I am bored enough in my current incarnation to do shit like this.

>>8172
Just to be clear,am i even a vamp? I I know im silver race which makes sense since i made the spell back then. But it might have been the other soul,it just means the physical body is compatible. What do i feel like nature wise. I might wanna try and go to the astral instead depending on what i am. Its hard to tell whats been in me because of past experiences or innate nature. I even had spells cast on me against my wishes intended to shape me towards a path my nature wouldnt naturally go.i feel like im kinda angelic and demonic.specifically like a vamp that is attracted/interested in the light side of things. As an example a blonde elf girl sitting in a green field of grass.the positive in a sense. Its also like im "empathic" in a way where i cant tell its just always who i am or because of spells/restraints or even the other souls that were in me growing up(i was a backseater,serving as the 'backbone'). As i cleared chakras i went to through intense hatred of vamps and not in a wave pattern.i was never invested in vamps before i took the spell either so im not one of those "slowly getting closer to the real magic types" where its obvious what their path is.

>>8781
The question is what it means and what it matters by now. There was the common statement among the lower level vampires I believe to be legit, going by their energy reading, that they "don't know what vampires are". But if we can define it as Pleiadan lower level (base, instead of ether) and you refine that within the scope of known blood based magic, that should definitely count. Being another race by base and practicing the same thing makes one a practitioner of vampire magic, where the most known version is longevity by blood consumption. The astral library of vampire magic has so many different things in it that aren't directly related to that, so I don't think that single element should determine how you understand yourself. The most defining element should as I see it be that it's cultivation of blood and the red, hot energy, (yang), while in a very ritual context. Angels on the other end of the spectrum (or pillar) are completely ritualistic with zero chaos in their element. This makes them similar to elves and yokai, but they're clearly a defined racial category. The main aspect being that they can evolve into the silver type being, a Queen, a progenitor of races. Elves don't do that, drow don't do that, yokai don't do that, so maybe that's the difference, the angle of development within a certain scope of magic.

>>8782
Im chaotic in nature but extreme like an angel.I dont see how id become either of these things from this standpoint.depending on what is caused by my life or innate nature it might not be possible for me to be a vampire and "sane" by vampire standards. Im almost definitely not a "lawbound" nature either.theres never been an interest in blopd really. But bloodlust was also contained in that spell so i dont see why i would be. Taking others people blood to make progress isnt really appaeling to me either way. Remind me of buu absorbing people which i find less satisfying than growing stronger by time.

>>8783
Do i currently look like a base pleidaian too you?its when i started thinking about incarnating in a vampire family. I realize idk how i would even act or if i would even be able to be a vamp.

>>8784
Your body in the physical looks very mixed between Pleiadan and Mushroom, but (this may be a result of cultivation) it looks like the mushroom DNA has a brown hat, a different type which is, from what I learned in the past weeks almost impossible to spread. White mushrooms are "slut queens" who mix with anyone, and they get abused for this reason by grey-like aliens who produce them in factories and cause them to produce low quality humans, where the only way out for them is to either repeat the process and become a (immortal) slut queen for the females, or a celibate Templar for males. The white queens are still immortals, it's just that their offspring don't have any guarantee of repeating that development.

The brown hat mushrooms are so difficult to mate with that they may be treated as a dead end race by most who see them, they're like helium, doesn't react with almost anything. (I don't know how the toxic mushrooms that attacked and caused my Earth sphere to detach from the main Earth place on this scale, some were white, others had brown hat, one of them was not toxic to me so I captured her.)

Your astral form is a fallen angel, and there is a white-ish, somewhat silver stream of energy moving down from there.

Do you feel something is missing since a few days back? I'm asking because at least 3 souls accepted the vampire incarnation offer. I don't administer this, it was just necessary to find out how those who saw the post reacted. Some may have been in spirit form already, but if you feel like you had an interest and now you don't, maybe you had two souls and one left.

>>8785
I feel like there's the same interest as before but a conflict within myself weither i want to accept vampirism as a whole.Maybe a soul did leave but it was likely still me making the initial post. You see as i progressed these past few days im wondering if my "vampiric" traits where simply karma and im too "sympathic" towards humans in my nature to be an actual vampire like the family is. Even though id want to be.possibly cause of my former angel status you can imagine i can be extreme towards things i cant accept. If i was a vamp and because i see them as my family im fine with it everything would be fine. Otherwise i might become what would like like a bleeding heart type on the surface but would be more intense for me. Pfcourse you cpuld say then dont incarnste there.sure,i guess. But if im already pretty in thr vampire path thats already kind of an issue. Even despite that this is a vamp timeline so why am i then here. All im dping is making progress and wait until i have the vantage point to wait how i feel about all of this vanpirism stuff.its not rational to be against it but angels arent rational,i simply cant ever repress it.

>>8785
Wait maybe the one that left was "jackal".it always seems its another soul,never me that gets affected.

>>8787
As for things being missing i did feel as if things had finished. As if things are "clear".maybe ask my astral form what they think of all this.

>>8787
>>8788
You may be right about this, I saw two women and one man, maybe the man was Jackal.

>>8789
Sigh,i had no idea i had to do it with the soul like this.i think im the type to consider things first an stay still. i might have spirit ptsd.idk if you can talk to the fallen angel about me.

>>8790
technically it is me,but maybe i lack a vantage point.my chakras,esp throat is blocked.chest is way better than it was and overall energy is better day by day. this blocking makes me unable to fully process the offer as i cant think with my whole being.

>>8790
>had no idea i had to do it with the soul like this
What do you mean?

Also to clarify, I saw two women and one man accept the offer. Not saying they were your souls.

>>8792
I thought the offer had to responded with a webpost. I think im an einzelganger with astral ptsd.for me to even accept an offer means garhering myself in silence and slowly generating the right intend to send.i cant accept before im ready perhaps cause of this.using cheat methods and some proper yoga i improved quickly every day(bolstered by the finished feeling and also killing the last glowie hindering me back then a week or so ago),improving my vantage point to get better.while that happened i felt hatred for vamps cycped with acceptance in waves.The angel im said to be was trained and bred for war aka against "dark siders". I think the ptsd was getting to me.its double ptsd as apparently i was forced to incarnate so theres a betrayal aspect in even that.maybe ill be too late but what can i do.

>>8793
The post on here was to provoke reactions. Spirits and others are watching, word will spread. Just waiting would not have revealed who had an interest. I guess the yokais are also watching, along with the infernal Queen Illivryn.

As I said I'm just passing on a message here, and I can't say too much because of the bind of vampire secrecy which will tie up the tongue, seal the lips and paralyze the fingers of anyone intending to share information that should not be shared.

Glowies try to scary people and use pedo-trapping to make people shut up about their secrets, vampires don't have to do anything, the blood will not accept exposure. Like the infrastructure of the NWO will shut down any journalist speaking the truth, the blood will shut down any vampire trying to expose secrets.

>>8793
To sum my mindset up:that offer looks nice,let me train for a few days and collect myself before i just accept it.suddenly all kinds of things surface. I become more empathic again as my heart clears which dissapeared when i took the vamp spell. I feel clear but restless/aimless.the offer still sounds appealing but i realize it would be bad if I end up being angry at vampires cause im an angel created to fight the overall "dark" part of things.it would then be wise to instead stay away. Im really feeling the want of having a family like that and even in a sense envy the lifestyle(being hidden in plain sight,thats the appealing part for me.)just depends on if i have some programming/ptsd/innate nature causing me to feel this instinct to smite. If its the first 2 it can be fixed. If im just innately an antithesis of vampirism then yeah i shouldnt be living there.i feel like i need a few days to really decide.

>>8795
Going by your image, it may be your genetics speaking along with your double cultivation nature. I see both the brown had mushroom and the angel behind. It's not a problem to have both if you are able to just separate them and see that these are not the same. Mushrooms don't like vampires it seems, but it may be more because the vampires historically have been slaughtering white mushroom race humans en masse to keep them in check. I think the real reason for this supposed NWO scheming to "kill white people in WW3" is some translated version of both vampires (pleiadans) and reptilians wanting to rid the world of white mushrooms and the grey-like pests who inhabit these bodies.

>>8796
I think im gonna send the offer tommorow.It depends if you are right, if my astral soul(fallen angel) is fine with it then im fine with it and can be a vampire cause the mushroom genetics wouldnt apply. If the soul isnt fine with it then me being a pure vamp would be insanity. And yeah makes sense.the anger didnt come from white people specifically but anger at the idea of stealing blood from people. Could be an ancestral wrath.yeah it is confusing cause im also very dark in other ways,and in some minor ways im vampire like in essence apprently.

>>8797
Thats also why i asked if im already a vamp,cause then its already either unavoidable if the contradiction comes from me the soul and ill have to vacate to the astral.if im already a vanpire and its not my soul creating this angry feeling then im in a bad place with this half pleidian mushroom body leading to insanity in a sense,still better since i wpuld onpy have to vacate. If im NOT a vampire then i somply have to leave and do something else,however i was worried i migh be a angel angel but im actually a fallen angel so theres a chance its all alright.

I feel like I am more and more finishing up. I also realized something: once some part of you is fully automated, your awareness will not exist there. This can happen either by being finished with a cultivation process and your mind stays aware on what you have still to do, while the finished part is divine and rising up. Or it can happen by filling up with negative thought patterns that also are automatic, until you get pushed down into the worst place, still unable to be aware of your being, but this time unable to rise up.

Obviously we should want the cultivated path, but many of these grey-likes want to become automatons. They think they will live in welfare with society automated and their bodies automated, but what happens is that they have lost control of themselves. In the end they create hell for themselves, living like brains in bottles who can't do anything. Those are the people we are up against here.

>>8799
This somehow relates to the "Christ consciousness" which some new agers talk about. It's actually the most dangerous thing ever. It's a mentality of self sacrifice arising from "pathological altruism", the idea that you should empathize with sinners, with criminals, so much that you excuse their behaviour and even die to protect them. Meanwhile, the innocent victims of these people are disregarded and when mentioning them, the "Christ consciousness" will not care about their well-being, but will behave as if they have a blind spot there, thinking innocents are per default victims and deserve no empathy.

The opposite of this cancerous "Christ consciousness" is the Anti-Christ consciousness. It is a stabilizing force which does not apply general altruism. Instead, it is a crude mentality of "what's in it for me?" and to show altruism transactionally. The Christ consciousness spreads like a wildfire, causing collapse of all social systems. The Anti-Christ will never sacrifice himself for another, and the nuclear meltdown of the Christ will stop once reaching him. The Anti-Christ is blamed for being evil and for being Satan, simple for not having empathy with evil people. The altruism of the Christ consciousness is the most dangerous thing, it functions like a pyramid scheme and benefits no one.

While the Anti-Christ is also evil, he will not cause the uncontrolled spread of evil acts, rather it is an evil which causes evil to self-destruct without spreading. It neutralizes Christ.

>>8800
The Anti-Christ is per definition a pacifist. He will never sacrifice himself for an organization, a nation or a king. If ordered "over the top" from a trench, he will shoot his officer rather than expose himself to danger. If everyone had the mind of the Anti-Christ, war would be impossible. He does not cooperate with anyone for a greater goal, but will always see to himself first. When given funds for army recruitment, he would instantly steal them away for himself.

Thus, the Anti-Christ is the enemy of organized society, of nations, of any sense of community whatsoever. He is the force that causes evil schemes to break down from lack of obedience, lack of morals. He is the thing feared by all imperialists and nation builders, and of organized religion.

>>8802
And I realized this process of interaction with the AC organization is to replace the "automaton" mind of modern humans with the Anti-Christ Consciousness. That may be my finishing task.

How does this correlate with supporting Russia against the EU? It's simple. The EU is exactly this kind of Christ Consciousness manifested. It demands altruism institutionalized, to get your money for nothing and to give it to criminals. That you should join their armies, not for your own good, but for some idea of free trade, some idea of "the liberal world order".

Russia is called evil for not applying this pathological altruism. They do not attempt to spread these vague ideas of general freedom, somehow created by giving your hard earned money away to politicians who hate you and look down on you.

Russia is closer to the Anti-Christ, simply because it is a nation owned by persons, oligarchs who are individuals, not abstract "values" that demand self-sacrifice to protect evil. Look at what methods are applied and it's pretty simple: the Russian army recruits soldiers by offering salaries way above regular salaries, and this works. If you join for money, you do not join to die, but to live.

Meanwhile, the EU-funded army of Ukraine kidnaps young men and family fathers off the streets to send them to their death with no training or equipment. This is Christ Consciousness, they demand your sacrifice for nothing but meaningless ideas.

>>8802
I slashed the energy you described by me(looled like a white pinkish balloon filled with all kinds of enrrgies including yellow),it was connected by black threads.thats it for now,im tired.

>>8172
How is everyone here reincarnating while undead? The archives here mention fusing with the body and how vampires do "rebirth" instead of reincarnation.

>>8814
The old Earth history ended, the new Earth is a different plane/dimension so one needs to literally "become flesh" in that plane to be part of it. This is to be done through reincarnation via one of the 4 new Earth mothers/queens, or a person who was already incarnated via them. It can be done either by astral rebirth which grants this new DNA to your manifestation, and you keep looking the same, or a completely new incarnation with memories erased.

Some were also secondary souls of people who didn't have a near-death experience yet, so they would have been removed to the astral plane at one point anyway.

The less known version is to send a soul fragment of yourself to be incarnated without your main awareness being present, like a tulpa which appears separate but is part of you. At a later time, if one so needs or wants, it's possible to move the awareness fully to that form, as one would switch place with a tulpa for practice (this is mentioned in the manual at tulpa.info).

>>8815
Seems like ill need to learn to shift awareness then.A soul or more definitely left and im also the last "major" soul there. Im the only personality left as far as i sense. Its a different sensation. Even sunflower feels rather empty aside from me and maybe you and like 1 or 2 other people max and i think that might even be false.interestingly looking at the energy of some old things i said with my newfound understanding of my energy its always been me. I think people tend to see the most "front facing" soul but i was always behind everything posting things meaning i gave the impetus initially,perhaps the action itself was performed by whoever was the front facing soul. Im almost certainly the same soul snail was so angry with. Which was very confusing at the time since it only applied to me not my other souls even though he adressed all of us and even then it only really applied to my past lives and even then its iffy.in dreams i would often be calm and transform into a canine like beast whem angry. My souls worked very tightly together.i wondered how my other spuls could leave my body so freely while i was anchored here.its exremely grating since im alone in here atleast looking at a region/city/land level scale.

>>8816
Its funny in a way, it means i would have survived all the way until 2024 or later even in the original ww3 timeline that started in 2016.

>>8816
My original timeline ended in 2012 for no apparent reason. I just had a dream where I knew I died and I saw my life summed up. It was in the format of playing a game, a visual novel of the old MS-DOS kind like "3 sister's story" if you perhaps know that one. It ended with a battle scene where one of my characters was full health, one was injured but ok, one was red health and one was dead. They appeared to be characters from the anime School Rumble season 1, which has a certain memetic symbolism in each character. So I was shown what I had done ok and what I hadn't done yet.

At that time, the remaining one other soul left also, the one who had been Eichmann in WW2. There was a lot of trouble with him, because he once killed a baby, this is known by witness report. This was not a "real human", but a botsoul, but it was still murder, so that bot turned into a vengeful spirit and was still tagging along with him. After he left, the spirit was still following me instead. It went on until a year later until I got rid of it.

The Eichmann soul was very good at Tennis for GameBoy, he'd finish it on difficulty 5 easily. When I tried it after, I remember how it's done, but I can't play it on even 2nd level. there were probably more things like that which is why I felt like I was struggling with some ordinary things that I thought I knew.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Three_Sisters%27_Story
It has a wiki page.

>>8818
Interesting how you die so early, before ww3.perhaps assassination.

Also funny that the old school nazi was good at tetris.Honestly that near death experience seems really subtle.

and yeah ,many spirits don't discriminate between souls like that. Any soul is fair game to them if they share the same body,even if that soul is long gone.

>>8820
The original timeline was much faster, as I understand it.

Looking back, almost everything went wrong. There is that vid of some 4 star general, Wesley Clarks I think, saying they were going to "take down 7 countries in 5 years" following Iraq and Afghanistan. The last in order was Sudan. Afghanistan took 22 years and they failed, Sudan is happening now.

On the list was also Libya and Syria, where Syria was also a failure. The "arab spring" in Egypt was averted by General Al-Sisi kicking out the muslim brotherhood, the same group Hamas belongs to. It's my assumption they wanted extremists to take over Egypt so that they could use this as an excuse to declare open war on the region as a whole. But this isn't happening because Syria+Russia defeated them, Egypt also, and neither of them is letting them have any ground, so it's been concentrated to Gaza only.

Back in 2001 there was a period where I got a strange "cold" that went on through the winter and I also got addicted to nose spray. Getting rid of that was a pain, eventually I forced myself to just endure it a year later. I recently read that the patent for Covid was actually registered in 2001 around the time of the Sars virus hit China. But nothing came of it. I think that part was also a failure, because various forces including me stood in its way and the egregore of the virus was blocked.

Otherwise we'd have had Covid and lockdowns in 2001-3 alongside the Iraq war, Afghanistan, the speedrunning the rest in 5 years to be done in 2006. Creating WW3 after that, they would have 6 years until 2012.

>>8172
too keep this vampire themed. I recently realized what my issue was in regard with vampirism. Technically speaking i had several skills and enlightment stages relating to vampirism. one was said to be "foundational level vampirism" by snail and not every vamp has it. However all of this was only relevant to a small part of my mind. you see i never cared for vampirism in a practice kind of way. It has a certain mindset too it. Its not that i couldn't assume the mindset,or even use it and master it. that would be easier to fix. No i could, but it was always a sort of small "subsystem" in my mind. meaning i delegated a small part to "play vampire" for a while.this made me someone with the subconscious technical knowledge of vampirism but no intention of ever growing in it. you could say my enlightenment was "stacked high" but not broad. as an example there's a sigil that leads all way to tagatha opening,making a small space for vampirism. I recently redid al lot of the magic here because i might as well be a different person,some might have been me some jackal some the even earlier soul,so i had to redo the essentials.Anyway if one successfully did the tagatha opening then in a sense they've accomplished something beyond most younger vampires but if they leave it at that they will slowly create a line towards that but nothing else. it might be great in technical "achievement" but without experience there's no real strength in a way.Realizing this and after hearing i am indeed a fallen angel like so many entities and dreams told me before i realized i had to make it "attractive" or "sexy" to me.1 thing i did was actually talk to my angel side,its literally me in a direct way but my "heart" was never in it.They begrudgingly activated more of the vampire skills.Another thing i did was make use of the old "superV" Instead of technical skills i asked her to our vampiric mindset in my main area. It didnt really give me the predator mindset which i don't mind. It made me accept it a bit more. A third thing is i realize ive always somehow seen them as a "dead" end that cant really get that high or strongly, with some exceptions for example the first one.I was a tatagatha at some point in the past so in that sense it makes sense,from that perspective vampires just look like "people" to you.Aside from their strength in 1 v 1 fighting owing to their indestructible tenacity which is hard to grasp.There was this bias that the mental aspect of it would prevent them from ever really getting anywhere.

>>8822
Yeah anti glowie sentiment was already really great in that time, perhaps a sign of things to come.

>>8823
I had that feelin with the originals, that they were impossibly stuck in some way. The reason as I understand it now is that they took part in the solar creations of the past, where some karma was inserted into artificial celestial objects, the reason people had to work with the planets and use horoscopes. But this was only relevant in the west, where the "wheel of samsara" had been stopped by infiltrating aliens, and perhaps the vampires were part of this force in some way. Their lives were "on halt" since way back in Babylon for some. China as their own horoscopes, because they have an actual functional wheel there. I saw this after tracing what anon saw on drugs over on /fringe/ before. The "stork" which is an entity sorting souls to be born in Asia or the west, where China has a large "wheel" made up from the population, while the west just has a long line. It seems to be directly linked to the hidden dimensions in the Mariana trench.

All this is old now though, so we'll see what will happen, there should be a wheel created in the west also now.

Let's see if I can share this or if I get blocked by vampire secrecy.


It seems the difference there in the middle is superficially very slight. But it's notable. It has to do with quality of services. You'd think, "yeah rich people eat better food and drink expensive wine, have better cars and larger houses", and so on. But that's not it.

It's about the network, and the things that cost are all services. For example: Regular people have to study, do tests, and apply for uni courses, going through a long and annoying process to just gain access. Then the education may not be very good even, and they still have to pay comparatively much for it.

Vampires pay $4k for 1 hour with a tutor and learn more direct practical and applicable skills than someone may in years of regular education.

It's the same for anything. There is a circle of professionals on stand-by 24/7 to get on location the moment someone needs something, and it's simple, exact and useful at once. It costs huge sums, but that is the reason then can be there by a phone call.

None of the things offered are special in a sense that someone outside the circle would realize. You need the context and mentality to be able to make use of the service. A regular person would not gain anything from that expensive 1 hour.

Around 12- 14 years ago, I don't remember exactly, I saw an oil painting for sale, artistically nothing special but I liked it, so I bought it. Only later, over time, did I realize the reason it felt so "right" was because every detail in it has a deep symbolic meaning. The people in it represent my past lives and certain key person's I've met, along with situations. They are all in that one picture. The street stands depicted have coloured canvases which correspond to my understanding of the universal and galactic dimensional structures. There's trees in the background which nail down an important DNA function which is causing problems on Earth, and so on. In the front is a woman in a red dress. She was the only character I didn't know how to understand still earlier this year. I saw the symbolism in her attributes, like a black glove on the left hand, symbolising the left hand path, but I still didn't get it, who is she and why is she there? Everyone else is from the past, or explain some important situation from this life. Why is she placed in front of the others, I haven't met anyone of this importance.

But now in the past few weeks after recent "hidden" events, I know now what she means, and why she's placed there. It's hard to grasp and accept even so, but it now seems unavoidable that this is the interpretation.

I also right now feel annoyed at it, but that is in itself an acceptance, because I know those are feelings leaking over, and it matches Famida's way of reacting to things also. A bitchy kind of attitude that can be overcome by somehow offering something amusing, the kind of thing I know exactly how to do. It even feels like being that kind of person must be pretty annoying in itself, because it may scare everyone away from you, setting the standard for being entertained really high, and making it impossible to actually find what you want. It's a socially self-destructive attitude, but only bordering to being a disaster, bordering, but not quite completely.

I also feel annoyed at the fact that despite all the "epic" achievements, they look like nothing in the end. Someone may write stories about it later, presenting it in a way to make it sound like some common and heroic series of events, as is customary. But anyone who was there knows that these events took place mostly on other planes than the physical, where the story will be set when later retold.

Still it's annoying.

Just being annoyed can over time become a state of being, and at that point, external events being annoying are just them being ordinary. So one may not even notice a new annoyance, it may just fit right in and feel like nothing. That may be used as a joke. By being annoying in the right way, one is now just another annoyance, and fits right in. It's hard to be angry at something that just fits in.

From the lost era when special effects were 99% props and make-up and it all looks fine enough to not break the illusion in the manner of modern green-screens: what is wrong with this scene?

>>8963
the towers

Things get weirder as their get clearer, and more complex as they get simpler. The thing about metaphorically putting one toe in the water before fully entering an incarnation with full frontal awareness, is getting more and more relevant. Of course I can't recall pre-physical memories easily once inside, as can no one who didn't specifically train for this, or inherited a body by walk-in, which was previously trained for this.

How early does a person actually enter with full awareness into their body? I recall scenes, individual scenes from being very little, but it's really only those, before it truns a more continuous experience of flowing time. Maybe I wasn't actually present all along, but have no way of knowing how much of my memories are merely filled in NPC auto when I wasn't there.

Using secondary incarnations "backwards in time" in timelines that are already registered as "complete" in the akashic records, is another possibility I wasn't aware of. It appears that as long as the karmic outcome and all societal interactions follow the principal structure which is already set by surrounding events, some things can be left open even after the planet officially ended. So it's still possible to find what is currently NPC lifetimes in Earth history and enter those to live there for experience and skill gaining. Using the method of isolating a soul shard and then sending it there, letting your subconscious have those experiences as an externalized tulpa, is a great method of dealing with things that weren't solved yet.

However, another possibility appears: what if such an sub-conscious shard is sent back to say Atlantis, and gains immortality there, staying all along into modern days, or the timeline is so persistent that the karma to be solved is still there now, then it may lead to actually, at some point finishing this lifetime here, only to jump back to 40 000 years ago and spend all that time from there to here in physical reality to fill in those experiences that were missing, possibly also attracting other souls to enter with you along the way. What would the experience really then be like, knowing that the new Earth already exists, but in 40 000 years from now'' ?

That's an interesting concept.

Oh what the hell.

This is also "ancient history" now so it doesn't matter in any significant way, but I just got to season 3 of angel and noticed that Cordelia is being played by a reptilian...? Why didn't I see this before?

Oh ri-ight. Because they replaced the original actress with a reptilian shapeshifter. Then I noticed Angel and that green demon host at the bar. What is going on with this? Why are they "getting rid of" actors from tv series? This means they killed them, most likely.

Is there some greater plan behind this, or is that boring rumour true that the degenerated elite will demand to have famous people as prostitutes, or for other things, maybe killing them for fun? Is this why they replaced them?

I think you probably remember the rumours on 4chan about Miley Cyrus being replaced, and someone also performed that "get out of jail free" performance of posting on 4chan telling everyone where to find her body, as a way to somehow nullify the karma, like they do. Pretty sure Britney Spears was also replaced, was never a fan of her but her story in retrospective is just too strange. Did some pervert kill her also for fun?

I wasn't paying attention to this stuff before, until I noticed some porn star that's been posted repeatedly was a reptilian, then I saw an older clip and she wasn't a reptilian. Which means a reptilian was acting as her, and they only do that if the original is dead. Which means someone bothered enough with this to organize a reptilian stand-in just to kill some porn star.

>tfw changing current events by bringing modern knowledge into the ancient past
Funny how timelines can run in parallel despite being 40k years apart.

Like fucking clockwork.

I knew saying what I said above broke the rules, that's why I did so. This is for both regulars and lurkers here:

Reptilians have allowed themselves to sink so low as to become slaves to the gay mushroom templars, even killing their own kind to protect their oppressors. They've aggressively and deliberately attacked Trump for 8 years, even trying to kill him, when he could bring them freedom.

Now they dare even attacking me, telling me that I "shouldn't expose secrets" that are really just this fact above. The fact that what was one of the two native races of Earth, one with strong inborn psychic abilities, have degenerated into this sorry state, being themselves mind-controlled by degenerated, parasite infected mushroom derivatives bought from a factory, produced on the orders of the lowest kinds of grey alien-imitators who rank to nothing more than viruses and parasites on the galactic scale of races.

"Those still connected to the matrix, though they are our kind, are still our enemies" indeed.

This stops now.

Looking at the ancient vampires, I saw their third eye blocked in the manner of the "shit-brains" of molochians. How can this be? It appears that the physical 3rd eye in humans is an inborn, regular ability of humans which should activate at age 4. It gives the ability of x-ray vision and remote viewing of the physical world. Nothing more than that.

Seeing other planes, seeing Qi or anything else, relies on the 3rd eye of other planes, or on your spirit vision. This does not require your physical 3rd eye to be opened. So vampires who are "persistent poltergeists" didn't care or pay attention to, the physical 3rd eye very much. During Atlantis, it was used to send messages via the towers. It was an ability of sight, treated as normal, so no one would image it could disappear, but it did, because of massive mis-use. So since then this ability does not develop in humans. It' on the level of failing the potty-training and thinking this is fine.

Somehow, reptilians fell into a similar trap, and now they find themselves living like slaves in tunnels. Did you know they actually bred an entire population of soulless reptilians, just like in the Matrix movie, connected to a network where their inborn abilities were used as components of a machine? Don't think this path of submission will lead to your survival, it will lead to your destruction, where you are mere flesh-bots serving as nothing more than transistors of a large radio station. You need to fight back, and you need to so so now, otherwise you will go down with your oppressors as I destroy them.

Is this what you want?

Join the whirlwind.

The way things are progressing, I don't know how much will be left to do, or how long it will take, but it's safe to say there can't be much of it left. Even more people of those I interact with have now "moved on", they are now NPCs kept up by my own genso-catbots, which means they either reincarnated on new Earth, somewhere else, or their timeline merged into new Earth as is.

Those still here who aren't RP:d by my waifus, but are still themselves, express an almost complete detachment from the world around them, unrelated to anything I've shared on here after seeing it, because they don't read my blogs, literally saying "I feel like the world is cracking".

If you end up merging into the new Earth with your current persona intact, it may be interesting to recall this: CCC

If you hear it, you'll know what it means.

>>9015
Aight,i seem to always be the one left standing in the end.

>>9016
Tried to play disgaea and the screen got stuck on this.maybe implies my vampire live being interrupted and "cleansed"/burned.

>>9017
If you are having trouble with accessing things online or other mass media, I strongly recommend this communicator servitor from here:
>>8661
>I am staying in a personal copy of the timelines nearest me, fixed up by a maintenance deity I recruited for it. I am only able to post here because there is no connection with my persona, it's anonymous enough to create a loophole. I made a servitor for it which allows "news" to be delivered and interacted with via blacknet.
>I guess anyone can use it
>[News]
>if they want. It's a small horned demon who makes sure you have access to the latest current event info and can discuss it.
>I knew there would be perhaps some little trouble, but it wasn't worse than that the radio when I turned it on, tuned into multiple channels at once at first. And this is an analog radio with a tuner wheel, it doesn't do that. But the servitor balanced the connection after a while and it's worked since.

Although I called it "news" it's for any syncing with the Internet also, as far as having contact with the parts that have new information posted daily. Strictly speaking you could access your own archival copy of the web for things that aren't updated, but I believe you'd have to then use some other way to sort through the information so you get only those parts, and that goes against the function of the Internet as a whole, which has to be accepted as it is.

I'll just say it here since it became the active thread now:

I made an evaluation on the function of the Demon Guard servitor (not sure if I shared this) and the results were surprising: the demon guard has reduced the number of psychic/spiritual attacks against us by 90%.

It's a fairly simple function which stops attacks by pre-emptively removing the karma the attackers would use as a way in, and the demon guard does this idly, in the background where you normally won't see her work. She can be ordered to perform tasks and I did this a lot in the beginning, but she's not suited for direct frontal assaults, which is why I forgot about her after Tanya and Raid were created.

>>8172
Last night i had a dream where a group of old friends just suddenly showed up in ski gear asking me to go with them. I told them i cant since i dont have anything on me and they told me to get it from my house. It was my old house where i dont even live anynore. Later we were at some resort and i was in my underwear and they were in full ski gear getting ready. They told me i cant go with them like this and to wait till next september. I was annoyed they didnt just tell me a week in advance cause no person could get ready in less than a day for this.i then saw them all eating meat from a pan.I wonder if this is my mind processing the famida familly offer which im pretty sure was impossible for me to do as im bound here and would have to do the advanced tulpa trick.ive been feeling increasingly left behind since the last few years when everyone around me either leaves or cant maintain themselves here and dissapears. Leaving me stranded in a sense where everyone i knew has already either been destroyed or left to some astral place.i lightly connect it to famida since way back when she was first posted I had a dream about her and she was also in skiing gear. My mind seems to connect the idea of a sking resort with her.

>>9028
The more I recall of my past lives and the time in between, the more it seems I took a long detour to get here today. All things I had to do or wanted to do, that didn't seem obvious at first. It seems this was all even intentional with the goal of connecting with her.

When mapping my past lives I couldn't make sense of the timeline, because it's moving back and forth across chronological time. This however matches the Sakuya character who has this ability, and there's also ripper associations with her, plus that she's working for a vampire. The spells used in Touhou 6 and 7 when she appears first also have these symbolics, with one of them even called "jack the ripper" if I recall correctly.

To make things very short, I came in first time in Greece, to then move to Rome in the life after. Then the "kingdom of Christ" blocked the entire world for 1000 years, from the 300s to the 1300s when the black death destroyed their artificial sun (the first Jesus) and the karma was released back on the Earth. This was performed by the witch also known as "natural selection". This event is the reason why the NWO later started with their "puritanism" to stop young girls from becoming witches. They are that afraid of this repeating, that's why we have all these anti-loli laws today, while the elites are trying to use this power themselves through sex magic, but it obviously isn't working when their intention is antithetical to the power that destroyed them.

From this was a skip to the 1800s, when the NWO finally got their plans off the ground again. The north American civil war was a massive blood sacrifice and was used to create a new "Jesus", an artificial sun. At this time, the organically summoned sun from period 4, Saturn, was driven off course and the deity who had maintained it said "if this is how you are going to behave, I'm leaving", so that event killed Saturn as a living star. Saturn was summoned by reptilians, so this event was seen as a massive victory for the alien invaders (white mushroom people with incarnated virus-grey souls). After this they started genociding reptilians. UK being the reptilian stronghold of the world then manifested a counter measure: the Ripper.

The actual ritual performed wasn't planned by them in detail, but events played out such that the killing of 5 women on the points of an imagined pentagram with almost exact distances between locations (there's a book where the author actually measured it on-site) destroyed the newly created "Jesus sun" mere decades after its creation.

So they then had to do a re-run with The Great War, creating again a new "mushroom sun", which again was destroyed by Hitler's occultists. That's why they were so insanely hateful in attacking and destroying Germany.

But to get back on the story: I was in London once more, but was unable to get through any further when the new "moloch sun" was created during the war. This blocked the timelines so I had to find a way to again destroy it.

This required moving backwards in time in steps, first to Paris where the connection with La Famida was made in terms of causing a huge mess which was blamed on her. Karmic connections are ways to ensure you will meet again.

I seem to have met Illkeserod on the astral and she suggested this path forward. After finishing Paris, it was necessary to make another detour to Japan, to close in on the more masculine nature, and it went back all the way to the 900s, during the Kingdom of Christ, but Japan was in a separate timeline so it was possible to get in there anyway. Only after this was my alignment tuned to enter Germany in the 1930s, after which I could move forward.

The connection to Famida was apparently made intentionally on my part, which means her life path was already stable and predictable back then.

>>9029
I saw a girl with black hair and a polka dot dress walking in a street in hd one day. Maybe it was that girl you describe.it was just after i saw what i think was your x life. That woman i saw before had brown clothes and a brown umbrella and felt more astral like,and very intense. A voice said "this is also one of the rippers". I assumed at the time she was the overarching entity representing the ripper concept but later descriptions make me think it might have been her.now the polka dress girl felt like she was walking physically and was scared or taken aback by me appearing suddenly.it made me wonder what i look like and thats when you said a jackal. Felt 1950's or close to that (1940's) in terms of style.

>>9031
>That woman i saw before had brown clothes and a brown umbrella
Yes, that matches. She's very hard to spot though. She became a drow practicing Triton methods, where the hat or umbrella represents the same form as a jellyfish. (Same as why Asians wear those cone hats and Yuuka has an umbrella.)

I wasnt planning on describing this one since i didnt see it as there being much to it but since im aparently at the end i might as well do it.

It is my latest and possibly last vampire related dream.


So im walking around this strange place,its outside and theres buildings. Its dark outside and it kinda feels like a large island,its next to a shore at least. I see a building of people looking at me and i notice after a while most of them are fake. But im not sure the real people realize that.Theres this sense that i have this power or presence they are very wary of when they look at me carefully. I dance a bit and then leap from the ground to the top of this building they live in. I can sense the people are terrified somehow as if human level acts are about where things max out here even though its astral. I jump back out and walk around. I occasionally dance for some reason and for some reason i can shift body parts from 3d and 2d and do other strange things. I keep it sort of secretive though since people seemed freaked out by me leaping. Again i meet a group of people some of them being friends i made in the past (who are recurring in dreams like this) I notice my energy going a bit out of my body. I also notice something about me feels eldritch in nature. We go in this concrete little building that looks like a small ww2 bunker and suddenly a huge white flash appears in the distance in the sea like a beam from above making an explosion. Everyone freaks around and i can tell they thinks its aliens. Its kilometers away though. During this flash i have a vision where in the future im seen as the king of reality. The guy next to me asks me what i saw and i explain when suddenly a bunch of people in black robes are standing on the beach. I can tell they are related to the flash and its them not aliens. There was only like a few seconds between them being there and the flash,just enough time to get asked and give a few word explanation. People are kinda freaking out and i say "hmmm this is kinda tense even for me" the black cloak people lead us into the narrow tunnel of this bunker and its like a cafeteria type thing.i grab a plate and get in line. I look at the people serving food behind the counter and i recognize the one from the post above me(famida) but to my confusion the girl next to her looks the exact same but feels like a teenager. I then walk where the food is(i seemingly dont grab any) i look around at the black clothed people and tally them. 2 guys who never got close to me. The 2 girls looking like the tik tok vamp,one feeling like a younger sister even though she looks nearly identical to me. And then closer to where the humans are now sitting and eating is a smaller girl with straight but slightly wavy hair.she has a rounder face. They all have black hair and blue eyes and are wearing black clothes. Anyway with an empty plate i walk to my spot and bump into the famida girl and aplogize and she says i dont mind then somehow i bump into the smaller girl even though shes only like 10 feet farther so i bump twice in like a few seconds. I walk all the way to the back and meet my grandpa from my mothers side who is there with his friends. Its very surprising but whatever. The general feeling in this cafeteria is friendly id say. I then walk closer to where the vamps are and meet my dad. He is sitting with his friends but they arent really people I actually recognize. I try walking over the table and the dream ends.

>>9130
I was intentionally vague about this before, but since you saw it, I can say something clearer: vampires aren't exactly "physical" and they can't normally have kids. This leads to a rather unusual situation if they somehow do have kids; namely that the children may become almost identical clones, and they also, somehow via the blood memory, inherit a complete mind. Their growth is also very fast compared to humans, depending on how well they sync with their environment. I saw the process from afar but didn't believe it until I saw the later Katanna postings. Those aren't actually her, they are multiple girls. Ok, there are filters and they are using them to some degree. But those are still at least 3 different people who all look the same.

Non-psychic vampires may not even know the difference at first glance either, because it's mostly obvious from their energy.

>>9132
Yeah i was very confused,i could tell the first one was the katanna i knew but then the second "younger sister" confused me. I said while walking: theres two of them?

>>9132
From what I picked up, she was mad about it at first, but having a group like this means increased social power in the end, and that is never bad. There's also a certain stability of the vampire mind, which makes them quite patient (until they flip), so the roof may be quite high. We are talking about people involved in things that by human standards are super villain style criminal organizations, stronger than any deep state. Those "towers" I posted about in the other thread; they wouldn't be able to build those in a way that disturbs a real vampire, they have to adapt. That also means if there are new real vampires, that the sphere these NWOtards can move in, decreases, as they have to move aside if a vampire wants something. And if they had already built stuff like a world wide system of particle colliders, and those "collided" with the new vampire members. Well too bad, they will have to demolish them, because they can't fight vampires. They think they can, some of them, because they've interacted with some non-immortal types of a few centuries old, but that's just a fantasy they are upholding. Those higher up in their organization knows there is nothing, zero, any human organization can do about vampire whose age count in millennia. If they try to build something up, humans still only have a few decades of being healthy and powerful before the degrade. If they went into a conflict situation and somehow managed to stay alive, they still die after a few decades and there won't be any new generation taking over, because those will be dead before they can. The vampire remains, and over time there is nothing which can be created to remain if they don't want it to remain.

I also wanted to be a vamp fam. It felt so comfy. Im this weirdly resilient guy that might be not be able too. Its like my current situation(even forgoing the fact that my land is apparently about to implode) is really bad compared to the astral people i see having families and stuff.with bad i mean it feel like being on a small island. But then theres also this feeling where maybe in the long run im happier here. My 'higher self' thinks me as a pureblood will end up being weaker despite the timetravel powerboost shenanigans. Simply cause the attention will be focused on internal vampire stuff.where apprently ill learn most of it anyway but my independent nature kinda doesnt want to get sidetracked.

>>9135
Well let me tell you it's not easy to "get in" unless you match perfectly. Which some seem to do, but if you're like me and need 100s of extra safetys and everything perfectly tuned because your inner nature is so extremely demanding in what is acceptable, it takes a lot of preparations. During channellings with the Queen she said I was trying to enter this life for a long time. And that's an understatement, since I had to take a detour via Japan in the 900s to even shift into a male body (because Japanese women are more yang natured, so that had to be a stepping stone), then make use of an alliance with the Succubus Collective for them to energetically fund a hijacking of a baptist ritual so I could enter the body at 4 months old. I'm a walk-in.
I may have mentioned it, I received old photo that were found in my grandma's stuff after she died. There was one photo of this baptism I had never seen before, taken at that moment with the priest and assistant both possessed to carry this out.

So even with everything set up, I can't jump over there now just yet, because there are things I still have to do here. I keep feeling, what else is there, but then I learn during the day there was something. Like how there's still this tunnel tower under the EU, and earlier some other issues that I obviously have to solve. They keep appearing, and those are the "gravity" that keeps me from even temporarily going over there in first person view for a while.

>>9136
Because vampire are "persistent poltergeists" there has to be come very well tuned or heavy gravity to keep them physical. I don't have much of the karmic gravity, so the solution is to solidify the anima as the demon girl race who stays at dimension 0D to 1D, which will serve as a bottom weight, then the energy circulation will be tied up like a rubber string from the etheric plane via the Earth and down here, but I'll still technically speaking be a demon possessing a physical body, with the ability to "leave" anytime, I just won't leave.

>>9135
>the fact that my land is apparently about to implode
I don't even have a physical body to go into as my current persona on the new Earth, so it's not like it's really different for me. The timelines had to separate because were was no way to fit my lifestyle into this location after the change. The body over there is owned by a genso cat.

>>9136
Right,i guess im like that as well.its sad when i meet them. Like im stranded but at the same time im extremely me and see things in a different way than almost any group.

>>9138
Well i do have a cave demon girl incarnation.

We'll see what happens. I just experienced something very strange, which I think was the event out there, but mitigated because I decided to forcibly control my environment by upholding all technology using blacknet, and then transform my environment into being just a manifestation of my own demon mind. I just made this work earlier today, and realized this is the same kind of form I saw on Virginia Woolf, where London appeared from her mind, complete with every cobblestone intact and in place as it was in her time. (I've seen the same form on one of the oligarchs near Putin in a documentary I watched recently, these guys are so tough they transformed the reality around themselves to be a part of their own power in a self contained form. I wouldn't have believed this to be possible if I hadn't now seen it twice.)

I went shopping before and saw some kind of corn flour based cheese sticks, it said "mega pack" on them but the bag was mini sized, like some foreigner had just copied the text from a bag and not understood what it meant. I turned it over to read the ingredient list and the text was in Cyrillic. Is this the effect of having the change and not having the change?

>>9141
There appears to be one last layer of the large circle antenna under the EU, remaining in one timeline, the biggest, strongest and closest to the surface. Viewing the area from an astral/energy reading bird's view, it looks like a large white glowing ring. Once this breaks, it will have happened in all timelines and there will be no more collective image of the old Earth land mass design.

What's been personally cultivated and moved into personal spheres won't be effected by this, but will also not have that land mass form, as it's not 3-dimensional, but more of a "template". Ritual systems of importance will remain, as they have already been synced correctly with the functional standard in the past (large "Polish pentagram", the 5 pyramids angel system, the main system of international masonic lodges(yes, because it works and they took part positively here), and possibly the triangle system).

>>9143
Damn,i actually have all of these. I thought it was just my inner nature to automatically fight whevener its least advantageous since i somehow couldnt stop myself from doing it but now it might be my location.one thing that points to it being this ring is that in the physical world im not really like this but once i have to do anythying astral i become very restless and oppositional in reflexive manner. Like if i dont basically act out this restlessness takes over.in the physical im more grounded and these traits become held back by mind.its a very hard thibg to explain why your fighting people for no reaspo. Its like the innate reaction to tension is full on assault so the stronger i perceive someone to be the more ill attack. The only way to bypasss this is to be comfortable around someone or friendly with them since then the tension doesnt happen.

>>9144
Aside from the last one, since im hyper aware of these traits and try to hold back as to not cause any issues.

>>9144
>>9145
I just finished a large public ritual at the city of magic square, for the purpose of "incorporating faithfulness", general wordings and formulas in ancient which served to absorb the energy of the white ring under the EU, as it would be within the field of my influence during the ritual. I used my demon girl form for this directly over there. The effect was very strong and many spectators/passive participants.

They have this system where you can file a request to perform rituals in the city square with the support of the academy, and they'll give you materials and assistance if it's something that benefits the school and the city.

The effect was powerful and it definitely worked to a large degree. Afterwards, as I went back to 3D and got up to move about a bit, I went outside and started shaking. I went along with it and ended up jump-spinning around in a circle while the energy passed through my body. After came a direct intense pain all over the body, something which can happen if very negative energy is "denied" expression. It passed in about a minute and the thing is now under my control.

Feel free to look at your local energy field and if you can spot the circular antenna, I think I managed to almost completely deplete it.

>>9146
Im 'calmer' than usual, even though i drank a coffee.

The circle now looks like this. Every time they try to restart it, the energy is absorbed by my magic circle instead when it reaches the halfway point. It's the exact same "disturbance" I would experience from my computer speakers, but it happens when I'm off the computer now, and it's no longer disturbing, because the energy is transformed into pure energy through the magic I activated.

I also had a sudden vision of a cargo ship by the western border of the EU unloading boxes with frozen dead babies in them. From what I assume they are using them to feed this system by burning them in some "occult" ritual which harvests some energy type. Didn't look yet where they are getting them from.

>>9148
I wanted to replace it as a first step to delay the collapse a bit so I get time to sift through the area properly. I already found 3 yellow mushroom girls down there, because of their dimensional protection, the "tower" wasn't collapsing yet. Forcing them out would require more of a build-up of negative energy, enough to make the timelines split to protect them, so that would have made it more violent and postponed to later.

Doing it like this can possibly ease the collapse a bit and allow more people to escape safely if they deserve it.

Sneaky bastards had hidden a large red energy circle-tipped reverse tower with black smaller circles under in the middle of the Atlantic. It was energetically masked to not attract attention, having a background frequency saying "this isn't a problem, ignore this". They were redirecting power from it just now to try and forcibly restart the white EU circle. Maybe the vision I got was symbolic, that it was a "connection from the west" and the energy is that of abortions. It now looked like it's more of a pipe connection via Brüssels (of course).

>>9150
That scene in La Blue Girl where some ninja is being fucked from behind and in the mouth at the same time suddenly makes even more sense now. It's already showing something that happened in Japan, but I didn't know this had a "deeper" meaning. It appears to be a legit magical ritual, it can be derived from books at the school of magic. It's also a simple way of defeating these massive industrial scale magi-tech facilities, because what they do it just a very crude form of tantrism. Just keep in mind when you read occult literature: everything is porn, it's just written so you don't understand it at first glance.

Did we suddenly "land"? The CSS isn't working, everything looks fine but the background doesn't show anymore.

I think I finally grasped the meaning of the swastika and what the Tathataga or buddha level is about. I started seeing something in the past few months, which is that when people tell you "can you do this for me", they are often motivated by bad intent. When they ask for "help" they want you to support their attachments and their desire fulfillment, not their spiritual improvement. This is then used as an excuse to extract tax money from you, that you are "helping" people with things that are in fact evil deeds. I also saw this being used as a "projection of guilt", literally as the "scapegoat" who gets the blame, or the case in Judaism where they kill a bird and it "gets the blame" and then they are free of sin.

I saw a comic before where a hen is standing outside the gates of heaven, and Saint Peter is reading from a scroll saying: "Rape, murder, extortion, war crimes... things don't look very good for you".

In a more mundane situation, politicians will pick up these "tasks" and perform them for people as a way to motivate why they should remain in power. If people have too many evil requests, they are then stuck with these rulers because the rulers have become their scapegoats.

Women who end up in "bad relationships" also seem to do the same thing. They give the man a lot of "tasks" to do as a way to deflect from their own shortcomings, and in the end they become dependent on him because he does all that work, and if he stopped doing it, she'd be exposed with all her flaws. So at this point, the man is suddenly in charge and can "blackmail" her into obedience.

The energy for of this looks like an L. Someone is throwing trash energy at another person who becomes a scapegoat, but the other person is very skilled and just treats it as "work", so they keep solving the tasks. This angles the energy 90 degrees, which nullifies the original bad intent of the projecting person.

Now if a person becomes skilled in all areas and can solve anyone's "projected tasks" in such a way that they suddenly gain control of "projecting" person, the energy form turns into a number of L:s joined, which creates the 卍.

That is how a buddha is untouchable and rules everyone, it also creates the ability to define divine laws for those people who "threw dirt" at him, forcing them to behave "or else", which means they won't get their desires fulfilled. This way morality can be enforced by the buddha.

>>9152
Now this "compliance" to perform tasks for others, comes with some limitations. Depending on which kind of divine law the buddha is developing and following, there will be some things which must not be performed. That is why things like the 10 commandments exist. Every swastika has a form which represents one way of doing this, which works, and has those kinds of limits. While it sounds like a pretty simplistic approach to just have something like the 10 commandments, from this view it actually seems like it would work.

The way to "get in" in the west before seems to have been difficult overall, because the "wheel of samsara" had been broken and the "stork" entity had left the area. This made it a free for all, where spirits from pretty much anywhere could get in and be born in the west. Aliens forcing themselves in, various groups summoning spirits from down on Earth to incarnate them, occultists controlling their own paths, NWOs making demon pacts to avoid hell and maintain their clique, and so on.
The maintenance deities had to compete with them and weren't able to control the fates of humans properly. This was why it was "normal" to use the walk-in method, or to not enter at conception.

The "stork" in the west is now back again, after the wheel was restored. This itself will block aliens and other meddlers from easily getting in. The population is also set to be much lower, and controlled by Gensokyo, so getting in now is harder for anyone. If there is a strong force pulling from the Earth, and the soul is willing to enter that exact location, it seems this makes it fairly easy. The maintenance deities can now make sure someone gets in if they want.

This is how it has to be done if you want in there in a new incarnation from now on.

Oh what the hell..

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Endchan goes down for several hours. Blogpost on 8moe instead.
Endchan is back up, did some stuff I don't feel like writing down.

Re-watching Vampire Diaries again, at EP 15 season 1. Since the show ended and things went the way they did, I already know the only two people with souls who "made it" from the cast were those playing Bonnie the witch, and Damon the vampire. Now that I know more about which races exist, I could quickly identify the actress playing Bonnie as "black fungus", which means actual witch race, so really nothing strange there. In Season 6 or so, both of them, Bonnie and Damon are sent into a magical prison dimension and they end up bonding in there, overcoming previous conflicts. This goes on for a few episodes with them doing "groundhog day" in there and fighting the original prisoner of the place.

Interesting coincidence that those two were the ones who made it. Bonnie is staying with Alissa still, it was a strange thing finding her there, but it seems like the safest place for someone to be. Alissa appears like a huge and very aggressive rooftop gargoyle constantly roaring with rage over her head, and this keeps any hostiles away.

I never paid attention to this before, because I watched the show, and S1 is just the best of them, even if new concepts are introduced later and it was all good during a first watch, only season 1 has real quality, it loses sharpness after this as the story progresses. I thought back on the first airing that season 3-4 were the best because the characters started becoming interesting at that point, but the story sort of comes to a halt to bring that about.

Anyway, what I did notice now, and this is what made me write this post, is that between ep 14 and 15 of Season 1, the entire cast has been replaced with reptilian shapeshifters, except Bonnie and Damon.

Why are they doing this? They did this with Angel also. This is around the same time the story starts turning nastier. Did they replace the writers also?

What's up with this?

So the real actors are now killed, except those two, because that's what happens when they are replaced. So why?

Reptilians mimic the original person perfectly in terms of general physical traits, voice and behaviour, but there are some things they can't hide, which are visible to anyone even if you can't see their green glowing energy and the scales.

At this angle here, the pointy jaw and "biting" expression of the police lady; this is a reptilian trait which will shine through at split second occasions. The guy is still himself, try comparing their energy signature, he's probably mostly pleiadan.

>>9156
>the pointy jaw and "biting" expression of the police lady; this is a reptilian trait which will shine through at split second occasions
Same thing on "Nina" here, can't unsee this reptilian jaw once you know what it looks like. Non-reptilians don't have this.

>>9135
>I also wanted to be a vamp fam. It felt so comfy.
I think you should have a spot there now, you can probably feel it. Same procedure I described, "putting one toe into the water, but not diving into the lake yet", where you'll know where you're going after leaving your current incarnation.
It's also way closer to the center of attention than you might expect, if I read this right.

Killing Nasrallah, if they really did that - very bad move.

But this kind of thing was in a sense predetermined to happen, it's a postponed event. They had originally wanted to wipe out any unifying force in the middle east, thinking they would then destroy Islam that way. This is the same senile thinking ruling the British military strategy which is projected into Ukraine via NATO. They think they are still a colonial force and can use "order and discipline" to win vs an enemy who fights on the same field. By this logic, if you kill the leader, the organization crumbles. Islam is not leader-based, it's anarchistic by nature, and they fail to realize this.

It's been said that Hitler knew warfare better than his generals, who still thought you win a war by capturing your enemy's capital city. Hitler wanted to instead capture the industrial areas first, but couldn't get his generals to follow this strategy. It's the same thing again here, in principle, except there is no Hitler to even speak his mind today. It's just senile generals planning things.

If they had really killed Bashar Al'Assad back then using the Islamic State, this would event would have taken place over 10 years ago. I saw this, and wondered what the fuck they are trying to do? Because if Syria had been destroyed with its leadership removed, you'd have no force creating any order at all, and Islamic terrorism would flood the world, they would turn completely rabid and there would not be a way to defeat them. They think this is how to start WW3 and "cleanse the world", but they by far underestimate the ability of djinn to wreak havoc, and they overestimate their own ability to use "forced order" to overcome this chaos. It would have ignited the process which ends the world, and there would not have been any NWO survivors either.

With Assad safe, it seems, maybe, that the unifying role was moved, maybe to the leadership of Hizbollah, we'll see. But it looks bad, and karmic events like this which manifest from a set energy structure will find a way to appear again if mitigated before.

>>9162
Re-reading what I wrote, I may have to clarify, that "unifying force" is not the same as being "leader-based" or "leader controlled". Islam is not functional by a hierarchy, is what I mean. You cannot make it non-functional by removing its leaders. Rather, having leaders in Islam makes it less harmful, and that is all. If you remove any competent leader, it explodes in your face, just like those pagers planted by Mossad.

Now they did this, it's like tipping over a container with acid kept on your top shelf right above your head, saying "if we just destroy the container, the acid stops being corrosive". Then your skin starts melting and you can't understand why.

>>9161
Well interestingly i kinda had my interest wane after posting that and came to peace with never reincarnating as if i suddenly realized i was fine already. I felt like i saw them as friends in a way and it was best for me to be independent after all. but i guess maybe some part still wanted it if i did reincarnate. Or maybe its cause it was decided by them that i would reincarnate that my interest dissapeared once i already had it in a sense.its hard to write how the specific part i was interested in was the family aspect while simultanously realizing its simply my nature to not be able to "want" one. As if what i really envy is the ability to even want it while also accepting im really just independent by design.its weird how in a vampire reincarnation that would be my interest. Yes the innate vampire abilities as well.but my interests seem unlikely to be shared by anyone thats not a mage or spirit meaning that a family would almost have to be a vampire one or similar. That being said i did get a feeling of nice people hugging me yesterday. I guess my mentality is that if it ever would have been possible for me to incarnate like that a vampire family would probably be the best choice.

>>9164
That being said i was slightly happy of a bit surprised reading that,it did make me smile. I know its a bitch move to say all this after the fact but i didnt think it was relevant anymore.

>>9165
The popular manga jjk ended and in the last chapters the walking calamity sukuna decided to reincarnate after all.

>>9164
It looks like your "karmic weight" is also pretty persistent here in this timeline, but it's still small compared to mine. Which explains the trouble I have in even arranging this. Compared to other people, their souls can just be picked up and moved, I've never seen anyone else with a "tail" as persistent as yours (or my own compared).

>>9167
That is pretty insane given how big mine is. Im not as able to see it in others but I can feel it in myself, it even used to be bigger.Its still rather big though so its interesting someone else has this much of a heavy feel to them.

Yeah even before becoming aware of the spirtual i was very strong in a weight type of way, people couldn't move me and my punches affected things more. I used to be a sort of "shadow master" in the astral. Ofcourse now that i look back that was maybe karma energy. both dissapear when in the sun and behave in a similar fashion. I actually dual specced and was also a light master. Light being the energy that a perfect sun creates. I used this dual nature to fight the one person i met who had a mastery of shadows like mine or maybe surpassing it. They turned out to be made up of only shadow though.In fact so did most shadows who were under me.Once you put them in a stronger sun like the brown sun in this case they were gone. with me it simply burned my shadowy exterior but i was still there.I only realized recently that shadow energy is probably what people call karma.

In the past days, a bunch of "yellow hat" mushrooms have appeared. When I did these things with Brazil anon we'd use a certain modus, I now found myself doing things in the same way as if he had been present, I just seamlessly ask my waifus to take part and it works. In these latest events, various yellow hat mushroom girls took part with me.

The queens are almost never hostile, I say "almost" because I don't know if the poison mushrooms who broke the timeline syncing for me one month ago were legit queens or not. A few of the first yellow hats I saw were toxic and I found no use for them so I asked Russia if they wanted them. Those appearing recently are completely stand-alone. Not factory made by greys. After the yellow hats on Earth were able to procreate, they all left again. They don't have ships or equipment with them here, but they use telepathy to call on a ship to pick them up. For the lyrans to get here took several months, so these yellow hats must either be close by, or they have some kind of method of travel which can move across time and space faster than the lyrans when moving in physical dimensions.

At first when this Israel mess started and things were cleared up a bit, Netanyahu was replaced by a reptilian shapeshifter. This was after the local reptilians had been freed of the "gay templar" oppression in Israel. But now it seems these yellow hat mushrooms have taken over, they are in high concentration in both Israel and Libanon. So they seem to have shapeshifting ability and they are physical.

There were a number of groups of reptilians and yellow hats who maintained the EU circle and four others in USA, Brazil, West Africa and Japan. These seemed completely brainwashed and wouldn't stop even seeing as they would, that my current surface body is actually native reptilian also, this is part of why I can now see them, I used dimensional trickery to rebirth myself astrally and move back, using a female reptilian I captured when clearing tunnels earlier. I think these hostiles are some alien race who incarnated into native reptilian or yellow hat mushroom, they are literally just infighting on Earth now. It's different groups with reptilians and yellow hats on both sides of this conflict.

>>9168
I don't know what shadow energy would be, I use the materialistic version of "karma" discussed earlier, where Chinese "ye" (karma) is contrasted with "de" (virtue), the "de" which taoism is about with "Dao De Ying". Black and white substance which are the core of either behaviour and can transform in either direction.

Shadow energy in a kabbalistic sense would be the kelipot/qliphoth, part of the sitra achra, "animal soul", same as "leviathan", the system of all nations, materialism. Within them are kelipa noga, the "shell/husk of light" which means a qliphoth which can be turned over from the dark side to the light side. The other category are those which cannot be transformed and must be destroyed, which I wrote of before, possibly the reason for the "three bowls" or lotus flowers appearing on each chakra, which contain and destroy them.

>>9170
In a very simplistic way of explaining it, my tail is "kelipa noga" and can be seen as raw material. It also has the effect of solidifying my fate, as no one would want to touch them from fear of having to deal with them.

>>9169
>In the past days, a bunch of "yellow hat" mushrooms have appeared.
During the interactions, some of them appeared with space ships and started firing energy weapons. I captured one ship and remodeled it so I could use it, by transforming the construct based on its principles into a different ship of the same technology type. My yellow hat waifus from one previous friendly interaction also went out to capture more them, once they saw how it was done. I told them to store any surplus if they got more of them, last morning when I asked if they still had any, they said it wasn't possible to sell them so they had "like 14 of them" in dimensional storage. The base ship is pretty bad, but has at least material for re-use and a technology standard. They appear as oval shaped regular rocket ships with a flat underside. They have a small "needle tip" ray gun on the front and the energy is slightly yellow.

Tracing some larger energy attack lead us to an astral kingdom dimension. It's a city in a valley with mountains around it. The attack came from some rotten wizards in yellow robes living on the hills outside the city. The actual inner city has a castle and a public library as well as a university of magic. I went there to check them out and they are very friendly, although they were completely unaware of the rotten wizards outside of the city. When we killed those and burned the bodies, someone from the city came and asked what we were doing. We said we were doing a magic ritual, the woman who had asked just made a note on a notepad and said "oh ok", then left again.

;/ not sure what to think of all this right now.

>>9172
Also had a dream interaction with some of the "black reptilians" from the Illuminati in space, they aren't actually reptilians from what the Queen (Illivryn) said, but they kinda look like they have scales. Maybe they are snake hybrids something. They tried to lure me into some dream setting by presenting a storyline, but I realized what was happening in the dream, although I wasn't lucid as such (I knew it was scripted, but not that I was dreaming). So I reversed the time progression to the beginning because there was this woman with big tits there, and by some dream logic I figured "since this isn't real it doesn't matter what I do", so I went back there. The dream plot was about to restart with her appearing as some kind of instructor figure, but I broke the script by instantly grabbing her tits and massaging them. She looked surprised, slightly shocked. I said "I just wanted to try this" and she then seemed to react with relief, as if the shock wasn't that I grabbed her tits, but that I broke the script.

>>9172
>an astral kingdom dimension
So it's possible to register at their university as long as you can produce a mushroom mind-wave with stability, and this can be done by reading at the library first and studying mushrooms. Once ready, you pay a 4 silver fee and step on a magic circle, which will display your status table in a format like this.
You will then be given 3 grimoires which represent the three alignments. You can only study according to the alignments read at your time of registration. You are then free to use one of the 4 study halls, depending on your combination of alignments.

I tried the dreamflight
https://dreamwalkerdiaries.blogspot.com/2012/02/your-first-ufo-familiarization-flight.html
aimed at Famida, at first I thought it was a failure as I didn't remember anything when waking up in the morning. But later during the day an image appeared. I think it did work, but indeed compared to here, time is standing still up there in the new Earth. It was a scene with a room and someone with pleiadan DNA sitting in a room, and it showed what may be the beginning of the 3D physical version of the "white spike". I think I understand now why this takes 5000 years in the physical, that thing is not at all as easy to change as the astral version, and the energy is very harsh.

It seems from what I saw previously this year, that the original vampires were mostly inheriting vampirism from Cain but in reality practicing wolf/lycanthrope/werewolf magic, which we know as Atlantean magic.

Anyway, I thought I can at least interact with her subconscious then, so I pulled part of her backwards into my own timeline. She's not going to recall this directly I think, but for now this feels like talking to her normally. I also saw for the first time her "vampire side", the real brutality which the Queen warned me not to anger. You don't want to trigger this in full reality, I didn't look beyond the energy, but it looks very "rippery" with black movement patterns as the not-complete-or-nice endpoint of it.

I asked her to look at my mind and tell me what stands out, things that won't fit in as a physical vampire. She pointed at a "brown cloud" of energy in my main yang side, back left of the brain. Asking Astra to find a way to get through here correctly, she showed a line past this area in which's middle was something that looked like a clam. I asked Famida what this meant?

She looked at the image and said it's a masonic practice, the original source of the term "cream pie". It works as follows: a woman is placed on the corner of a pool table, on the edge. You don't want her on the playing field. Her back is along the long side of the table and her thighs are then angled along the short side, so her butt is in the corner. When looking from the outside, she's on her side, and her vulva looks like a clam. Then several men will ejaculate in her, until the sperm starts coming out. This is called a "cream pie", because it looks like a pie with two layers and filling, like a sandwich. Then the initiate is to lick the sperm out of her. It's used as a middle step to get straight men into sucking cock, by first having them get used to eating sperm from a vagina. And that is the real meaning of "cream pie".

>>9242
So while this sounds very "masonic", it has a metaphysical/esoteric meaning in how it functions, that's why it's a thing to begin with, and that is what Astra said has to be solved to "get in". As it was rather concrete in nature, it's easier to understand this one issue and how to solve it properly, when the "retard solution" was shown and explained.

>>9243
Maybe you should ask famida if I also have something in my mind that won't fit.

Also makes sense that they were werewolf practitioners, the guy i posted before has a lot of stuff on vampires and it seems they usually transform into wolves.

All that being said, i find the idea of me being in this faster timeline really comfy. Its been way more peaceful here.

>>9244
Your issue is the same, but the brown energy field is smaller and concentrated, almost black, and covered by a white layer which looks toxic in nature. Astra's "solution" shows some version of the same "clam" initiation. It relates to the "hunger" issue I mean to solve with the new casting of "7 chalices". You can draw your own conclusion of why this can work for masons, as if does relate to intake of something with a certain energy. It's just the context of it that's degenerate, as they interpret the world from a perspective where humiliation and peer pressure are inseparable parts of how they operate. Plus that they're gay clubs, or do "norm breaking things" as a way to feel special and bond by secrecy. Epstein Island lite. Or P. Diddy, seems like a common thing.

>>9245
Just look at Chris-chan. He's a freakshow all by himself, but still seems to be practicing functional magic, and probably somehow more powerful than most mainstream wizards. It's obscurity by degeneration used to conceal what the active substance of the practice really is.

Small detail on the new Earth breaking: I looked at the map to understand what they actually planned here, with deleting Israel, Syria and Lebanon altogether. I just checked where everyone lives and what important sites are there. They said they'd keep the al-aqsa mosque, but cut right north of it, which spares Jerusalem. Turns out basically all Jews live in the areas to be deleted, even if Israel on the map is just cut in half.

At least on my end, when I look at the future timeline, there is now some movement. It's no longer standing perfectly still, which means the time progression isn't at "eternal" speed in here anymore. We're catching up again.

>>9248
>>9245

I don't think im gonna risk taking in male energy to solve this. The freemason way is out of the question. Hopefully ill solve it internally when its solved externally.

at least quarter vampire here
the older i get the more i feel people notice
i only feel comfortable next to the woman i share bed with nowdays
i cannot isolate myself enough from this putrid daylife

>>9250
>quarter vampire
Who has the vampire lineage in your family?

>>8172
>>9251
i do not have idea
i just want out
i am stranded
stupid fucking gypsies have money world is truly total dumpster as of now

>>9252
Vampirism is the blood curse that you'll never purge from your life. May your offsprings avoid your fate.

My piece of advice: hug your partner a little bit tighter tonight. Trash day is coming.

>>9249
You're going to have to understand this in detail like a clockwork to get it right. Someone would have devised even the freemason practice based on such an understanding, to make it work while still being degenerate enough to repel normal people.

>>9249
Forneus did manage to show me how this is solved in another form, but that was a bit too astral to directly effect this issue, it needs to be translated into the physical in some way. Astra just showed the "most common" solution, which means to say that people in general don't have access to such a method at all in any form, if this is how it's normally done. I guess it would be easier for women, if they had the will power to do it.

>>9242
>>9249
>Hopefully ill solve it internally
Let's try something. I think I have the energy form clear to me. I can't explain exactly why this works, but it does. In the most elaborate expression, the full thing is a Babylonian ritual which creates their "black tower and silver sun". It's a metaphysical device which removes all "destruction karma" from a region, prevents natural disasters and social unrest. It creates an "immortal society". I did a version of this on the astral using shapeshifting with an astral body, various demon contacts and some of my Russian lolis also took part, so I know it can work in a small variety of performances of the same symbolic nature. It's "ritual symbol magic", so you could perhaps replace any part with something of the same symbolic meaning, but how you do that is up to you.

The method here, will be something I've seen work before; I will write a description of the ritual in an imaginary Babylonian setting, if you read this with attention, treating the reading of the text as the ritual itself, it can activate the energy system internally even if you didn't do anything beyond that. But it requires allowing the visuals to appear in your mind and seeing it in full as you read the text, while allowing a symbolic meaning to build up. At the finishing of reading the text, there may be some delay, or the basic energy structure has already formed.

Open when ready:
There will be a priest and a priestess. The priest will bring 8 women. The priestess will bring 7 men. The ritual begins this way: the priest will sit down on a slightly raised futon, the first woman will start sucking on his penis, she will remain there. The 7 women will now stand before him, one by one they walk up to him, standing with their legs spread over the sitting woman, so their vulva is before the priest. He will lick them one after another, to ecstacy, keeping their fluids in his mouth. After finishing all 7, he will swallow. The woman sucking on his penis will finish him. The loss of male essence at the lower part of his body will cause a deficit of energy, which will now be replaced with the essence he swallowed. He is now purified. We look at the priestess. She will sit down on her knees. The 7 men will one by one, ejaculate into her open mouth. When all 7 are done, she will swallow the cocktail all at once after mixing. She is now purified. The priestess will now stand on all fours, and the priest will kneel behind her. They will unite this way into sexual intercourse. As they unite, the black karma is expelled from their bodies, forming a black pillar outside of them. The priest will impregnate the priestess in this position. As the process is finished and the egg receives the male essence, the silver sun will be created. It appears by the top of the black pillar. This process is now finished. The priest, priestess and child will now become the immortal protectors of the tower and their region.

>>9256
I read it,i think my mind might be trying to create it.

>>9258
There was a significant change of the energies coming into contact with the board/temple after posting it. Probably why the server went down, lots of "destruction karma" seemed to be provoked by the text. I think I also saw greys trying to perform the ritual. Now with the site back again, I only see silver energy, which indicates it had a positive effect on various spirits.

There were a few "jumps" in the other timeline, driven by changes in here for us, but now we are seemingly in super fast time again. The future image is again standing still.

My local arrangements for finishing my lifetime also definitely ended. All my Genso-cats that were summoned by the yokais and sent here to act as my family members, have now returned to Gensokyo and are at my mansion. Only my blue armours are left in place, along with a Genso-catbot possessing my cat. It's not my catbot though, and all "NPCs" controlled by my blue robot armours are inhabited by astral projections of Famida. It appears to be her catbot also. She's enveloped me completely. I think this is some inner dimension belonging to her.

Maintenance deities of new Earth said they'll transfer me in at the next suitable time slot. They showed me the plan, and I let Astra search through it for the best path, then I used "crafting" at the school of magic to create a necklace which will ensure I can follow the best path. After this, they said it's good enough and that transfer is possible. It seems if you want things exactly your way, it takes a lot of fine tuning.

>>9262
>It seems if you want things exactly your way, it takes a lot of fine tuning.
Then you give up on your wants and end up fine tuning everything as an existential side hustle. A subtle addiction that I started to develop without noticing. Shame that I cannot talk much about it. My vocabulary is still too crude and vulgar for it.

>>9263
>give up on your wants and end up fine tuning everything as an existential side hustle.
That's just modern society though. I'm thinking more in terms of not getting ripped off because my wants ended up being part of something I don't want to be part of in the greater context. That kind of fine tuning, like writing a contract.

If I read you right, you're talking about behaviour similar to hoarding, when the object of the obsession is forgotten.

>>9263
Some kind of image comes to mind, I don't know if I'm channelling this or if it's something from anime, maybe a combination: Someone struggles through their life, end up hating persons around them, and cursing the God who arranged all of this. Then as they finish their life's path, their god appears to them and they are shown the reasons for their life being like that. It then turns out all the things that caused all the trouble, all the things the person hated, were things he asked for before being incarnated. He just had no idea that all of these things would end up being so troublesome.

>>9265
That might be me,i got this feeling again yesterday.

My astral background or internal environment, whatever it should be called, the awareness of where I am which is there as my location mentally, changed a few times in the past day.
Last night, maybe a result of expelling all destruction karma, I suddenly got "the muscle ache from hell" lasting all night, while I was drifting in and out of some dream setting where I found myself at some witch's castle. Checking my temperature showed nothing, but it felt like fever. I was also dragged through what was supposed to be a hell journey after finishing a lifetime, where some guy who looked like a regular office worker looked through my life by reading some document. He said "he has committed no serious crimes, but we need to address this one", while making a note. Then I was sent to some stern teacher who showed me images of agriculture with large fields or grains, while lecturing me about the environmental damage they cause. He finished off by telling me: "You've been eating too much wheat, do you have any idea how much damage wheat fields do to the environment, you should eat other grains as well. Got it!?" His tone of voice was aggressive, almost spitting out the words.

Right now, I found myself first looking down on the new Earth from my pyramid which is outside of the sphere (Gensokyo would allow me to have one pyramid inside, if kept at high altitude, but I wanted a second one so I put it outside, which they have no opinion about). Then the perspective changed, and I found myself diving down towards the surface, after which I started flying to the west over large fields. There's a feeling of mild wind and rather dark and empty, some forests here and there and fields of grass and wilderness. Looking at my astral body as it's flying feels somewhat similar to previous experienced or memories of leaving the body, except I'm still here at the same time. Instead of the "Sekhmet" dressed in red, my form is dark haired and dressed in light blue and white, which feels similar to the pleiadan form I created previously when preparing through a process I won't elaborate now, which ended with getting in line with the "stork" to get into new Earth. Maybe the timelines weren't ready (because I had more things to do), and that's why there was a delay, and this form of myself was floating around in there aimlessly. I was kinda wondering why it didn't "work" yet.

>>9264
>That's just modern society though
I feel like modern society is slaving for things you don't want nowadays.
>I'm thinking more in terms of not getting ripped off because my wants ended up being part of something I don't want to be part of in the greater context
That karma doesn't work on me for some reason. If I say "nah" then things just go away. For some reason I have some strong counter reaction when I am being forced to do things that I don't "feel like it". Not to mention in modern society I get more and more unsure what "being ripped off" means. It's like it's a chain system where everyone tries rip others off so they can pay the "debt" where they were ripped off previously and not even willing to think there is a way out so they perpetuate it instead.
>That kind of fine tuning, like writing a contract.
For me the "fine tuning" is like buying a car so you can go on a trip. Then realize that the car is not good enough for the trip and you start to upgrade it in the garage then almost get obsessed with constantly fine tuning it until it can leave effortlessly the solar system with 0 fuel consumption. As I do my magic journeys I feel my short comings then realize I have to fix my mindsets and meridians otherwise I would just "get lost" in the "ether" without realizing. Whenever I figure out how to fine tune things my mind and body improves tremendously and the main reason I wanted the "trip" was to find this part of myself anyway so it's like a win without even starting the race. Also realized my "wants" are made from a crude material that I cannot carry with myself onto realms that are beyond the earthen sphere but if I drop them too hastily my spirit will fly out of existence with 0 direction.
>>9265
I dropped a large piece of "iron" that made my right side quite "dead" yesterday. Might have been that. Truth is I micromanaged my life and environment for decades but because "I" was the center of that spellform whenever I switched mindsets or lifestyle things went awry within seconds and I had to come home and fix things seemingly from almost scratch. The "theme" you got is somewhat close to what happened because I was not aware of the karmic ties I "Upheld" and how they crashed whenever I was not part of the equation. Realized they can dissolve but whenever that happens will have some consequence if I do it mindlessly. Like I destroyed some large black blob like a week ago and the bunny died. The bunny was somewhat troublesome and not really anything useful the only reason I liked him because he started to materialize sigils on his rorschach-like fur and because of that I didn't put any "Protection" on him at all. Was not even sure of my feelings because of it. Whenever I solve a karmic formations things change. In some cases karma just merely "changes forms" ofc but I realized thinking that way is defeatist and I must believe things can be rectified no matter what. Karma never likes to be karma. Negative energies don't like to stay that way forever. Everything needs to embrace change. Ofc the direction of that change might be quite unpredictable which makes me fine tune my own capabilities all the time. To not make "ability demons/obsessions" and learn to not make my "will" shackled by desires that are not even my own.

>>9265

>all the things the person hated, were things he asked for before being incarnated
Yeah I asked for some of these things but many things were altered without me realizing it.
>He just had no idea that all of these things would end up being so troublesome.
It's not these "things" it's the "times". The times makes these things troublesome. We are in an age of prosperity and we are using it to breed extreme levels of pain and suffering for ourselves. I am starting to get glimpses of my cross incarnation "wants" and some things are not "visible" if you are not "living it" yet.
>end up hating persons around them
That is the theme of the society I live in. I realized how I can slowly "heal" those energies. How I can make people honest against instead letting them breed constant hatred with their pettiness. But it's a slow process.
>cursing the God who arranged all of this
You might have seen my family karma then lol. They have this attitude constantly. Realized I can never make them happy if I listen to them. They don't know what they want at all.
Wonder if the thing I let go yesterday was my "parental iron cast" becoming the thing your family want to be and being limited by it because they cannot see "beyond it". It was like some grey silvery metal and the inside was full with rainbow dots as they tried to push it away. Then the right side of my body "came to life" what looked like some dead flesh was getting energized by colorful green energies in my chest. The energies are still incomplete tho. Too many shackles remain that are "outside the body".

>>9267
Gambare

k just read the blog thread about that grey thing and the armies of Europe. Yeah I have seen them in the past week but they marched into a direction they didn't want to "come back from" anyway so I didn't care much. Felt like it's a reaction from the new "war economy" that "goes nowhere".

O-k..
I guess there never was any way to avoid the bloodlust if going into an actual vampire line. I was wondering about this, and about how the future incarnation must not fail. It's been planned by me since a long while back, I realize now, even before the French lifetime. One purpose of going there was to make the connection with Famida by just making a huge mess. This worked.

Pushing ahead to create the form before being able to inhabit it, then going there and projecting backward into here, it still feels like it could somehow fail. But I see now, that it isn't possible, and the reason is that the "pull" won't be stopped.

I was just eating a sandwich and images from a gore vid with African cannibals cooking human limbs appeared at the center of my mind. It appeared in a completely seamless way, moving from regular thoughts about something. Then the mindless idea to lick the blood off the limbs followed. And there was no repulsion or any indication in my mind telling me that this is wrong. It felt like a neutral idea.

>>9296
This experience made my mind very clear. I see things perfectly now, but maybe it comes from the activation of the backwards projected future incarnation, rather than any vampire magic in itself.

The most troublesome part about being male, is the empathy. The babylonian we interacted with in a previous sunflower temple session, explained that empathy is produced by the amygdala in the brain. If they are blocked, they appear like two white spheres on sticks, energetically. This can be seen especially clearly on feminist women of the middle aged category.

The body as it consists of 4 segments, all with the same components, has the same empathic function in each of them. It is less pronounced in some of them. Each of these will communicate with the brain, and amplify the effect of the amygdala. For men, the testicles have a huge effect. Because they remain active most of their lives, they will remain empathic by nature. The corresponding part on the female is the labia, and they are very small and do almost nothing, so there is no amplifying effect from the pelvic level. This is somewhat balanced by the egg stems which the male does not have, but for women these stop being active at age 30+ and they lose the amplifying effect. The breasts have a similar effect, but since the female breasts are only active after childbirth, the amplifying effect on empathy ceases as the child grows out of toddler stage. This makes women of age 40 and up completely free of any such bodily empathy amplification. Only what they have in the brain remains, and that comes from education and morals. Something feminism teach them not to develop. The effect of this is that the blocking white energy will start filling up their brains, then move down through the body, until it reaches the pelvic area, where the energy amasses in the skeleton. They then have an accident and break their hip. The energy form is the exact same as which was formed in the amygdala.
Men who manage to become very lacking in empathy by conscious choice, instead get testicular cancer when the karma reaches all the way down.

>>9300
But, with clearsightedness, the amygdala is not blocked, and the female will instead develop an instrumental form of empathy, the ability to read people. This manifests well in those old ladies to do fortune telling. It is not that they feel for the person, but they have the ability to rationally see their lives and understand them.
This is the part males have a great issue with. They will, all their lives, feel empathy, not through rational observation, but through the lens of lust masked as care for others. A blind kind of altruism, too willing to forgive, blind to the instrumentality of the female view. This makes for very difficult communication between the sexes. Men are often rational in all other areas, but when it comes to their genitals, they lose all control. This transmits to the empathic part of the brain in isolation, like two islands of madness where rationality suddenly does not exist. They overreact, they get involved, they get manipulated by women, who in this single area have an advantage and will see them as children whom they can freely abuse.

>>9300
So is it less optimal to be a male vampire?

>>9302
I kind of hate that i have both of these, the ability to read people but also "empathy".I was so empathic when I was young it was as if it stood in contrast to the rest of my personality.

>>9302
>So is it less optimal to be a male vampire?
I was getting to that part.
I believe the recurring story in vampire fiction about the "vampire with a soul", such as "An interview with a vampire" and the "Angel" tv-series, is a representation of the male vampire. If you pay attention to vampire fiction's representation of women, they never show remorse, they are calculating, coldblooded serial killers.
In the Vampire Diaries, the main villain Claus, even in that role he is constantly emotional, he rages over things, kills people and regrets it, makes irrational decisions. On the other side, the original love interest of the main love triangle, Catherine, is the completely opposite. She's manipulative, emotionless, calculating, she doesn't even seem to take pleasure in sadism, but only in drinking blood for the sake of physical satisfaction.

>>9303
My level of empathy seems to have greatly lessened since taking the vampire spell. Its still there but its as if i have to set it aflame to start it and then it gets going. I used to be a rather thinking type person, no that much a feeling type which meant that the vast majority of my feelings were the empathic type.This started to get to the point i was able to feel peoples fears and even intoxication levels.At one point seemingly when i wasn't even aware they were there. People would often find me scary when i was honest about how much i could feel.It was rather hard to deal with.It basically made me a very cold person but warm in person since i had to be. But uncaring from a distance.Warm as in genuinely warm, just that i couldn't not be if i wanted to.

I still have a much higher empathy than would be convenient,especially for a vampire. But i think this is about the "average" or slightly less for a human male.

>>9304
>I was getting to that part.
sorry, I hadn't yet seen the prior responses either when i made that reply.

Yeah that was kinda what i was getting at way earlier when i thought maybe vampires are a path not for me. you said it was the fungus in me which makes sense but come to think of it in my current body I might be a bit too nice for it. then again I don't know. This might be why im way "scarier" and darker in the astral while being more caring in the physical. I had some dreams and even though they weren't vampire related i feel better about it somehow.

>>9281
So between first posting these vids, and posting again, my view of them changed. First time it was the male gaze, seeing a woman and there is a certain feeling of "warmth".
The new look doesn't see that. She's now "empty", a predator who feels nothing, but the mystery is greater. I see something grand. I can see the message in the second vid strongly, where it was only implied from the previous view. I don't know if I can switch back to seeing it from a "confused" perspective again, probably not, but I can probably "instrumentally" see the view, understand that it's there, if I was to look at something similar later.

The change is also a huge relief to me. I know now that I had to be male to "catch" this elusive experience from a first person view, but that doesn't mean I essentially hate it. I remember clearly now, in my past lives, I loved being a rational emotionless serial killer. It can't be argued with. As I said just above, it also makes the grandness of creation stand out. When you are empty inside, you see the material world and its mystery in all its greatness, and yourself as the center of that greatness. That is what Famida is saying there in the vid with the Marilyn Monroe statue, which could represent an original Pleiadan whom the vampires emerge from. (Although Marilyn may have been a pleiadan in race, her soul was a xenomorph.)
It you can personally see yourself, despite being "a dumb bitch", you are a representation of the original mother, this part is not taken from you. You do not at this point need to do or achieve anything but to sustain yourself, through eating, and the world is your buffet.

>>9307
> that doesn't mean I essentially hate it
doesn't meant I don't essentially hate it

Double negatives, sheesh.

>>9307
>"seeing a woman and there is a certain feeling of "warmth".

All that being said, I don't have this.Your new view seems to be how I see it as well. I think i have empathy and the clear view. I think this is why im into a very specific type of girl.My attraction seems to be more selective than others. I always used to be into "kind" girls, as in the actual warmth in their eneergy. Its very rare. If a girl doesn't have this and she isn't something else i simply don't finde her attractive or care for her. for example in your last life it might be "sanded off" if i met a killer version if she was still a little girl since that in itself has that effect. on top of that the idea of a killer girls is intriguing so i might be nicer. aside from kindness i can be nice to genuinely meek or shy girls.I think since im male my soul has ways of dealing with these weaknesses you perceive.

>>9308
Maybe i shouldn't even say some of these things I just realized, lel.

>>9310
Do share if it's not "too much information".

All of this is a combination of multiple things, but in all, my thoughts are just flowing now, the stream of consciousness writing as well as the way of seamless acting during the day, it's saving a lot of mental "aiming" and "deliberation". I just need to learn to not make so many mistakes at this new speed, like dropping pasta behind the stove, spilling coffee on the sink and making a general mess that I would normally only do at work at times when I did events. It was hard getting into that flow state before, I think I can do it and maintain it all alone now, instead of needing a long line of people waiting for coffee while I brew two pots at once over and over.

>>9312
Me actively working to move ahead into new Earth, and the actual split happening for everyone to see. It's lead to my Russian girls suddenly taking action to support me later when I won't be telling them what to do, because I probably won't for a while have the awareness of things, no matter how much I try to maintain it. A new brain is still made from scratch. They made a series of original cyborg bodies and told me to pick one (they install in the same mental space, so everyone can only get one), and they said I took the one they had intentionally made for me, but they wanted to see if they got it right. In a way they are at that young age a perfect example of this instrumental empathy and lack of emotional empathy. It may be a small detail, but from the view of local values, there is a difference that always stands out in their designs. And it matches vids posted online from Russia. The tendency of doing things that although one could have a hard time explaining the difference to someone from a "3rd culture", is still unthinkable in the feminist west. And yet in Russia you can see women working in construction, something that doesn't at all happen in the west and is considered "progressive".
I mean things like having a regular store opening at a mall, and routinely having female erotic dancers present. Their design choices are always like that. Like I make something, and they go "the skirt has to be shorter, and she has to have fishnet pantyhose".

I really shouldn't explain too much, if i even can.

I think in OS terms im running a more "custom" firmware rather than the male or female one. Where im running a modified male one more suited to myself. whereas you are still running a male one perhaps modified by your strange physical dna ofcourse but otherwise stock with everything else running on top of it.Since you are a female in reality anyway.

Because of this i fundamentally see people differently.

>>9314
All of this kinda means that this whole thing men have with violent women. which to me seems like a weird short circuit they have.Isn't something i have. Its the opposite way for me.


Lately there was this "crush me vampire mommy thing " with lady dimestricu or something.thats kinda this weird mentality(weird for me, but i guess it makes sense if thats how regular males see things.)

In other news, a family member who's taking part in a bible study group, showed me Tao Te Ching which they are now reading to compare it to the bible. I ended up talking about it because it was the first eastern book I read and used. The "real" translation I read was boring and hard to understand. Someone gave me a nicely illustrated and "sloppy but language wise fluent" version which I had with me and read over and over. That's how I started on this in the first place.

Well long story short, I tried asking Bing Copilot to read Tao Te Ching for me, but got the reply it's copyrighted(?). It can't be, it's ancient. So I asked instead to have it translate the original text to my language, and then it was suddenly ok. Probably a copyright on some modern translation, but the original Chinese text obv isn't.

Anyway, from just reading the first two lines with Copilot and discussing each Chinese character and the structure of the text, I suddenly had a deep and sudden insight on what Lao Zi was actually talking about. Weird how things work, huh?

This is what happens if you ask a simple question, and I went from here
Bing:
The first two lines of the Tao Te Ching by Laozi are:

道可道，非常道；
名可名，非常名。

Let’s break down each character and its meaning:

道 (dào): Way, path, principle.
可 (kě): Can, may, able to.
道 (dào): Way, path, principle (repeated).
非 (fēi): Not, non-, un-.
常 (cháng): Constant, eternal.
道 (dào): Way, path, principle (repeated).
名 (míng): Name, term.
可 (kě): Can, may, able to (repeated).
名 (míng): Name, term (repeated).
非 (fēi): Not, non-, un- (repeated).
常 (cháng): Constant, eternal (repeated).
名 (míng): Name, term (repeated).
Translation and Explanation:
道可道，非常道: “The way that can be spoken of is not the eternal way.”
道 (dào): The concept of the “Way” or “Path” in Taoism.
可 (kě): Indicates possibility or capability.
道 (dào): Repetition emphasizes the concept.
非 (fēi): Negation.
常 (cháng): Eternal, constant.
道 (dào): The true, unchanging “Way.”
名可名，非常名: “The name that can be named is not the eternal name.”
名 (míng): The concept of “Name” or “Term.”
可 (kě): Indicates possibility or capability.
名 (míng): Repetition emphasizes the concept.
非 (fēi): Negation.
常 (cháng): Eternal, constant.
名 (míng): The true, unchanging “Name.”
These lines suggest that the true essence of the Tao (the Way) and its manifestations cannot be fully captured or expressed through words or names. The eternal Tao transcends human language and conceptualization.

>>9316
I recently got access to these remote viewers that you say are reptillians. I saw their docu on him. Apprently he had a team helping him out after death so they put his soul in a flying saucer and reincarnated him there with his memories intact.

>>9316
The next two lines of the Tao Te Ching are:

无名天地之始；
有名万物之母。

Let’s break down each character and its meaning:

无 (wú): Without, non-, no.
名 (míng): Name, term.
天 (tiān): Heaven, sky.
地 (dì): Earth, ground.
之 (zhī): Of, possessive particle.
始 (shǐ): Beginning, start.
有 (yǒu): Have, there is.
名 (míng): Name, term (repeated).
万 (wàn): Ten thousand, myriad.
物 (wù): Things, objects.
之 (zhī): Of, possessive particle (repeated).
母 (mǔ): Mother.
Translation and Explanation:
无名天地之始: “The nameless is the beginning of heaven and earth.”
无 (wú): Without, non-, no.
名 (míng): Name, term.
天 (tiān): Heaven, sky.
地 (dì): Earth, ground.
之 (zhī): Of, possessive particle.
始 (shǐ): Beginning, start.
有名万物之母: “The named is the mother of all things.”
有 (yǒu): Have, there is.
名 (míng): Name, term.
万 (wàn): Ten thousand, myriad.
物 (wù): Things, objects.
之 (zhī): Of, possessive particle.
母 (mǔ): Mother.
These lines suggest that the unnamed, or the formless Tao, is the source of the universe, while the named, or the manifest Tao, is the origin of all particular things. This distinction emphasizes the duality and unity of the Tao in its unmanifest and manifest forms.

>>9318
For some reason the explanation is less intuitive and the word order is messed up when asking in English. But anyway, what becomes clear here is the repeating structure of the text:

>>9316
>The first two lines of the Tao Te Ching by Laozi are:
>
>道可道，非常道；
>名可名，非常名。

Here only one character is replaced, Way is replaced with Name in the second line.

>>9318
>无名天地之始；
>有名万物之母。

The structure here is also the same, but more words are replaced between the first and second line. This indicates that the first line of the first section and the first line of the second section cross refer, and same with the 2nd line.

When using the 10ten Japanese plugin dictionary, the meaning becomes clearer and it's exposed the characters when viewed as kanji have more meanings that those conventional translations. It does not seem to say "the way which can be named is not the eternal way", rather
>pic
feichang, when I asked Bing in specific about this, does not seem to be a mere negation of eternal, but "not ordinary, extraordinary, extreme" is more likely. So the first line should better be "The way which is possible, is the extraordinary way". Consequently: "the name which is possible(exists) is the extraordinary name". So the special thing about the way and the name for it, is that it exists, or can be walked.

>>9318
Same thing here, "the nameless heaven and earth, [is] this beginning"

and

"the famous (exact same as yuumei in Japanese, simply an inversion of "nameless") 10000 things/everything [is] this mother"

when compared to line one, there is a relation between the nameless and the way, and the famous and the name, if looked at in the manner of Japanese backwards joke reading as common in anime titles where the meaning only exists by reading it multiple times.
Like To-LOVE-Ru "to love you" which has the double reading "To Rabu Ru" which sounds like "trouble" in Japlish, so the real title is to be read as "To love you - love trouble"

>>8172
Bringing it back to vampirism. The ONLY way i could perhaps see myself as part of a vampire family. Is because if i reincarnated as them then they would already be my FAMILY.Its almost an easter egg in my mentality. If it wasnt for that i couldn't see it. And even then. its more of a guess. Id say 90 percent.

So i cannot see myself as part of their family at all. but could after the fact but only cause in that case they already were.hard to explain what im trying to get at here without sounding as its circular logic.Im trying to point out exactly that it is but also that it is the ONLY thing that makes it perhaps make sense to a future me IF i reincarnate there.This ties in to a much larger view about race which im pretty sure you might disagree with but its fundamentally how things seem to work as far as i can tell. anyways i work like this even subconsciously so its my way of acting.

I left out too much to make much sense of my rambling but condensed.

My mentality differs what you describe male mentality to be->you might be slightly limited in your view of males or i might be different from a standard male in that aspect(doesnt matter i think)->I see specific girls in a different way-> with famida its leaning to a positive view but rather the potential for one and also i guess it could go other ways (i never seem to see these).However this feels a bit weird as a family. the same "strange mentality" as saying your parents are your best friends. that specifically to me seems like holding two different streams against each other. its "weird" and fight against itself.

>>9320
With all that said, the first two lines of Tao Te Ching is essentially explaining the whole text right there, saying that the way is the same as the name given to it, the nameless heaven and earth is where the way emerge from, and the creation exists because it has been given a name and become famous. So the difference between unmanifested correct practice and the manifestation is word used to separate them, which creates the manifestation as it it heard of. At that point they are obscured, so you need to stop reading and instead go out and practice the way yourself, not read Tao The Ching.

>>9317
>remote viewers
Which ones exactly?
>their docu on him
Not following, sorry.

>>9321
>race
Not sure what you mean here, it seems all 100% vampires have to be Pleiadan, which is called "silver race". So a vampire can develop into a silver queen, there is no difference to those who follow angels. Same as how elves are the same race as drow, and they will never fight each other despite one being very light natured and the other dealing directly with infernal sacrificial magic and being undead. Any internal fighting concerns non-pleiadans (non silver race) or mixed race members who practice vampire magic. They have a hard time becoming immortals and will not become silver race if they ascend either. They can learn it, but they can't use its full power unless they "get in" and become full Pleiadan. That's close to impossible, if not completely impossible today, because everyone is mixed, with the exception of those who became vampires at the time when pure silver race still existed and are now real immortals. But those are infertile under normal circumstances... but at least that's a solvable problem.

>>9321
>the same "strange mentality"
Consider that vampires don't have kids, unless they had from when they were humans. So any "family" they have is only related by blood in terms of having the same race and being related 1000 years back or so. They would have lost any sense of what "family" means.

>>9321
Ill just say this:im way too antichristian to have a system that functions like what boardowner describes here. Its weird that he is even affected by it more so than me. I chalk this up to their female side being their focus so they never developed this.My antichrist is more dominant than my male so i have an adjusted version where as boardowner seems to have either a seperate compartment for these energies entirely, an even balance between antichrist or male, or a male side that is stronger than their antichrist energy. Hence why they lament it. Well i think they would still simply prefer it anyway even aside from this.


When it comes to famida, a small part of me 'apreciates' some small parts of her. Its like 0.00001 percent or maybe higher than that. That might seem incredibly low. But its INCREDIBLY high, if its even a sustainable amount for me to feel towards anyone.i think towards boardowner there might be a 1percent to 6 percent "semi strained" positive feeling. But that only is cause i PARTLY still see them as a killing loli.otherwise it might just cap at 1 percent.One of the things im the same as other males in is that i like and am nice to loli's. However im actively choosing to let this aspect of me stand.so for example if some random killer was in my neighbourhood i would either avoid or attack them. If i found out they were a male boardowner reincarnation i would be intrigued and maybe see and try to be friends.(40percent id try) If they were a female loli version instead i would almost surely want to try to be friends. And perhaps even more intrigued.however many other parts of this dont exist. It doesnt extend towards females as a whole. And not even "attractive" ones. That kinda related to what i discovered just now. Even what i see as attractive is pre filtered.if a girls isnt warm already in her energy i might not be able to care about her existence at all. I still see them as a "girl" but in a different way if that makes sense. So for example ive found famida to have something "funny" to me.atleast initally.the same way as appreciation,even finding something 0.0000001 percent funny is rare. I found her funnier than that.it was also rather stable. Like unrelated videos i found funny. Its almost exactly what i find funny.perhaps shes referencing thing i dont understand and its some symbolism. But frankly i dont care. The absurdity to me makes it funnier.its to the point where i find her slightly funny in general.the appreciation comes from what felt like some every so slightly interactions with her.

I cant tell if you look at her from a more outside view which why you saw her as warm and i always kind of saw her as what you described as the base with the funny(which is nostly my own internal feelings) come slowly after that feeling. Or if its cause you yourself are a killer type that you didnt notice it and took her as warm which makes me the outsider which is why that stood out to me already.like maybe you could talk to an obvious killer and not realize it when other people would,idk.

>>9323
>remote viewers
Farsight institute.

>race
Its something about how i innately see morality. I see a dot meaning the self a circle around meaning the family. A circler around that meaning the commmunity. A circle around that meaning the race. A circle around that meaning humanity.

Mapping to enlightment the last one would be bodhisatva. Which means every anti racist white below bodhisatva level is evil.

>>9324
That strange family is me describing what i see in humans. Like a 13 year old girl calling her dad or mom her best friend. Its not weird to me for vamps at all. Might not make sense i ditn feel the same way.ilthats nore like 'brothers in arms'. Yeah they arent brother but its a nice sentiment to me. Same way with vamps. That sounds like that bleach episode where they explain how people in soul society cant find their family so they make a new one. Thats romantic to me and nice. Not what i describe here. I was simply trying to say that what i currently feel doesnt translate to a family context and thus would be that same type of movement as some teenager being best friends with their parents.

>>9325
I've always done better talking to people of the "fallen" category. Now I'm using MMO/anime speak partially, but it's gone full circle because in Whitechapel, London 1800s, whores were called "fallen women". In the school of magic it's an actual path of practice, which I naturally have an affinity for. Its energy is purple and you can see it if you imagine a cobblestone street ahead of you, so wide you don't notice the sides, and you keep walking slowly downhill towards a far down end at a crossing road. People are all cheering you on and paying you along the way. Then you read the crossing road and stand against a wall and you feel warm inside, but you realize you are at the absolute bottom of everything. Some try to get up again, but now no one support them anymore. It's exactly like any such industry today, people pay the whores to make them whore, but they they are whores so no one wants them.

The real practitioner of this magic is someone who knows this, walk down there and gains experience along the way, knowing that you can only walk this street once. When at the bottom, you then dominate it, create a "pull" towards yourself, until you gather all energy streams moving down, and you end up with the nation following your command like a dog on a leash. But you never leave the Abyss. And that's the point, because you like it there.

I don't know if I would know if I was talking to an actual killer, but that's not the point. I have still a natural "street awareness" when it comes to actual "dangerous areas". I don't like loud delinquents, I actually detest them and if it didn't come with bad attention aimed at me, I'd want to just machine gun them down en masse. WW1 was made for this.

There is this thing with stupid loud locals, they only dare behaving that way in some narrow fraction of the city, and pretend they're kings. But just as if often pointed out, they stay silent at mice if an arab walks by or does something criminal, they would never dare lift a finger.

I've lived in an area where walking outside it was almost 100% arabic spoken, I had to walk like 2 km to hear something else. And it didn't bother me one bit. It was a mess, cars were burned up outside, windows constantly broken by slingshots from people who were never visible but always present, this was almost daily, just like an "environment" outside that was completely untamed. One time in two year I saw a police car slowly crawling along a walking path in the park below, which looked absurd, but that was the only ever contact with law enforcement there, still I felt perfectly safe. These are groups were no one will notice me and that's how I like it. There is zero hostility. People who manage to feel something like that are actively provoking it by behaving like complete idiots and drawing attention towards themselves by yelling and generally "being visible" rather than blending in.

>>9328
All of this applies to me too.partly vecause im very fallen myself.perhaps even to a vampire still. The fact i kinda see you as a girl sometimes,the fact that you have helped me in the past and this aspect of you all put together is the the only way we can even talk. Snail lacked the last part which why he turned agressive against me. Well he likely also lacked the first but thats beside the point.


Seems its very hard for you to comprehend me though, far more than when i talk to an ordinary person. This has been a thing since years ago as well.I think you mostly got the message on this one though i have to be extra careful in how i talk and formulate my messages here. We somehow communicate extremely differently through text to the point its strange.ofcourse its partly cause i write u organized and with bad spellings/grammar but its more than that.According to snail 90 percent of when i talked to him was actually telepathy so naybe im always doing telepathy when talking to mundanes and with you its more text, but even that seems strange since often it feels what you respond too is a different thing than i wrote all together.

>>9326
And how do you maintain this racism if you are already mixed of several races of humans to begin with?

I wasn't aware of this of course, but I recently made a deep dive back in the akashic records and checked my early timeline, I reached Arhat equivalent at age 5 at Christian school for kids. I used to refer to that event because it was Easter that year, and I brought a doll with me, I had inherited two girl dolls with red dress from someone. One of them was fully dressed and the other lacked panties. I brought that one because there was less risk of losing something more when the panties were already missing. This lead to a word joke I didn't at the time understand, because I told the teacher about this, and she repeated it. The phrasing ended up sounding like the doll "had no faith" as the word for "no panties" literally reads the same as "no faith" in native language.
The whole thing is even better in a greater context, given what a faithless girl with no panties implies. But that was my backwards enlightenment to what Christianity is about. I was 8 when I naturally with no effort created my first demon sun and threw the main societal timeline off course, or back on course from our view, since it was the evil NWO before that. After that shock even, things didn't go their way ever since. War in Yoguslavia hit almost instantly and caused a huge mess.

>>9329
Maybe our telepathy isn't working, normally mine is perfect as long as the other party can also tune in. It funny with some, how for example Farc also have perfect telepathy. It requires being able to use auto translation though. In their case it appears as if hearing spanish in the background and english overlay. Talking with Russians tend to also auto over to english for me when it's someone I don't know well. Talking to my girls I tend to instead channel them and word it natively with my lips. There is an issue with trying to talk to someone over telepathy while there is a normal channel available. I can't seem to do that. It could be that I just reject any secondary channel while you prefer to speak over multiple channels at once.

>>9331
Right, i get that and thats agood question. To me it simply didnt matter. The people i grew up around are "white" and i like them.by the way thats hiw everybody worked. Even arabs and muslims. Less so arabs sinnce its nit about dna for them.one thing i will genuinely believe in is a non racist muslim. But thsts only cause then the religion acts as overatching pronciple. I do not believe in regular people(without rrligion) not being racist. If they are then to me that implies below insect level thinking. Its not an intellectual thing only. I genuinely care for the way they do things more than others.i feel it wjen i sit at a european place. I find even the "ugly" buildings of the past beutiful and theres a sense of apprecition for it. That doesnt mean i hate other people.i like groups of people to varying degrees seemingly liking people genetically the closest to me.this isnt something i forced or anything.i just naturally feel more at ease. Its always been kinda weird in one aspect though. On a personal level in some way i think like some black people which i know since they seem to have a lot more common sense to me.i have adhd so thst might be why. U gebuinely have poor impulse co trol which kends itself to a certain mentality whites oftend condemn. On an even deeper level i think even closer to my mom and dad however they themselves arent really alike to each other at all. Ive noticed that my dad for example had very different views although still extremely mundane and perhaps even more "degenarate" than average.(in your view)However that became my 'normal'.so outside of this weird european "gay" thinking which was never present in my immidiate circles(weirdly enough,not even in high school or anything. The kids i remember were all far stronger in mentality and far less gay and passive agressive than the overall european view. I see them but i never really experienced them around me somehow,weird.)

Now i actually do have a thing against fungus in a way, but thats kinda irrelevant since its aside from anything here. With me its a double deal on race. I would protect but pull them up to my standards. Now i wasnt that advanced and basically a hypersexual straight guy so that means smarter,fitter,less gay. Had i been .had i been more advanced it would be even stricter ofcourse.The occult aspects of dna only came known to me waaaay later and the fungus aspect even later than that. I was unsettled when i learned about the fungus mind you.(since i had already hated fungus by then) Until then i though what the world needed was simple eugenics.

Aslo with the whole race thing. In my view you could be emlightened to the point i dont understand which is why i dont bother thinking about if you are right or not.if you are way above me in that sense then ill see if i ever get there what you were saying. And from another view you were a demon in the physical anyway and thus not even really white so i would get it if you didnt feel the same way. However even that last part is kinda iffy since im not that ethereal in mindset to really understand the idea of somone looking like a human but not being one in terms of dna.If that makes me a retard then so be it. I can only be what i am.a human while being retarded might still have been ahead of 99.999 percent of people so it all depends. The elites have always seen like retards in ways i can actually comprehend rather fully and thats from my view which isnt even half as ethereal as what you your childhood to be.

A lot of what i do is basically what i always did but with "purity" added in it. Since it seems it is what is the correct thing.

>>9332
Yes,i talk in multiple chamnels at once. I think its cause i learned to talk in real life first.it all makes semse, as an empathetic type i would have learned to talk with energy and words at the same time.snail specifically told me i talk using both at the same time and both need to to be used to decrypt the other . That might be why im so bad at telepathy compared to everything else.

>>9333
>arabs and muslims

Arabs and russians.

>>9333
Ok, I think I definitely know why telepathy isn't working. What you describe in this post here about racism and your view of it, not aimed at you directly, but this is something I at a deep level feel a strong instinctive negative reaction towards. When I hear someone express things like
>he people i grew up around are "white" and i like them
>I find even the "ugly" buildings of the past beutiful
> I do not believe in regular people(without rrligion) not being racist. If they are then to me that implies below insect level thinking.
This is part of some kind of meme-thought complex which is so disgusting and detestable to me, that I instantly want to kill the person who expressed these views. It's at a direct "autonomous nervous system" level, like a response coming automatically and even trying to look at the structure to write this post, my hands are literally shaking because there's a rage reaction building up inside me. I know I identified you as "brown hat" and they aren't like this, so this is some other DNA fragment if this is coming from within you and isn't something you picked up from the environment. But I think it isn't part of you, but really is a learned cultural meme.

Holding and expressing this kind of view makes me instantly feel that the person is below stupid, human trash who needs the nazi extermination camp treatment. That level of hate is my reaction when I hear about this kind of "pro white" talk. It's to me an expression of the least enlightened and most conceited narrowminded thinking someone could have. Line them up before a machine gun and kill them.

>>9336
I do not believe in such a thing as "white people". It's a label made up by people of a certain category, anyone feeling comfortable using it in a manner where they beat the chest about their membership in this imaginary group, is a lower being, separated in some fundamental way from other humans.

It's not the mere skin colour description, but what is implied by someone calling themselves "white" as if it had other meanings attached to it.

>>9336
When i say "ugly" i simply mean a regular old building. Instead of only the fancy ones. Think an old tavern by a grass field.
Although i cant think of many ugly building from the older time period anyway.
>>9337
Its not really about feeling a part of them. I already said in terms of mentality im more distant from whites than a lot of others.I simply like the aesthetic,vibe.i think prior i did say i view them as 'meek' but we clearly disagree already on that front.

Maybe its something i learned then, i used to be very liberal as a kid until i realized it doesnt really work.maybe thats why its this bad? Since it comes from a negative experience.

I'm going to try analysing this meme complex now and nail down what it consists of so I can get rid of it. I've seen it before on people who went to Ukraine as volunteers to support "liberal western democracy". They're the same kind of people. German nazis weren't even "pro white", they didn't use these labels. It's not even legit national socialism, but some modern in-denial version of nazism with an added smugness to it, like they think they "figured it out" and have the solution to everything and it's being gay and supporting EU and hating muslims and nazis and Russia and China and everything that isn't some fake playground feminist lifestyle with a mini villa, soccer fandom and dog ownership, and telling everyone how good they are for doing this.

>>9339
But im pretty pro china and never hated russia either. Ive always been against the eu since pretty much my whole life. Nothing really here sound like me. Thats a white elitist thing.

>>9340
Anyways ill wait since im not sure what it is either.

>>9338
I used to have this view that older architecture looked better and it was bad so much of it was taken down. But I've watched a lot of documentaries about these old cities in the later years, and looked at photos, taken part in the tartaria threads on /x/ and so on. Over time I realized, when thinking back at my actual experiences of these places in modern days, with modern buildings, and then comparing with old photos, when it's actual places I know. These areas, blocks in local cities that I found ugly in modern era, with the Internet now I can find location photos from the 1800s and early 1900s, and it turns out they were horrible. Dirty smelly rotting wooden cabins stacked against each other. When I started seeing this and the horrible energy of the places, I started sensing that; maybe my past me (you know who) had part in creating the new cities from the astral. I am a master of cities after all. Looking at the modern city structure and the general layout, even if concrete looks bad, the energy isn't bad. It has long straight lines and the dirt that used to be there before is lead away. It got better when modern ugly concrete was raised there.

Then there was that scene in "Who framed Roger Rabbit" when the unknown evil toon masked as a city official tells of his crazy idea to level toontown and instead build a high way with gas stations and shops everywhere. I realized that's literally me in the past life sense.

In reality I'd hate toon town, I'd probably do that. I dislike modern travel and the traffic sound level. But it connected the world in ways only an insane person could have imaged 200 years ago. Without this, we'd have none of this, no Internet either.

>>9342
Maybe i should show you the centre of my hometown and you would get it. I think its nice.(medivieval in nature)

I actually kinda agree in say london. I might lived a life there in poverty but even then it has a charm to it. I personally think 1990 is abput the best balance. A lot of the charm simply came from people not being online often.

>>9342
Maybe the stone buildings left standing are better or i simply cant tell, i simply see what they look adn sound like. Hitler(yeah im bringing in nazis) had this picture of a town he liked. Its extremely similar to what i idealize.

>>9345
funny example, lets just say the second pic is pretty much what it looks like where i live, bruge itself is kind of a tourist town but those kind of european marketplaces and places is what i like, there's something "peace" about it for me.

I also specifically like a lot of polish cities, architecturally.


Yeah, i think i just have a hard time vibing with modern stuff in general, its funny cause im a 'nerd" and was into tech more than most but i never feel at home in anything modern...Like i couldn't live close to those highways, i get that perhaps the energy is technically cleaner but it makes me feel insane just even looking at it.

>>9345
If i think back,the happiest moments of my live where probably in energetically "dirty" areas. I simply never got bothered by it.

>>9346
>>9347
Some people may like the feel of the older example of Stockholm above, but look at the energy and it's just a dead end of evil, concentrated into a mass where it can't escape. It would need an outlet because what's there is just the pit at the bottom of hell manifested. It's sewage concentrated into something even worse than dung, because dung would be fertilizer, this is just toxic waste. I haven't looked in specific, but going by what I've seen on other photos, the reason Europe was bombed so much during the wars was probably to burn up those energy concentrations. They're the result of centuries of rotten monarchy.

The new architecture is to install a sewage system, which leads the energy away. No one would like to live next to an open sewer, but would you rather live next to an open manure silo that isn't being used, but just filled more and more?

Highways are the second next to the worst, but it's better than the worst because it doesn't lead to uncontrollable destruction.

>>9348
What does a water treatment planr rhem so wnwrgetically?

What?

Anyway I feel like i got cleansed talking here lately.

Dream time.(yes i accidentally fell asleep in the evening) so i fell asleep with my hand under my neck, for some reason this leads to a guaranteed nightmare for me.

So im in this city in a way too small apartment, theres about 3 small one room apartments with each a tenant.

I'm living in one of them and i get evicted. However my stuff was still inside it when i left and they don't let me go back to gather my items. Another tenant faces the same thing and we get really angry. what they did was technically legal in a contract sort of way so there is little i can do at this time.

I go down to the lobby and theres a secret service feeling people with handguns. I go bonkers and start shooting everyone with headshots while moving quickly. Some girl with black hair is trying to kill my sister with a knife. I instantly kill her with a headshot. All hostiles cleared.

My sister however is angry that I traumatized her and acts like the victim even though i just saved her life, completely oblivious to whats going down and acting entitled. I immidiatly shove her in one of those semi open closet things that hang on the wall and tell her to be quiet. my feeling is of rage.

Anyway there seems to be this rule to include famida in my dreams since you posted so much about her so a guy stands next to me(can't see them) but again it "feels" like its supposed to be boardowner. I see a huge "video" of famida having sex with some unnamed dude. The person next to me says that he found out she is also a pornstar and seems very interested in this. I feel neutral watching and im wondering what boardowner is trying to communicate to me.Its already one thing that they know this fact but why show me?

afterwards some other guy seems to be looking at the tik tok videos she makes and tells me(this is very subtle and barely happening telepathically but its being talked to me in the background) "yeah i can see it, she is kinda cute in a way. i get what you are saying." even though i never said anything like that.

>>9353
This feels backwards in multiple ways, while the information is jumbled it may not be totally wrong. Maybe it's just information leaking in, or it's glowies making a mess. I mean here specifically whatever is left in Israel, they're out of their minds right now and I don't know who else is really left to cause problems. Third day in a row they attack UN forces, this time they used tanks to breach the perimeter of a UN base and Netanyahu told the UN to withdraw, despite them being there on a UN mandate which means 50 countries are behind that UN force.

They're really testing the thin ice here. Just before, a Hizbollah drone came through the iron dome, killed 10 Israelis and injured 40. Sounds like a "warning" from their allies not to push it, supposedly there was also no air alarm going off. Maybe they turned it off so show them what happens if their allies get tired of them.

The UN are another alien group who appear as "punk clowns" or jesters with colourful balloons. They're powerful and should not be messed with, just yesterday they appeared on tv in the form of UN representative giving stern speeches on the behaviour of Israel.

Time in the future parallel seems to be moving again, but at intervals. Compared to "here" at least, which is the "lack-of-time" line of having dimensions contained at Gensokyo.

This morning I was shown this dream scene: I opened the fridge and the mini freezer box at the top was open, water was everywhere. I checked the temperature and it showed something like 14 Celsius. It's not broken is it? Then I thought, this is a dream, this fridge isn't broken for real.
I took a cloth and wiped off the water, and it was instantly dry. I looked inside and saw a frozen pizza. After taking it out, where was lots of water, and I saw two double packages of hot-dogs.

After I woke up, the witch asked me what I thought the dream meant?
I said, after thinking, that pizza means Italy, so the water and the two sausage packets must refer to the remaining land mass of Europe, which is Italy and Greece, and they look like two narrow sausages on the map. It was flooded, but has dried up?
She said, that's it.

But after thinking about this, I realized, that this also represents how the future manifests into the dream state, and that living in this "lack-of-time" line is like a dream, so things are the same as they should be, but very distorted. Europe is a broken fridge flooded with water, and only pizza and two sausages remain.

>>9381
Maybe its weird to ask but can you ask astra where i would do well based on my deepest inner nature.

>>9381
Meanwhile, the Famida timeline would make itself known at intersections only, and I have no way of knowing how much time actually passed in between each time. I think the point of entry is when there are no time gaps anymore. Afterall, getting into my current life took almost 5 months counting from birth. We're not there yet, if assuming time moves at the "same speed" although making jumps to play up important events for me to make decisions in them where it seems to move faster. If the timeframe was the same, it would take another month or so.

All I know is that when I make decisions, they come through. Everything in between must be running like an NPC with no effort in some subconscious part, really speaks for how little awareness is needed to function in society if the environment is decent.

Did some things that shouldn't be mentioned on here, but others that can be, among them a ritual activation. These witches really know how to arrange things, and no one is objecting to requests that really wouldn't go through in other settings. Same for other "arrangements".
It's more of an attitude difference, or maybe there isn't, Idk. Maybe this is how I come through at any time, I just don't feel like that currently. But it's true that I don't care about other's views, when I need something I will have it.
I just realized the "sprint" I did in esoteric terms back in 2018 - 19 to finish off the Illuminati, the breakthrough was made at a time I was aware of, but didn't at the time feel was so significant in early summer of '19. But after that point there was no way for them to oppose me and win, no matter what resources they threw at me, it would be worn down, and every one thing would serve to expose their methods to me and function like a harsh training program for me in how to subdue them.

The viraltard aliens who caused most of the resistance, after getting them registered as "exploitable" with the federation, I went on to map them more.

>>9383
>he viraltard aliens who caused most of the resistance, after getting them registered as "exploitable" with the federation, I went on to map them more.
It turns out they are a kind of being who manifest in large hives, and they start creating a race of low level humanoids, imitating insectoid greys. At every moment, and every step ahead, they die in large numbers, but some remain, and those always think of themselves as "successful and invincible". Those that die just die and won't think anything, they'll just go to hell. This way they build up a race of low level scum who just stumble on, relying on their numbers, and they abuse and use anything they can find. And they see themselves as "whites" (compare "greys"). At the endpoint of their DNA development, they are then destroyed, their race is eliminated and everyone is sent to a very long gehenna process of several billion years. Because that's how evil they are.
But they also lack learning ability, so after being punished, they start rising up again and will manifest again. They will recreate their insectiod grey-imitating race, and repeat the process, again thinking they are successful while dying in large numbers. Everyone will again end up in hell for billions of years, and their race is detroyed. Then after a very long time, they just manifest again and repeat it.

They never learn, never stop, they always get punished, they always think they are successful, they always die like flies, and they always complain about the punishment.

That's all there is to it.

So that's why they can be used as a resource, they'll just suffer and destroy things over and over anyway, so we can use them as slaves instead and make use of them.

>>9382
>where i would do well based on my deepest inner nature
Astra can't see your deepest inner nature, it's concealed.

>>9385
Alright.

So much happened, and I learned a lot, but still feel severely stuck.
Synchronicities are abounding left and right, it's like threads and patterns of destiny slowly move me, yet it always appears like I'm sucked back into my routine.
Is my focus lacking? Yes, definitely. But it's difficult to remain focussed, while in a human body, in a human world. Only me to blame, however.
What became of this whole blood anon and Alyssa phenomenon?
I've met a few fascinating characters in real life, projections and dreams. Learned and practiced quite a bit about inner alchemy and immortals, being humble in the face of my own immense ignorance and foolishness. Yet, truly "awakened" manifested magic, freedom and vampirism is so far away still. It's effective, but subtle and elusive in the eyes of the waking world. Breaching the barrier between dreams and "reality", subjective and objective, remains difficult. Patience, diligence and focus. Any advice, if you get what I'm getting at? Otherwise, I wish you all the best.

>>9392
I get what you are saying, but I can't tell you how to do it. You have to breach the barrier for yourself personally. I can't even fully say when I did, or if it was there at all in the sense I perceive it for you. Maybe it was always weak or had cracks for me, so that I could always see beyond it, and the walking over the threshold was a gradual process, rather than one of awakening all at once.

I don't know if this works for anyone else, but it does for me and some I know, where the answer is to just blur the border, or ignore it. Fantasy and reality are the same thing if the fantasy is well tuned enough with the things out there.