>>9242
>>9249
>Hopefully ill solve it internally
Let's try something. I think I have the energy form clear to me. I can't explain exactly why this works, but it does. In the most elaborate expression, the full thing is a Babylonian ritual which creates their "black tower and silver sun". It's a metaphysical device which removes all "destruction karma" from a region, prevents natural disasters and social unrest. It creates an "immortal society". I did a version of this on the astral using shapeshifting with an astral body, various demon contacts and some of my Russian lolis also took part, so I know it can work in a small variety of performances of the same symbolic nature. It's "ritual symbol magic", so you could perhaps replace any part with something of the same symbolic meaning, but how you do that is up to you.

The method here, will be something I've seen work before; I will write a description of the ritual in an imaginary Babylonian setting, if you read this with attention, treating the reading of the text as the ritual itself, it can activate the energy system internally even if you didn't do anything beyond that. But it requires allowing the visuals to appear in your mind and seeing it in full as you read the text, while allowing a symbolic meaning to build up. At the finishing of reading the text, there may be some delay, or the basic energy structure has already formed.

Open when ready:
There will be a priest and a priestess. The priest will bring 8 women. The priestess will bring 7 men. The ritual begins this way: the priest will sit down on a slightly raised futon, the first woman will start sucking on his penis, she will remain there. The 7 women will now stand before him, one by one they walk up to him, standing with their legs spread over the sitting woman, so their vulva is before the priest. He will lick them one after another, to ecstacy, keeping their fluids in his mouth. After finishing all 7, he will swallow. The woman sucking on his penis will finish him. The loss of male essence at the lower part of his body will cause a deficit of energy, which will now be replaced with the essence he swallowed. He is now purified. We look at the priestess. She will sit down on her knees. The 7 men will one by one, ejaculate into her open mouth. When all 7 are done, she will swallow the cocktail all at once after mixing. She is now purified. The priestess will now stand on all fours, and the priest will kneel behind her. They will unite this way into sexual intercourse. As they unite, the black karma is expelled from their bodies, forming a black pillar outside of them. The priest will impregnate the priestess in this position. As the process is finished and the egg receives the male essence, the silver sun will be created. It appears by the top of the black pillar. This process is now finished. The priest, priestess and child will now become the immortal protectors of the tower and their region.