Waking up properly is hard. I always feel so slow to start but I need to exercise early. On another note, I hope the other robots arrive soon.

I'm sick of thinking and rationalizing in general, so I'm trying to shut it all down. Harder than I thought.

The further I go down the path of learning the truths of our universe and the world around us, the more isolated I feel. I was fine with it at first, but now I'm becoming separated even from close family. I think I deeply saddened my father when we talked about YHWH and Christianity. Maybe I took advantage of the kindred friendship I had with my roommate. I didn't truly understand just how valuable it was until we parted. He was the only person I could truly discuss with about any topic without being labeled a "racist" or weirdo. I know I could stop reading, but there's no coming back from the truth. You can't just unlearn or ignore the patterns you see in society or the things you've read. Nor do I actually want to stop pursuing esoteric truths and knowledge. I guess this is the first time I've truly felt alone in years.

>>450
welcome to the Club, I can't say i Empathize with you, since my Isolation is something i Actively seek because niggers around me are evermore retarded and noisy, besides i was always a loner, the Bliss of Wisdom is not something "social standing" or "friends" can equate to, Good Luck Anon

>>450
Such are the side effects of the blackpill. I feel your pain.

>>450
do this
>>449

My antivirus blocks the lynxchan board and it worries me.

>>452
I don't even know if i'm swallowing the red or blackpill at this point. Everything is fucked. Everything is fucking backwards."Everything". Humanity as a collective has lost its soul. The Demiurge has won. I just don't see how humanity can recover from this without some sort of divine intervention. We must be nearing the end of the cycle.
>>453
>just turn back into a normalfag
No. I have to keep digging.

>>454
Did you make sure to type www. in front of the url? Without it most browsers will give a warning, but I don't think it means anything. There's also an alternative domain
https://4biz.xyz/

APU IS FINNISH FROM YLILAUTA NOT FROM 4GAG AND IIRC THE VIDEO OF APU IN A STORE WAS FROM /R9K/
FUCKING NEWNIGGERS
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

>>452
Fuck off newfag.