>>5465
>How do you feel about her?
I don't feel much. She is a guide since around 10 years, maybe more. I trust her but I don't generally talk directly to her because of the large dimensional distance between us. She uses indirect methods.

>>5466
She speaks to me directly because she possesses me, however I was guided for long before the possession ever began and the communication was more indirect then. She may have even been with you your entire life, which seems to be the case for her favored ones.

There is someone else on this board who could channel her directly, so in the past years we mostly talked via him. She came to one of our meetings at the Sunflower temple and introduced herself as "the infernal Queen", so we called her the Queen. No one knew who she was at the time, we only later made the connection that she's the one behind the messages in the wild.

>>5468
Cool. She's speaking through me now. There are very few humans she has interest in, and she especially cares about the ones she is invested in the spiritual growth of.

She referred us to other well known demons for guidance actually, this is how me and Trypper ended up contacting Ademmelech, Baal ze Bub, and later Belial. Neither of us had any interest in them before.

>>5470
*Adremmelech

>>5470
Same. I've met many other spirits thanks to her. Shugara is her best friend.

Didn't you complain that you are unable to feel the void anymore? How did you resolve that situation

>>5473
Nope, must have been someone else. From my understanding several on this board know her so you may think I'm another user.

>Shugara
Yep, it's the first and only of the ONA dark gods I got to know.
Do you also happen to know Ladilok?

Here's the sigil for a servitor she created, as shared before. Unless I'm mistaken because that one was called Anvartem.

>>5475
Yeah, Ladilok helped augment my energy body to help her possess me.
Her and the Queen do not care for human women whatsoever.

>>5476
That sigil helps channel the Void. Anvartem is a spirit who appears as a beastial skeletal creature who specializes in various forms of alchemy.

I love my snugglebug cuddle monkey illivryn and i want the whole world to know

Some music illivryn likes

https://youtube.com/watch?v=1I-aQNUNGiw [Embed]

https://youtube.com/watch?v=LxM7soNJC1A [Embed]

https://autumnindespair.bandcamp.com/album/home-for-the-holiday

Ekala Toro Sin Va Tom Ra

>>5477
This thread was posted by an absolute fucking retard. On two separate occasions you told me of instances where you went on dates with women that you flubbed horrendously, the first one you told me about didn't let you do more than eat her stinky pussy because your dirty talk was so pathetically a turnoff. The second one was even more laughable - You actually walked out on her without making a single attempt to connect with her on a deep level. There's a reason I cheated on you with a woman, because I would rather have an actual soft touch in my life than talk to someone who makes zero effort whatsoever to listen to things that actually pain me and constantly interrupts any deep instance of personal connection with honestly some of the worst sexual taste I have ever witnessed in someone I have been romantic with. You also backpedaled multiple times when I called you out for using Ladilok to harm me, then lied to my face about doing it, then still pathetically crawled back to me demanding my attention because I was the only one you could be yourself around. Well I saw who you were, and holy shit, do I fucking hate it. Nobody on this board, or anywhere else for that matter, should take your crap fucking advice or spirit recommendations seriously at all.

Enjoy your death curse, you were abusive far before I was. I’m over you to say the very least

You can just tell him not to look