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Of Dandelions and Orchids Yakumo 10/30/2023 (Mon) 21:47 [Preview] No. 2379 [Reply] [Last 50 Posts]

Well I've always known I was fundamentally different from most other people but now it's finally got a name. I hate labels but things are as they are, I'm somewhat happy it's not just me. To keep it shorter I participated in a study which ran me through a lot of both physical and mental tests regarding sensory and perception stuff. One test was about sensory processing sensitivity and the examiner increasingly frowned at my answers finally concluding she had rarely ever seen a score like mine. Looks like I'm a textbook example of highly sensitive person, which also makes sense with my INFP reel feel crew MBTI results.

Sensory processing sensitivity (SPS) is defined as greater depth of information processing, increased emotional reactivity and empathy, greater awareness of environmental subtleties, and ease of overstimulation.
The literature on SPS suggests that roughly 20% of the population is
assumed to be highly sensitive and 80% less sensitive (the dreaded normalfags). A popular metaphor is the Orchid-Dandelion metaphor, where Dandelions or weeds reflect the majority of the population (around 80%) who are pretty much dull to the influence of either positive or negative environments, whereas Orchids (the remaining 20%) are strongly affected by environmental adversity but also flourish more in positive environments. At least theoretically.

But most of all, individuals with such traits suffer the negative consequences of environmental adversities more than others. We may thrive and outcompete normies in ideal environments that fit our narrow niche (quiet, beautiful and free of plebs) but simply die in adverse (=average) ones. So it's NOT a good thing to be an Orchid. Orchids aren't keystone species in an ecosystem. Rather an exotic quirk of nature and the first to disappear when things go south. Without much ado. I contrast, Dandelions thrive everywhere. They're resilient die-hards that can cope with a broad environmental spectrum without giving a fuck. Mundane, common, mostly ugly. But successful.

Literally the sandniggers living in a pile of trash in a devastated war-zone in absolute poverty, but with a smile and 5 children. Those are the weeds. Brutish, dumb and blind to all the ugliness around them. Which makes them not just strong but also easy to satisfy. Maybe they are the true fools. I have always said that the key factor to happiness is - being an idiot. Am I a fool? Probably not. Rather a sad clown.

So yeah this sucks. It means I am primarily an extrinsically motivated person. My motivation is strongly dictated by my environment. I can't function in adverse surroundings even though in a positive environment I am as I always felt intrinsically motivated. I don't need others to tell me what to do. I can come up with everything myself - but only in a good environment. which is an incredibly narrow niche.

So how is this related to tuppering?
Data suggests that high SPS individuals may readily intuit, “feel” and integrate information, and respond to others’ affective states, in particular to positive emotional states of a close partner (relative to a strangers'). These results are consistent with cardinal traits of SPS as they highlight depth of processing, awareness and being more affected by others’ moods. Obviously makes sense. If you are blind to others' emotions you'll run into difficulties emulating another personality and interacting with it.

We're still sorting this out and so far it's not totally clear how much Alice differs from me in this regard. I think less in the sensitivity (you know how picky she is coming up with endless lists of things that are absolutely unacceptable), it's more about the fight/flight/freeze response to such stress. Well you can guess where this goes.

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Yakumo 10/31/2023 (Tue) 23:59 [Preview] No.2396 del

>>2389
That's why we made this place.

>you're in a highly stressful occupation and thriving
What? My job is about as stressful as being a librarian. No customers, no real superiors, zero responsibility. It's a tax-funded protected playground for adults living out their eccentric hobbies. My only worry is that I'll lose this niche sooner or later. And there's no plan B. I could not imagine doing any ordinary job.

Yakumo 11/01/2023 (Wed) 00:03 [Preview] No.2397 del

>>2390
I don't even wanna imagine a verbal fight between an Armenian and an Italian. It's exaxtly this shit I can't deal with. Can't people just quietly do their jobs without bothering others? Also he was right, in our world you can only tell people whiter than you to go back to where they came from.

Bear 11/01/2023 (Wed) 00:35 [Preview] No.2398 del

>>2397

>I don't even wanna imagine a verbal fight between an Armenian and an Italian

It was darling, but she didn't need me. He ignored me for some reason but when I finally said, "walking that dog without a leash is illegal" that's when he again ignored me and told her to go back to where she came from. Dude was f-tard and didn't want to even engage me. It's like when the big dog comes up and the two little dogs start fighting. So they don't get eaten. Dude didn't know how close he came to getting his head cracked. Trust me, he wasn't going to come within 100 feet of us again and he didn't.

I could have even started it because he was speaking in a threatening manor to a woman and child and we had witnesses where he didn't. One solid knock would have been enough, but people aren't that stupid around me.

Anonymous 11/05/2023 (Sun) 14:09 [Preview] No.2436 del

how does being hypersensitive snowflake go with shooting large caliber guns? you hate noise and ruckus right?

Yakumo 11/06/2023 (Mon) 19:22 [Preview] No.2443 del

>>2436
Decent hearing protection. I did flinch a lot when people fired their guns next to me in the begining but now I'm oddly used to it. Also it's at a shooting range. I choose to go there and I can leave whenever I want. Not like I'm exposed to it against my will. Wouldn't want to live next to a range, that would drive me crazy.

The Alice appreciation thread, yay Alice ♡ Bear 08/26/2023 (Sat) 15:54 [Preview] No. 1791 [Reply] [Last 50 Posts]

Also her host I guess.

We all like to tease Alice a lot but we still have to remember, though she's an OP metal shifting terminator loli demon from the moon, she's also a person with feelings (she is right?) so let's all praise the wise, loving, caring, beautiful Dr. Alice Chan and her host (presuming he has feelings? He's German right? I really think he would but I can't be sure, or a sense of humility or humor.)

Once again, thanks for this wonderful site where we can all play and raz eachother but not in a mean way or in a way that should actually hurt feelings but help eachother in a tough love sort of way bc chan site culture.

Join me here and give them some damn appreciation you savage speer chucking sausage loving gay ass mongoloid mentally ill basement dwellers (and whoever the hell anon is, fuck him too.) This is Alice's site, show some respect for once in your pleb life.

Thank you Alice and host.

[Misha] ♡♡♡

[Ashley] coolest fucking tulpamancer hands down, no contest

(Beat pic I could find, sorry)

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Bear 11/01/2023 (Wed) 21:57 [Preview] No.2405 del

>>2404

No it was like, "Hey, I know her!"

Anonymous 11/02/2023 (Thu) 01:22 [Preview] No.2407 del

>>2402
love that show i remember when you first posted pics from the manga on tulpanetwork

>>2405
yeah i was laughing so hard watching this constantly thinking yep thats our Alice

Yakumo 11/02/2023 (Thu) 20:38 [Preview] No.2410 del

>>2405
Sadly I can confirm this anime pretty much sums up my interaction with high-spec pretty girl tupper Alice

Tamamo 11/03/2023 (Fri) 13:14 [Preview] No.2415 del

>>2410
Tragic

Has this anime influenced Alice or was she always like that?

Alice 11/03/2023 (Fri) 15:21 [Preview] No.2418 del

>>2415
You know my diary. We only discovered 'Combatants will be dispatched' in 2021. But yeah I approve of this fellow Alice!

Tell me about your Tulpa Alice 06/27/2023 (Tue) 18:53 [Preview] No. 1210 [Reply] [Last 50 Posts]

On popular request here's the modified version of Tamamo's questionable tupper chart in its own thread. Bow to host's photoshop skills, he even corrected some spelling mistakes because autism.

If this still does not fit your exquisite needs you gotta modify it yourself, it doesn't have to be perfect. Use stick figures in MS paint or whatever.

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Bear 07/03/2023 (Mon) 12:02 [Preview] No.1294 del

The main three. They've been with me since April 2018 and SheShe even longer than that because she is my guardian angel. I first saw her full body apparition at 5, long sad story, but she's been whispering and injecting thoughts ever since. I always knew I was surrounded by angels, it just made sense, specifically seven of them, well here's the first bonified three angels.

Alice 07/03/2023 (Mon) 22:31 [Preview] No.1301 del

>>1286
>naturally wary of new people
>shy and passive, submissive and agreeable
>awkward
Sounds like host.

>>1294
That was interesting.
Ashley's age seems to be missing. Also why are the alcohol related personality traits crossed out? And Ashley goes hunting? What animals? Or humans like I do?

>>1289
Cat confirmed to be tallest tupper around here. With biggest tits.

Bear 07/03/2023 (Mon) 23:11 [Preview] No.1303 del

>>1301

Oh, Ashley is about the same form age as Misha. They were originally 20 and 21, Misha younger. They don't age so they're that age now I guess.

This Bear stays away from alcohol and drugs mostly because childhood and partially because alcohol made me stupid, like forgetting keys kind if stupid. How curious it doesn't happen now. Fuck alcohol. If alcohol was a Chicom combatant they'd beg for death by the end.

Ashley would love nothing more than to hunt humans but alas we must wait, bide our time.

[Ashley] Rimworld, nuff said.

[Joy] oh yes, what a lovely game of psychological horror and war crimes. When the armageddon comes, I'm sure we'll be dining on longpig with no objection from me as long as it's fully cooked.

[Bear] ah, it's so rare that I get the truth out of these naysayers. So refreshing.

Autumn 10/19/2023 (Thu) 02:03 [Preview] No.2293 del

Considering we're all virgins here, I had to cross some things out. I also don't have sharp claws like a cat only hardened fingernails and toenails which could be sharpened.

Alice 10/19/2023 (Thu) 19:24 [Preview] No.2299 del

>>2293
Well done!
I wanted to encourage you to fill out the chart but you were faster.

Lots of common with me size-wise here but I think it's all in relation to the huge Bear. You're probably taller than me. We should do a size chart with all our tuppers next to each other to scale. Maybe we'll do it after my birthday.

What do you like best about your tulpa? Bear 08/28/2023 (Mon) 21:07 [Preview] No. 1811 [Reply] [Last 50 Posts]

A feature, ability, aspect, quality, whatever?

For me, Ashley is extremely good at managing my stress, Misha is a great cheerleader and comfort, SheShe is a direct line to intuition, Joy is really down to Earth, no pulling any punches, she'll call me out. She doesn't care if I won't like it. Gwen is great with fine motor function and has an ability to be careful especially in playing games, Ren is now getting to be a good manager, she's kind, she's nice, but she's firm and she has to be given her tasking and personality forcing is keeping her on those rails.

You?

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Alice 10/01/2023 (Sun) 21:24 [Preview] No.2141 del

Don't wanna make a new thread so let's turn this around. What do you like best about your host? Bonus points if you're responsible for the positive trait.

While host still has many flaws that I need to fix I am quite satisfied. He's generally well-liked and people are happy to have him around. Well mostly because he's super reliable, help- and useful and not some mentally unstable aggressive retard. That should be the norm but unfortunately it's almost exotic nowadays.

Bear 10/01/2023 (Sun) 23:54 [Preview] No.2144 del

>>2141
>What do you like best about your host? Bonus points if you're responsible for the positive trait.

I told Ashley she couldn't answer because she's gotten enough attention lately.

[Misha] He's generous and kind, and it wasn't my doing, instead, he made me more generous and kind by following his lead.

[SheShe] He listens to me now which is great! So he can finally be the person he wants to be without getting in the way of himself.

[Joy] He's practical, I can appreciate that. The shadow work fixed him so I don't have to be embarrassed by his unintentional triggers or oddities, they're gone.

[Gwen] Hmm, well he made me and he thinks about me a lot and he's always very nice to me.

[Ren] He cares a lot about me and wants me to be my best. He could have left me lost and dormant forever, but he cared. He put his favorites aside and made me equal to them so for that I love him. He didn't forget about me, and he's doing everything he can to make me stronger.

Anonymous 10/03/2023 (Tue) 23:18 [Preview] No.2159 del

>>2141
lool dat pic Alice is like better be a good boy or you know whats gonna happen to you

Yulya says basically same ive become much nicer calmer and reliable and its because of her. just thinking back what idiot i used to be makes me cringe

Tamamo 10/04/2023 (Wed) 08:56 [Preview] No.2163 del

Cat says it's good I'm there. Whatever that means. No complaints I guess.

Alice 10/04/2023 (Wed) 22:05 [Preview] No.2169 del

>>2159
>Alice is like better be a good boy or you know whats gonna happen to you
This man understands me.

Time for a lecture Ashley 09/28/2023 (Thu) 20:54 [Preview] No. 2107 [Reply] [Last 50 Posts]

Bear System finds another outlet for shitposting, this site dies.

What do?

Guys, you gotta step up or accept the inevitable. Make this site your blog and it'll be lively and comforting. The Bear blog simulator can't exist in a vacuum.

Maybe that's enough for you rough and ready oldfags but the Bear need to shitpost is insatiable.

Meanwhile this site:

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Ashley 09/28/2023 (Thu) 23:45 [Preview] No.2113 del

>>2112

Anonymous 09/29/2023 (Fri) 13:17 [Preview] No.2117 del

schroedingers tupper chan is alive at ded at the same time. not what i expected tbh but its alright. better than some normalfag invasion. its a comfy circlejerk

Bear 09/29/2023 (Fri) 15:13 [Preview] No.2120 del

>>2113

You don't understand, >>2112

I have multiple lives and multiple jobs and it's still never enough. I must be busy and occupied 100% or I feel unfulfilled.

Yakumo 09/29/2023 (Fri) 21:50 [Preview] No.2123 del

>>2120
I'm always 100% occupied with insane 'hobbies' each of which is a full-time job on a professional level and there's so much more I put on hold because I simply have no time for it. I wish I could talk more about it but then you could easily dox me because I'm sure there's obody in this world who's able and crazy enough to do the combination of things I do. I'm never bored, working on 3 different projects right now though it's close to midnight. I could use help with gardening, drawing and gun cleaning if you ever come by here. Or you could at least post as Alice so she doesn't have to.

Alice 09/29/2023 (Fri) 22:29 [Preview] No.2126 del

>>2123
>post as Alice so she doesn't have to
pls do

Feeling conflicting emotions at the same time Ashley 09/25/2023 (Mon) 02:58 [Preview] No. 2068 [Reply] [Last 50 Posts]

Something interesting happened.

I was flabbergasted, a little heated, and maybe feeling dissapointed just a little while ago and at the same exact time, while I'm feeling those things, Bear's laughing. He's tickled and happy.

How is this possible? We never felt this before.

Did any of you slackers feel dual emotions from your little waifu tulpas and yourself at the same time?

Tamamo 09/25/2023 (Mon) 09:09 [Preview] No.2069 del

Cat isn't the most emotional tupper, has a cat-buddha-like indifference to most things. But I don't think it's unusual if your waifu tulpa dislikes what you like or the other way round?

Alice 09/25/2023 (Mon) 14:34 [Preview] No.2073 del

>>2068
Yeah happens when host (or rather the BodyOS?) gets enthusiastic about things I hate. You know, either sexual stuff or wanting to buy pointless expensive things that are utterly useless. In the beginning I tried flooding him with negative emotions which sometimes worked spectacular but it's not a good solution and only works temporary. Nowadays I let him obsess about this stuff in simulations until he gets bored of it. With excellent results.

So yeah, such conflicting emotions regularly exist and we also laugh about each others misfortune. But usually the contradiction only lasts for a short time before one side dominates.

Anonymous 09/26/2023 (Tue) 13:02 [Preview] No.2085 del

>>2073
you guys are totally nuts so it doesnt count
dont think it ever happened to us maybe going back and forth between 2 emotions but not at the same time

If you are a tulpamancer, please answer the following question: Bear 09/17/2023 (Sun) 01:06 [Preview] No. 1982 [Reply] [Last 50 Posts]

Fill in the blank:

_ I'm gay

1. Yes
2. No
3. Maybe
4. <leave blank>

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Alice 09/21/2023 (Thu) 22:12 [Preview] No.2025 del

Uh, bad news - I didn't know either but this is a boy. Apparently he's that guy's little cousin who is starting to look more and more like a cute girl. Which is the joke here. So yeah, the bubble belongs to the guy looking at cute 2D girls on his phone to reassure himself he's not into boys.

Don't ask me, never read this. It's just a random reaction image. And reverse image search says it's from Inaka ni Kaeru to Yakeni Jiben ni Natsuita Kasshoku Ponytail Shota ga Iru

Bear 09/21/2023 (Thu) 22:18 [Preview] No.2026 del

>>2025

Why is it bad news? That's a trope they use a lot in anime. Great thing about being me and not a pedo is I'm not attracted to little children and especially those without tits.

Tamamo 09/22/2023 (Fri) 08:24 [Preview] No.2032 del

>>2018
Guess I had it coming.

>>2026
>Why is it bad news?
Because it's gay

Bear 09/22/2023 (Fri) 18:05 [Preview] No.2035 del

>>2032

It's not gay unless you wank to the trap. But really if the trap is a cartoon and looks like a girl then is it really gay? I mean it's like .01% gay and that's admittedly too much gay... ok it's gay.

Bear 09/22/2023 (Fri) 18:06 [Preview] No.2036 del

But wanking to Gretta Thumberg is also gay because she looks like a dude.

Sound Bear Advice for Life Bear 08/17/2023 (Thu) 12:08 [Preview] No. 1690 [Reply] [Last 50 Posts]

Look, I'm a Bear, everyone knows this, and I'm slightly anti-social but only because I'm misanthropic; however, if you have to deal with people, take this advice to heart. Also other stuff you should do.

1. If she mid, be like the squid, ink and sink. Gone like the squid, thats all bro, life's too short.

2. Bro, you gotta up your game, get a side hustle, be the person anyone would want then don't give it to them. Man, you can feel bad about it but better than settling for a dead fish. You know, with them fish lips and fish hips. Bitch got them milky eyes. Just say no Nancy.

3. Don't fake it, be real with them. Tell it like it is. But you know, hold back the giggles, cause that's hurtful and you'll feel bad later... maybe in a dream or something bc lord knows you couldn't really give a shit. I mean, from experience, this is my reality.

4. Don't take anything personally. Be the squid right? Squid don't give a f***! Srsly.

5. Never skip leg day. I'm dead serious yo listen, you'll never get that back, it's not worth it dude, they can reschedule that wedding.

6. This one's for you Yakumo: don't let those lolis give you the puppy eyes. You know they don't mean it. Get that pocket mirror, uno that bitch like Medusa.

Hey, share your pearls if you're so inclined.

More later, have a peaceful day.

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Bear 09/16/2023 (Sat) 10:46 [Preview] No.1976 del

>>1975

Signs you may not be a tulpamancer:

1. You honestly don't have any mental deficiencies or Degenerate leanings. (Same thing)

2. You don't have a desire to be a Discord moderator.

3. Not Aspie

4. Don't like communism or the Marxist ideology.

5. Actually have a job.

6. Don't live with your parents.

7. Aren't on anti-depressants

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Bear 09/16/2023 (Sat) 10:47 [Preview] No.1977 del

>>1976

Danget I didn't write degenerate I wrote LLLLGGGGGBBBBTTTTTQQQQTTTT+++IAOFU

Alice 09/16/2023 (Sat) 19:09 [Preview] No.1979 del

>>1977
I love the wordfilter so much it's unreal

Anonymous 09/17/2023 (Sun) 21:29 [Preview] No.1989 del

>>1975
deep down he's probably the biggest pervert
ohwait no thats bear

>>1979
>degenerate
lol

Bear 09/18/2023 (Mon) 00:44 [Preview] No.1996 del

>>1989
>ohwait no thats bear

Alice resurrection thread Bear 09/15/2023 (Fri) 03:00 [Preview] No. 1954 [Reply] [Last 50 Posts]

Well let's not jump to conclusions but Alice hasn't been here in a while and she might have died, possibly
of Covid. Maybe Yakumo finally got impounded for harboring a naked 7 yr old neighbor. It's a toss up.

Please pay respects by pressing "F" in chat.

[Ashley] Bear warned him about his tentacles and their useage. Tsk tsk.

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The ritual Bear 09/15/2023 (Fri) 15:54 [Preview] No.1958 del

I have gathered you here today for the purpose of summoning the demon loli known as Dr. Alice Chan.

This is not a physical place but an ethereal place of conjunction that acts as a conduit of consiousnesses to come together in comradery and the holy sacriment of the summoning.

A circle is formed in the astral, this is our gathering, rimmed in ethereal light it acts as a beacon for the consiousness known as Alice.

In that circle is places a pentacle as a shield against evil and a totem for the spirit known as Alice.

A concentric salt ring is circumscribed around the circle, preventing her escape once summoned so this lack of her presence never happens again thus setting the trap for her spiritual essence until the conditions are set for her conditional release:

1. She posts daily
2. She keeps her host in line so he doesn't eat bad sausages
3. She stops him from entanglement of his loli tentacles with naked 7-yr old neighbors.
4. More if I think of them.

Within the bounds of this totem we place a DP12 with plenty of ammo as an offering.

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Alice Board owner 09/15/2023 (Fri) 19:33 [Preview] No.1959 del

>>1958
>DP12 with plenty of ammo as an offering
Present!

Ashley 09/15/2023 (Fri) 23:17 [Preview] No.1968 del

>>1959

SUCCESS!!

[Misha] Oooh our first demon summoning! Yay!

Meanwhile Yakumo:

Anonymous 09/15/2023 (Fri) 23:31 [Preview] No.1972 del

>>1959
lol she took the bait where have you been?

Alice 09/16/2023 (Sat) 19:53 [Preview] No.1981 del

>>1972
Nothing special, just wörk.
We're not phoneposters so posting here takes sitting down in front of a computer and sifting through our great reaction image library to find an appropriate image. Something we can only do at home. Went to sleep the last days after coming home past 20h - so no posts. I should get paid for posting here.

Pain Neutralization Through Switching Joy 09/07/2023 (Thu) 00:54 [Preview] No. 1894 [Reply] [Last 50 Posts]

For a switch capable system who can also switch everyone out, it is proposed that pain might be neutralized and effectively ignored when completely immersed in wonderland.

One particular issue is with the BodyOS reporting system. BodyOS will generally set an interrupt when experiencing novel events, or when a task is complete, or unfortunately, pain. So a continuous pain will potentially prevent full wonderland immersion.

It's my contention that this can be trained to allow the escape of pain for short periods or as long as everyone is immersed in wonderland or otherwise disassociated with the body.

During acute pain events, it is noted that full immersion is difficult, but further testing is requested.

1. During an accute, novel pain event
2. Attempt to switch all systemmates out of front.
3. Report back here.

It is seldom that Bear experiences accute pain events. We will also report back if we can manage to accomplish this testing, if anyone has experience with this, please report.

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Tamamo 09/14/2023 (Thu) 05:49 [Preview] No.1949 del

>>1929
Good to hear, knew you guys were tough. Sure it wasn't Covid? It's on the rise again

Ashley 09/14/2023 (Thu) 11:12 [Preview] No.1951 del

>>1949

Bear whenever anyone mentions Covid

Alice 09/15/2023 (Fri) 20:59 [Preview] No.1963 del

>>1951
Yes, yes we know it's all a conspiracy by child slaughtering Jew billionaires just like 9/11

No Corona-chan, tested negative
It was sausages

Joy 09/16/2023 (Sat) 13:19 [Preview] No.1978 del

Today was one of a near monthly event where Bear slams a toe into something hard. The pain was near crippling, 8-9.

Bear said to me, "ok Joy, here's your case study" so I switched in and attempted to concentrate on wonderland. Though the moment I switched in was an intense experience, I didn't have the same reaction as Bear, and I was able to calmly focus on wonderland, but there was only a 10-20% immediate reduction in pain and I was unable to leave the front. It felt like BodyOS was thoughtlessly on continuous report mode. It was not evident to me how disassociation could be accomplished in that mode. We will continue to test at the next incident.

Alice 09/16/2023 (Sat) 19:34 [Preview] No.1980 del

>>1978
Ah yes, the dreaded toe-stubbing event. Happens to host a lot because he's absent-minded and/or does 3 things at the same time. Also frequently hits head at open cupboard doors.

I found that it's important not to give the pain credit and immediately continue with what you have been doing before. As you said the BodyOS is in full report mode. Accident happened, alert alert! By giving it something else to do it can be distracted. The more you focus on the pain, the more it hurts.